Wednesday, May 25, 2005
I suck at Science...T-T
Hi there everyone!!
How are you all doing?
I just did my Lab test...GOD,I SUCKED!!!!!!The only thing I knew how to do was to neutralise an acid...@_@
I just finished my English extension project...Did it in 2 hours*big grind* I got an oral tomorrow...T-T
Today,I was wearing my new skirt...and a got a lot of compliments form my friends(they're so nice!!^^) adn from guys I didn't even know...Hehehe,I was so shy...^///^
I ran into Samantha(the girl who hates meT-T)...She kinda stared at me...I don't no why,I guess it was the polite thing to do...so I said:"Hi!^_^"
Then she lost her temper and yelled at...she was scaryT-T
Our "conversation"went kinda like this...
Sam:WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????!!!
Me:o_O...I wish I knew....T-T
Sam:Why do you even bother to talk to me??!!![Insert curse]
Sam:Why don't you get mad at me...Why do always smile...*falls in tears*
Me:@_@What?????!!!!Are you ok?????
I didn't know what to do..besides sitting next to hear and listen to waht she has to say..
She kept mumbling:"How come you're always able to smile like that..."
I was speechless...I felt so bad...The I answered...ok,this might sound stupid to you guys...:"I don't,maybe it's because I'm happy^^"
Then she smiled and said Thank you and she hugged me...o_O..
So then I decided to go see Matt(the guy who likes me)...
It went kinda like this...
Me:Hum...Matt,may I talk to you for a minute?
Me:..(GOD,I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!!ANOTHER AWKWARD SILENCE!!!)
Me:Do...you still have feelings for me?
Me:But you know how I feel,right?
Me:When I see you,you always TRY to look happy,but you're not...
Me:This might sound selfish,but it makes me really sad...*I was about to start crying...^^;*
Then he grabbed my hand...(I bet I was so red!!!!)
Then he said the most kindness thing^///^
Matt:As long as I'm able to see you smile everyday...even if I'm not the person who makes you smile...I'll be very happy^^
(WAS IS WITH MY SMILE?????IT THERE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT??)
All I could say was thank you^///^
So I guess things worked out,between Matt,Samantha and I...
I'm so glad that Matt is a very understanding person.I'm so luckly to know a guy like him^^No more love triangle!!LOL
I pray that someday,those two will walk hand in hand in the future that blooms in tomorrow...^^
But best of all,I just made myself a new friend^_^And that means a lot to me...
Sorry for the long post*bows*
I wasn't able to visite you all last night!!GOMENASAI!!!!
I WON'T BE ABLE TO DO SO TONIGHT EITHER...TOMORROW,I PROMISE!!!!!!!
Here's a pic of my lil sis(Sweetrose) and me^^(anime style!!)