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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Monday, October 29, 2007

NO INTERNET CONNECTION!
Indeed, apparently there is no IP address to use for our internet, which is a load of old codswollop if you ask me. I did miss all of you though! *cries* I really couldn't shake off my big old addiction.
Erm... had my counselling session. I shook off the allure to just say yes and no. I don't think my psychiatrist was expecting me to say the things I did! I could see how she was all sad! At the beginning, her blush was all bright, but by the end, she was all washed out! My sad story, able to make my own psychiatrist cry!

I have really done none of the homeworks set over the holiday. I haven't been sleeping well, and remembering all my childhood didn't really make me want to do anything!
I have to read this book called 'Oranges are not the only fruit' by Jeanette Winterson and it's really good. The mother is mad to boot though! I had to read it for my English Literature.
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