Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: nonomi


Friday, October 13, 2006


   Home coming ruined?
Well...Originally this post was to be my bragging post to say that the guy I've had a crush on for a year said yes to going to the Home Coming Dance with me...but that's not what it's for now...

I just found out that to get into the Dance, you have to have your ID card, and also, your date has to have a Borah ID, or a freshman college ID card...Josh has neither of those. He graduated last year, and he didn't go onto college because he has to take care of his mom and sis because his dad's in Iraq right now...I have to talk to the principal so I can ask him if he can go...It took me a year to ask this guy out, and now that I have, the first date may be total hell, and being the nervous wreck that I am, he may think less of me. I hate it! I feel emo right now for no good reason except for the fact that my school sucks so much ass that it's ruining a lot of things for me that should have already happened!!

What the hell?! Karma has been horrible to me lately, what did I do? Did I piss somebody off, did I not cry when I was supposed to? What?!...I wanna know...I wanna know what I can do to fix it...I just wanna know...

I wanna cry right now, but I can't because of something one of my friends said to me in the 5th grade...That I was a crybaby...Ever since then, I hardly cry, finding it weak, and like it annoys people, and yet, sometimes I can't help it...Dammit, I'm getting all girly again!! >< I'm gonna go before I say something I regret...~sighs~ Jaa.

Comments (3)

« Home