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Ummm this is my blog. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed creating it in the middle of my computers class.
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Monday, May 22, 2006


   I ummm... don't know
I am so out there. I really don't want john to leave me. He is going to basic training on the 6th and I don't know what I'm going to d o with out him around. I am going to cry when he leaves, and I am going to cry when he comes back. I love him so much.
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006


   When I'm with you
You make my world go around and I love you so much, but sometimes I lose sight of that love. You made me see that there's more to life, more to me, than just what I had seen before now.
You were there when I cried, and there when I tried to create a new life, but I pushed you away.
I love you so much when I'm with you, but alone you make me die deep inside.
I was a different person without you, and now I'm the same as everyone else.
I hope for just one more day with you, my baby.
I wish you could see that I do this not only for me, but for you too.
I love you my child, my fetus inside, but for your sake and mine...
I'm sorry that you died.
For when I'm with you you make everything new, everything beautiful, and everything sweet.
And when I love you, you assured me that you'd always love me too.

To my child that has not yet been born

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006


   at school
I am sitting here, in my computers class. I am so tired from having to go to school that the summer isn't comming soon enough. Gurf! I set my alarm for 5 this morning so that I could swim at the morning swim our swim couch is letting us go to, but I turned my alarm off. I ended up waking up at 5:41. Then I fell back asleep and woke up at 6. Yesterday was funnier. I woke up at 6:41, got dressed, brushed my teeth, and left by 6:48. Now, normally that's lake for me, but yesterday for getting ready in 7 minutes, it worked for me.
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