Thursday, February 10, 2005

   Wahh!
Me and stef jus had a fight, and i said i was going to leave, and i did, but i came back, its to cold to walk all the way home, and anywayz, it was a stupid fight, i got a bad grade on Schoolisland! o0o well, wuts new? and im bored, i have to study for the english vocab test tomorrow, stupid teacher! o0o well i g2g, ill try to post later...about wuts happened since last time i posted which was a long time ago....biii
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   EVERYONE JUST HATES ME...almost
stef lied to me...it was a great day...she lied to me because she would be to embarassed to have her msn friends talk to me so she lied and said she only had 5 names and i knw she was lying because id gone on her msn with her before and she has like 20 and she was all like i dont i only have 5 and that was another lie..so im giving her overnight to think about it while i cool off...she can be such a bitch sometimes...im so pissed off, but...im more pissed off that me, stef and anne had plans today and we all said we could hang out and then stef didn't tell her aupair she had plans and her aupair was all like u knw the rules and she had to go home and it was the only fucking day that i don't have bball practice...i hate my friends so fucking much sometimes...Mo goes to me this morning "haha you guys lost your bball game" and she was seriously fucking making fun of me and the team, so i ignored her all day and stef was like shes really sorry but so wut? she was a bitch...and then stef was a bitch during lunch...and i got pissed off and yeah...
Some good things that happened today: Mr. Chiments gave me an extension on my IR project...thank god! i had like no hw and i had no bball practice today so i can just be lazy and actually go to bed by 11 so im not tired tomorrow...i wake up at 6 and thats to early, i was drinking coffee the other morning and my dad goes since when do you drink coffee? and i go since ever...and he goes do you drink it every morning? and i was lik no just this morning...so w/e...i have a ss test on friday and a spanish test and yeah...yesterday i was sort of really bi-polar...depressed like all day and then at night i was like having fun with the napolean quiz even though i was still depressed and pissed off about us not winning the bball game and im still really pissed off now...

You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road.

Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.


What type of teenager are you?
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Which character are u?

Pedro Sanchez
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Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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Trisha
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Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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I took it twice...lolz i love that moviue..more tomorrow...biii
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   WE FUCKING LOST!
Im so fucking angry, we were winning and then the coach put in people who get nervous and he took me fucking out! im so fucking angry...coach is also my english teacher, and he told me today i could get into English Honors and his book report is dur on Friday and i haven't finished the fucking book! im gonna cry...i hate my life! He puts in people that can't dribble and get nervous and try to do fucking baseball passes and the ref was a retard, the ball went out off the top of the backboard and the girl got the rebound and shot and it counted! GOD FUCKING DAMMET!
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   I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE HOW I FEEL, im angry and depressed
so i have a rivalry bball game today against Rye and we better win, can't wait... i feel anger towards everyone today....its not my fault....and i just feel like i shouldn't be here, like im not supposed to be on earth for some reason...like i have no reason to be alive...
im so fucking angry, my life sucks! i hate everyone! no one gives a shit about me, and it hurtz...a razor blade is calling my name, going to go let my feelings pour out of me...
I'm going to draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razor blade
I'll draw it on my wrist
And as i draw this picture
A fountain will appear
And as this fountain flows
All my troubles dissapear

later-maybe
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   Great Song
there was a decorated general with
a heart of gold, that likened him to
all the stories he told
of past battles, won and lost, and
legends of old a seasoned veteran in
his own time

on the battlefield, he gained
respectable fame with many metals
of bravery and stripes to his name
he grew a beard as soon as he could
to cover the scars on his face
and always urged his men on

but on the eve of a great battle
with the infantry in dream
the old general tossed in his sleep
and wrestled with its meaning
he awoke from the night
just to tell what he had seen
and walked slowly out of his tent

all the men held tall with their
chests in the air, with courage in
their blood and a fire in their stare
it was a gray morning and they all
wondered how they would fare
till the old general told them to go home
He said
I have seen the others
and I have discovered
that this fight is not worth fighting
I've seen their mothers
and I will no other
to follow me where I'm going
SO,
take a shower and shine your shoes
you got no time to lose
you are young men you must be living, yeah
take a shower and shine your shoes
you got no time to lose
you are young men you must be living
go now you are forgiven

but the men stood fast with their
guns on their shoulders not knowing
what to do with the contradicting orders
the general said he would do his own
duty but he would extend it no further
the men could go as they pleased

not a man moved, their eyes gazed
straight ahead till one by one they
stepped back and not a word was said
and the old general was left with his
own words echoing in his head
he then prepared to fight
He said
I have seen the others
and I have discovered
that this fight is not worth fighting
and I've seen their mothers
and I will no other
to follow me where I'm going
SO,
take a shower and shine your shoes
you got no time to lose
you are young men you must be living, yeah
take a shower and shine your shoes
you got no time to lose
you are young men you must be living
go now you are forgiven
go now you are forgiven...
great song! yeah...more post later
o0o yeah, its THE GENERAL BY DISPATCH
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