Thursday, July 12, 2007

To: otaku friends
Subject: alternative school
Mood: fun
Song: Never Again ~ Kelly Clarkson
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yeah i got alternative school the last 8 days of school + 22 days into next year so my parents sent in an appeal to cut off next years days. well the school board accepted the appeal and said i dont have to start out high school in DEAP. They figured it would ruin my chance of making any friends other than the wrong ones that would get me into more trouble. but they accepted it on one condition. they had me go to a school councilor that worked at a handicapped and "slow learner" school. seriously. they figured that i just had a rough past and peer pressure made me do it.... but yay. i dont have to go to an alternative school ^_^ unless i f*ck up again. lol well ta ta~

~Kitty Kandi(my other otaku)~
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Friday, June 22, 2007

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

ahahahahahaha
--THE BASICS--
[name]: yours or mine?
[birthdate]: i didnt date til i was 5. sorry.
[sex]: yes please
[relationship status]: ill tell you when i get back from the psychiatrist.
[shoe size]: do i look like i carry a ruler with me everywhere i go?
[parents still together]: yeah unless the glue finally came off
[siblings]: 1 sister
[pets]: i dont pet people. sorry ^_^
--FAVORITES--
[color]: the color of an orange. i cant remember the name
[number]: all my friends home #s
[time of year]: 6:00 on june 6th. the day after my b-day.
[type of weather]: whether what? you know, sometimes you get rather sloppy with these quiz things.
[food/drink]: i dont eat. >.>
--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: ok i will.but maybe later
[have any tattoos]: yeah.on my ass and both breasts. and another place *cough*
[cheat on tests]: nope. only on bfs
[like scary movies]: yeah but 4 me theyre not really 'scary' movies.
[like cleaning]: whenever hell freezes over.
[know how to drive a standard]: yep.backwards donuts are fun.
[own a cell phone]: since i was 9.
[collect anything]: do green tea bottles count?
--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: in my head.
[considered a life of crime]: is an assassin considered crime?
[considered being a hooker]: pft no. porn star? yes
[been in love]: umm....lemme think...DUH
[made out with just a friend]: kinda. he didnt kiss back. he ran off screaming "AHHHH IT BURNS!"
[hurt someone you love]: only physically. and then they aske dfor more
[kicked someone in the nuts]: cyberly.
--CURRENT--
[clothing]: none
[hair]: i shave...well not my head though
[song you are in love with]: a little less 16 candles a little more touch me - fob. PETES A HOTT VAMPIRE IN THE VID. *faints from petes hot fangs*
[cd in your stereo]: my stereo aint hooked up yet.
[mood]: is horny a mood?
[thing you ought to be doing]: pete
--LOVE--
[first crush]: david desrosiers
[first kiss]: alex i think
[first love]: pete (lmao)
[do you believe in love at first sight]: pft. if theyre wearing eyeliner, heck ya
[do you believe in "the one"]: sure. y not?
[are you a tease]: YES
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: of course
--ARE YOU--
[honest]: sometimes
[sarcastic]: no....me? say it isnt so.
[a daydreamer]: hell yeah
[up tight or laid back]: laidback
[messy or organized]: really really messy
[shy or outgoing]: shy around people i dont know, outgoing around everyone else
--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: my leg shakes when im extremely bored.
[are you double jointed]: in some places
[can you roll your tongue]: yep. i can even turn it upside down without using my hands. lol
[do you make your bed daily]: i do now that you reminded me.
[which shoe goes on first]: no particular one goes first.
--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something]: yeah. i got DNangel vol. 3 & 4
[been sick]: sick with shame
[sang]: every day
[missed someone]: emotionally? yes. with a bullet? nope. im good with guns.
[gotten drunk]: not that i know of. well, that one night was kinda fuzzy
[gotten a haircut]: no. my hair grew about 3 inches though
[watched cartoons]: ya i just got done watching inuyasha & futurama
[been kissed]: ya
[lied]: yes
--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: alex
[spent the night with you]: amy
[saw you cry]: my reflection
[made you cry]: my thoughts.
[you said "i love you" to]: my mom earlier.
[told you they loved you]: my mom and my papa (grandpa)
--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: a dick in a vagina?
[the worst feeling in the world]: throwing up.
[your greatest fear]: water
[the thing you want most in life]: my bf

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Friday, May 11, 2007

suspended
yep. 4 three days pending a conference to see if i get alternative school. i took a razor to school. o well.i get to stay home watching potc 2! its not that bad.worst thing is is that i miss the bookfair. they had some manga i wanted. o well. my moms gonna take me to the bookstore so i can get an even better manga. yay well thats it 4 now bye byes

~kitty~
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Monday, February 12, 2007

THE FINAL
the intention is clear, i stare, with this left hand, unable
to be worded
every time i bleed, there lies the reason to live ... and i
discover words being so vivid and bright

even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
so even if i engraved the meaning that i lived in my hand, it
will only be known as flowers of vanity

the final

one by one it multiplies ... why be a sad bait?

deep within the hell of my heart ... i can't go back
a self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrow
suicide is the proof of life

even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
so even if i engraved the meaning that i lived in my hand, it
will only be known as flowers of vanity

so i can't live
what's lost can't be born again

a song that's not even seeking the proof of living
let's put an end ... the final

lets bloom flowers of attempted suicide.

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