HELLO & GOODBYE - JULY 6, 2008
you know what? i'm getting to that point in life where i just want to die...gosh i'm having hard time sleeping like how i was telling a friend...like last night i went to sleep around 1am and i woke up a 3am feeling wide awake...i got this stupid weird feeling in my tummy like the butterfly feeling...you know how u only feel like that when ur excited about something? well in my case, i wasn't excited about anything...the only thing i was feeling was worry...i have the feeling the entire day for a while now...i don't know if it's a sign that i'm gonna die or what...damn i hate the feeling...i feel so uneasy and it's killing me slowly...
Dunno
