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Friday, May 4, 2007


I can take a hint better than I can take a hick.
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About yesterday, people...I'm sorry...I don't think I was quiet jealous of my sister, so much as the fact that she was so happy talking to him. ~shrugs~ I dunno...all I know right now is that I am one of the biggest idiots I know. I always hurt people and I don't mean to...I just push people away and the only way I know how to do that is to hurt them. ~sighs deeply~...I know one way to make the pain of loving geoff stop...eventually...but I don't want to do it. The thought makes me feel like my chest is going to explode and suddenly blood would come squirting outta a small hole in my chest. o_o picture it. It'll make your day. lol but yeah...I guess I'm just a dumb coward... yet...for some reason, all of a sudden I have a sudden boost of optomism. I dunno why....It just suddenly happened though I've felt like vomiting ever since I got home. o_O;...But yeah...I dunno...I guess right now I'll bulldoze my way through life, looking for something good to hold onto during the rough times like I always have.

I can do that. ~smiles some~...The future, though painful as it is will have some bright times, and if not, I know that I have had some in the past. I won't give up. Not only am I deathly afraid of death, but I know that there will be at least a couple people in this world that will miss me when I'm gone.

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