HELLO & GOODBYE - JULY 6, 2008
This morning I woke up with the most depression. I had a very distrubing dream and it really ruin my day and along with my problems...i really felt like dying this morning...I mean I really didn't care if I suddenly just died...
Gosh I felt so bad this morning that I needed something something to get me away...like something to scare the hell out of me...so my friend we went and watched THE GRUDGE 2 and yeah that pretty much scared me...although I was expecting it to be more scarier...My friend jump a few times throughout the movie and covered her eyes...but it was her idea to watch grudge in the first place..A few people were rude at the beginning of the movie...they were like bitching at eachother telling each other to shut up or they are going to get the security...and they did...which was like hella stupid...cause these dumb girls were laughing hella stupid in the back of the theater which was hella annoying...so yeah...but the movie was good though...
Anyway...I started out with a horrible day...and it's gotten better after the movie cause it's keeping my mind off my main issue right now...but as i'm typing this i'm starting to worry about my issue again...(sigh) now i feel like dying...help me...no don't help me..it's no use...my issue is just so i dunno...*go hang myself*
