HELLO & GOODBYE - JULY 6, 2008
Omg!! i want to die right now...i went to the dentist today in the morning and i didn't even get out until 12:30pm..hella long...i thought i was going to die in the process but i didn't and now i really wish i had.. i got 2 rootcanal..and i got bad news...the doctor fucked up my tooth and part of it broke off now he's sending me to a specialist and i got to leave later at 3 to go see the specialist...i dunno what's going to happen but i hope it'll be okay...then tomorrow i got to go back and see the doctor who messed up my teeth...oh please i don't want to lose my teeth yes it's more than one..remember i got two rootcanal? the doctor says there's a 80% chance i may lose those teeth and now i'm scared half to death and i don't know what to do...and my teeth are starting to hurt although right now my upper lip is totally numbed...i can still feel the pain maybe because the numbness is fading...SHIT I'M HELLA MAD RIGHT NOW I CAN'T EVEN TYPE RIGHT...I WANNA DIE..AND I GOT HELLA HOMEWORK TONIGHT THAT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH...PLUS MY TEETH ARE WORRYING ME TO DEATH AND I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M STUCK IN THIS NEVER ENDING VOID THAT I HAVE CREATED OUT OF STRESS AND PAIN...SHIT MY TEETH HELLA HURTS...OKAY I'M GOING CUZ I DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE IT MUCH LONGER I'LL PROBABLY GO TO SLEEP AND SLEEP AWAY THE PAIN...
