Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   I suck at Science...T-T

Hi there everyone!! How are you all doing? I'm...great... I just did my Lab test...GOD,I SUCKED!!!!!!The only thing I knew how to do was to neutralise an acid...@_@ I just finished my English extension project...Did it in 2 hours*big grind* I got an oral tomorrow...T-T Today,I was wearing my new skirt...and a got a lot of compliments form my friends(they're so nice!!^^) adn from guys I didn't even know...Hehehe,I was so shy...^///^ I ran into Samantha(the girl who hates meT-T)...She kinda stared at me...I don't no why,I guess it was the polite thing to do...so I said:"Hi!^_^" Then she lost her temper and yelled at...she was scaryT-T Our "conversation"went kinda like this... Sam:WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????!!! Me:o_O...I wish I knew....T-T Sam:Why do you even bother to talk to me??!!![Insert curse] Me:o_O... Me:^_^ Sam:Why don't you get mad at me...Why do always smile...*falls in tears* Me:@_@What?????!!!!Are you ok????? I didn't know what to do..besides sitting next to hear and listen to waht she has to say.. She kept mumbling:"How come you're always able to smile like that..." I was speechless...I felt so bad...The I answered...ok,this might sound stupid to you guys...:"I don't,maybe it's because I'm happy^^" *awkward silence...T-T* Then she smiled and said Thank you and she hugged me...o_O.. ^_^ So then I decided to go see Matt(the guy who likes me)... It went kinda like this... Me:Hum...Matt,may I talk to you for a minute? Matt:Sure^^ Me:..(GOD,I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!!ANOTHER AWKWARD SILENCE!!!) Me:Do...you still have feelings for me? Matt:???...Yes... Me:But you know how I feel,right? Matt:Yes,I know... Me:When I see you,you always TRY to look happy,but you're not... Me:This might sound selfish,but it makes me really sad...*I was about to start crying...^^;* Matt:Don't be. Me:??? Then he grabbed my hand...(I bet I was so red!!!!) Then he said the most kindness thing^///^ Matt:As long as I'm able to see you smile everyday...even if I'm not the person who makes you smile...I'll be very happy^^ (WAS IS WITH MY SMILE?????IT THERE SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT IT??) All I could say was thank you^///^ So I guess things worked out,between Matt,Samantha and I... I'm so glad that Matt is a very understanding person.I'm so luckly to know a guy like him^^No more love triangle!!LOL I pray that someday,those two will walk hand in hand in the future that blooms in tomorrow...^^ But best of all,I just made myself a new friend^_^And that means a lot to me... Sorry for the long post*bows* I wasn't able to visite you all last night!!GOMENASAI!!!! I WON'T BE ABLE TO DO SO TONIGHT EITHER...TOMORROW,I PROMISE!!!!!!! Here's a pic of my lil sis(Sweetrose) and me^^(anime style!!)

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