Location • Destiny Islands Member Since • 2005-07-16 Occupation • Ninja Real Name • why do they always ask ??? no one wants to tell ...
Personal
Achievements • my art has been published in two different magazines Anime Fan Since • i think i was six Favorite Anime • Naruto or Kinos Journey Goals • become a manga-ka or ninja master Hobbies • ninja - ism , drawing , writing , online stuff , music , and all that anime / manga jazz Talents • my hobbies
myOtaku.com: NinjaKai666
konichi wa . i am the great Ninja Kai !!! i would greatly appriciate it if any who are here for the first time sign my gb , comment , pm me , and / or add me as a freind . one last thing , i have about three other sites so if you like this site and wanna see more or you just wanna stop by sometime here they are ;
ziopheth
Gaara Shrine
FantasyXFantasy
enjoy ! ^_^ \../
' It was because of me '
You tried to get so close ...
I tried to push away ...
But somehow you didnt see that ...
Thats why it hurts so much ...
It was because of me ...
You think you are still right ...
That I am so wrong ...
You say you wont give up ...
That I am worth this pain ...
It was because of me ...
I feel you cannot see the guilt ...
Buried in my soul ...
You will never understand why ...
Ill just keep pushing farther ...
It was because of me ...
I see tears that I have caused ...
Knowing I have done so before ...
This is always what happens ...
I am a poison that will not fade ...
It was because of me ...
I think I must have caused the pain ...
That killed someone I really loved ...
And you wish to get just as close ...
I will protect you from this fate ...
It was all because of me ....
sleeeeeep .....
man ... we live in TX so my mom has asked us to moove a bunch of stuff off the porch ... just so its not blown away ... with Rita and all ... but my knees went out in the middle of doing so ... they wont stop bugging me ... all through school this was happening as well ... but i got it done eventually ... not much to say though ... oh i suppose i should answer questions though ...
( tob_punk ) i would like to get togather and play BESM ... but you would need to help me alittle with getting used to how its played and all ...
( anarchysnowflake ) i did not intend to post the story ... mostly becuase i do not care for grammer or misspelling ... so sometimes i am the only one who could read it any way ...
*sigh ... but i have yet again no poem to post simpley because i am alittle busy with the story and offline issues ... i will try and scan some art or something if i do not come up with a poem soon ...
oh one last thing ... my friend tob_punk would appriciate it if you went to his site ... and i recomend it ... its very interesting ... also my freind aodtr666 has updated his layout receintly ... so if you havent seen it i recomend going for a look ... he has also some poetry which i am found of ...
well i hope you are all alright ... i do not believe i have any thing else to say ...
' all i want is your smile '
i know that your upset
i can tell by the silence
you take me by the hand
and get me all alone
you tell me then whats been bothering you
i see you crying to me
i hold you tight to let you know
things will be okay again
you just need to believe
that today and everyday i am here for you
so let me comfort the pain
until it goes away
and then let me see you smile
when we have fought away the tears
show me that even for this little while
things are alright
you dont have to say a word
just proove it to me with meaning
when i see that in your smile
i cant explain the feeling
the happiness and love
so let me stay with you forever
so i can help you fight the demons
and watch we will smile at victory
in this way in another life
we will be strong enough to fight
even all alone
so we will be strong enough to find each other
no matter where we have gone
all i want is your smile
' i see you dieing on the inside '
once apon a dream ,
a bleeding , britle , weary gleam ,
with softly spoken lies ,
and tears in your eyes ,
you had to say these broken words to me ,
dont tell me your okay ,
each and every passing day ,
dont put your feelings aside ,
i see you crying on the inside .
once apon a dream ,
i heard your angel scream ,
she cryed and cryed ,
as if you had died ,
she said all of these broken words to me ,
dont tell me your okay ,
each and every passing day ,
dont put your feelings aside ,
i see you crying inside .
once apon a dream ,
like millions it would seem ,
the rain floated high , turned into the sky ,
like night this passes by and by ,
and God said these broken words to me ,
dont tell me your okay ,
each and every passing day ,
dont push your feelings aside ,
i can see you dieing on the inside .
~ziopheth ( AKA ME !!! )
08/24/05
well , how is every one doing today ? i have been feeling better actually . a friend i hadent talked to in a long time called today and she really helped cheer me up . she always does though . i wish i knew how to thank her . also along with that i recieved an e-card from another close friend that cheered me up even more ! i love all of my freinds so much . its kind of scarey though ... i doubt most of you could understand that feeling though . ^_^ but then theres nothing wrong with not understanding something . it just means you still have a life to live and lessons to learn . well i hope you have all been okay lately , and that you all have a good day . good bye .
sleeeeeep .....