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heya! my name is Nikki Neko, just currently taking it easy. I'm 15, and almost 16. Yuh, I am a Kakashi fan-girl and Edward, and Mustang, whee.



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RedKamiya is my best friend in real life, we've known each other over 10 years, and it will continue. I don't know what I would do without her, shes always been there for me. I don't need to hope because, I know our friendship will be forever and always. Thanks for always being there, thanks for being my best friend. Even though we go through tough times, we always manage to pull through. I would pick her over any friend, I would risk so much for her.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007


Part 2: Nikki and Eds Adventure
(This one isn't as good as I wanted it to be, I didn't feel good so just rushed through this one because I wanted to finish it so people would understand part 1 more, but oh well, enjoy!)
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The next day, I woke up and Ed was getting dressed, I streched myself out, and jumped out of bed and went to the dressed to get my clothing, and changed too, "Good morning Ed!", "Mornin' Nikki.", Ed replied, I pulled my shirt over my head and jumped up and down trying to get my jeans on, I buttoned them up and grabbed my boots, gloves and watch quickly putting them on and threw myself onto the bed and sighed, "Ahh, I feel so nice today.", I started to strech again, Ed looked at me and laughed, I started laughing too, I sat up on the bed and threw a pillow at Ed, he looked at me, picked up the pillow and threw it back, I screamed, "OUCH!", Ed ran to me, "Ahh, are you okay!?" I started to laugh and tackled him to the ground, "Gotcha!" I giggled, and I tickled his belly, Ed started to squirm and laugh insanely and I jumped off of him and opened the door, Winry was standing there, I took a step back, "Good morning Winry.", she looked at me, then looked away focusing on Ed, "You guys.. Seriously need to keep it down at night." she sighed and walked out of the doorway making her way back to the kitched, Ed and I looked at eachother and burst into laugher, I giggled, "Yeaa, someone here loves to cause trouble." I looked at Ed laughing more, and I ran into the hallway making my way into the kitchen too, I sat at the table, swinging my feet in the air humming to myself, Ed came over and took a seat too, we started talking until, "GOD! I GOT NO SLEEP LAST NIGHT!", I turned around and saw Kitsune yelling in the hallway, "BANG BANG BUMP BUMP BUMP ALL FRICKING NIGHT LONG!" she looked at me and made a face, I saw Al walk around the corner, "Kitsune, what do you mean by that?", Kitsune turned white and fell on her face, "N-n-nothing, forget I said that" she said slowly, while she twitched on the ground, Al shrugged and walked off, sitting at the table with us, Kitsune joining us shortly after, "Hey, when are we going back to Central?" Kitsune said, "Hmm, lets go now, everyone gather your things, meet me and Nikki at the train station.", "Okay Ed!, Yes brother!" Kitsune and Al replied, running to they're rooms, Ed looked at me and stuck his hand out, I looked at it, "Hmm?" I tilted my head, Ed slammed his face on the table, "OOOH!" I giggled, I grabbed his hand, Ed looked at me and smiled and we walked outside, making our way to the train station, we saw Mustang standing over there, I stopped walking, "Whats wrong Nikki?" Ed said in concern, I pointed over at Mustang, "Argghh." Ed growled, he put his arm around me, keeping me close, "Don't worry, I'm here.", Ed walked up to Mustang, "Whats your problem.", Mustang looked at me and smiled, he reached his hand over to my face, Ed slapped his hand away, "Don't touch her." he smirked, "Ohohho, someone sure is grouchy.", Mustang laughed to himself, "By now, I thought you would have known..", "Known what?" Ed smirked, "I'm not Mustang, Guahahahaha.", "The hell?" Ed said, he turned his head, looking at Mustang, "You heard me.." Mustang said, and he started to glow and transformed into some creature, "Oh god.. What the heck?" Ed yelled, Ed picked me up and placed me on top of the benches, "Stay there Nikki." Ed said, and he drew on the ground quickly, clapping his hands together them placing them on the groud, and huge cement cylinder starting coming out of the ground, surrounding the creature in a cage of cement, the creature let out a huge rawr, and slapped it arms at the cement, and it broke away into pieces as smoke filled the air, I started to cough and covered my face, I quickly grabbed some chalk and started to draw my circle on the ground, I placed my hands on it and formed some Ice crystals, I threw them at the creature but, it didn't bother it at all, Ed started popping up pointy cements things out of the sidewalk and they pierced the monster, it was still alive trying to get away, I placed my hands on the ground and shot ice out, until it froze the monster, Ed ran at it and kicked it, it broke up into thousands of little ice crystals in the air, in weird green and black colors but, they were somewhat nice looking. I looked up at them and smiled, "Wow.. that was easy?", "I'll say." Ed smirked, "I wonder.. Maybe this was a test of some sort?", "Could be.." I said, I jumped off the chair, and walked over to Ed, placing my arm around his waist, "So.. It wasn't Mustang?", "Guess not.." Ed said, "What happen here!?" Kitsune yelled while her and Al came towards us, "Nothing.." Ed smirked, I looked at Ed and smiled.

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PG: 15 -- Part. 1 : Ed and Nikki adventures.
It almost seemed like a regular day, I woke up and got out of bed quietly trying not to wake Ed, he woke up as always and tackled me to the bed giving me a hug and kissed, I giggled and ran into the closet to get dressed, I ran out of the closet as always trying to avoid Ed but, he caught me as always, and tickled me nearly to death, I sat on the bed, waiting for Ed to get dressed, and we both ran down the hallway laughing, everything was almost the same until, we got to the Mess Hall, "NIKKI!" Kitsune yelled and started running toward me, I screamed and covered my head, Ed ran in front of me and hugged me, and Kitsune tackled Ed, and all of us fell, "Agghh! Kitsune you butt hole" I yelled, Kitsune started laughing, "Mggghh." Ed said, I looked at Ed, "OMG!", Ed popped his head up and looked down, "OMG! I'M SO SORRY!", Kitsune, "ED! Your face was in her boobs!", "IT'S YOUR FAULT KITSUNE!!! I just tried to block her so you wouldn't tackle her again.", I just was laying there while everyone was on top of me, "Umm, I'm kindaa smooshed here.." Kitsune jumped off of Ed, and Ed picked me up, and started holding me like a baby, "O m g. -_-", "Is my wittle baby okaaay?", I slapped Ed and jumped down, and he started laughing, Kitsune looked at us, "Ooookkaaay..", I started jumping up and down, Kitsune started interupting my jumping party, "Nikki! I think Mustang knows what you guys have been doing almost EVERYDAY this week while I try to sleep.", I fell on my face, and Ed just stood there with a 'Oh god' expression on his face, Ed walked over to me, and lifted me off the groud, "Were in trouble..", "Oh god I know..", Kitsune looked us, "He knows you guys have been doing things, I think.", I looked at Ed and frowned, "I'm sorry.. this is probably all my fault.." I looked down at the floor and started running down the hallway, "Nikki!" Ed yelled and started running after me, I ignored him and kept running until I hit a dead end, I put both my hands on the wall, and fell to my knees, looking down, and I just started to cry, Ed finally caught up to me, "Nikki.." he said in a quiet voice, he bent down and hugged me, I pushed him away and continued to cry, "Nikki.. it's okay..", Ed came closer and tried to hug me,I pushed, shoved and I accidently punched him on the cheek, I gasped and looked up at him, he looked at me and I saw his eyes water up, I felt my heart drop, sinkling below in me, I couldn't belive I just did that.. "Ed.. I'm so.." I started to cry and quickly held him in my arms, and Ed held me too, "Ed.. I'm so sorry.." I cried, "Oh Ed.. Please, forgive me.." I continued crying, "Nikki.. It's okay, I know you didn't mean it." he held me, trying to comfort me, "And Nikki, it's not your fault, don't worry, he won't find out our secret..", I couldn't talk, only cry, all my emotions were stirring up in my head, Ed stood up, and helped me up too, he picked me up, and started walking back to the Mess Hall, we sat on a table, and started talking until Kitsune came to us, "Heya guys!" I sighed and slammed my face on the table, Ed looked at Kitsune , "Gahh, what do ya want?", "Ooh, Mustang wants us to go outta town, for awhile.", I popped up my head, "Out of town? What do you mean?", "Yea.. Whadda ya mean?" Ed smiked, "Well, we gotta go visit Winry, she made new Automail for ya Ed.", I sighed and slammed my face on the table again, "Gahh!", "Arghh, alright then, if we HAVE to..", "Yep we gotta, so pack up, were leaving tomorrow!"

LATER THAT NIGHT:
I was sitting on the bed, hugging my legs in my arms, Ed walked over to me, and sat in front of me, "Hey..", I sighed, "Hey..", "Oh Nikki, it's okay, forget about that." He said, I looked up, "Okay." I smiled, Ed started to grin, I looked at him, and started to scoot back, "Oh noo!" I giggled, and I kept scooting back until I hit the wall, "Uh oh. >//<" I giggled, Ed started to laugh and Ed started laughing, and he crawled towards me, he grabbed my arms, and pinned them to the wall, I giggled and he kissed me on my lips, and I kissed him back, he let my arms go, and I jumped on top of him giggling, "Muahaha!" I started to laugh evily, and I lifted his shirt up a little, and tickled his belly, Ed started screaming and giggling, and I started laughing to, "You shall never escape!" I said playfully, "Oh y-y-yea!!" he smirked, he grabbed both my arms, and jumped on top of me, I screamed and he started to tickle me too, he laughed and layed down on me, "Aghh heavy sumoo!" I squealed, Ed looked at me and laughed, and he kissed my neck, I giggled, and he gave me a eskimo kiss, I giggled, and Ed gave me another kiss, I tried to wiggle free but gracefully failed at that, Ed laughed, "Are you trying to get free missy!" he said in a sarcastic voice, "Maybeee!" I giggled, Oooh really!" Ed said, and he leaned into my face kissing my lightly, I giggled and kissed him back, I placed my arms on his cheeks, holding his face close to mine, and kissed him deeply, then I heard the door slowly turn open, I turned my eyes at the door, since I was kissing Ed, and I saw Kitsune's eyes widen at the sight of us, and her jaw dropped, Ed turned his head and jumped off of me, and I jumped up in the air, "KITSUNE! KNOCK THE DOOR WOULD YA!!", Kitsune closed the door and ran away, and I slammed my face on the bed, Ed walked up to the door and opened it, and saw Mustang standing outisde, "Mustang!? Can I help you?" I jumped up, and pretended to be asleep, "Why is Nikki here?" he peeked his head through the door, "Because, she is scared.", "Oh I see.." Mustang smirked and walked away, Ed closed the door, and locked it, I sat up on the bed and sighed, "Pheww, that was close!", Ed walked over to me, "Ahh, I know!" I giggled and went under the covers, and faced the wall to go to sleep, Ed came to bed, and came under the covers, and held me in his arms, as he attempted to sleep, I turned my direction towards him and smiled, "Good Night Ed, I love you." I blushed, and closed my eyes, Ed smiled, "I love you too, good night.." he held my closer, and we went to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING:
I woke up and noticed Ed wasn't in the bed, I sat at the edge of the bed dangling my feet in the air, and noticed he was already dressed sitting by the window, he turned his direction towards me, "Good morning Nikki." he greeted me with a warm smile, I smiled back, "G' Morning.", I walked inside the closet and changed quickly, I opened the door and Ed was standing in front of it, I jumped back and screamed, "You scared me Ed!" I shrieked, Ed giggled and walked towards me in the closet, I walked back until I hit the wall, Ed came closer, and put his arms over me, against the wall, and I giggled, mmmwaah! I gave Ed a quick smooch on the cheek, Ed smiled and gave me a hug, as he swayed around, I hugged him back, "Well, todays the big day.." I sighed, "Yea, I know, don't worry, it'll be alright Nikki." I smiled, "I know, because you'll be there." I smiled, Ed smiled big, and kissed my cheek, "I'll meet you in the truck downstairs, I smiled, "Mkay, see ya there!" I gathered my bag, and made my way towards the door, Mustang just walked into the room, "Umm, good morning sir?", I walked to the bed and sat down, Mustang closed the door and locked it, and I smirked, he came over to me and sat down, "C-can I help you?" I smirked, and scooted away from him, "Why are you doing this to me.." I titled my head, "What do you mean?" I felt uneasy, he stood in front of me, "You know what your doing.." I scooted back, until I couldn't go back any longer, Mustang crawlled on top of the bed, coming towards me, "Sir..? Are you okay??" I began to panic, and I started to crawl my way off the bed, until he grabbed my arms, and jumped on top of me, pinning me on the bed, "What are you doing!?" I shouted, "Nikki.." he leaned his face into mine, "You know what your doing.." he leaned foreward and forced a kiss on me, I tried to fight him off but I was too weak and couldn't, he continued kissing me, I just tried to wiggled free but couldn't he pulled away from the kiss, "STOP IT!! SOMEONE HELP!!" I started to scream, "Oh Nikki.. You should have known by now.." he ran his palm down my face, I slapped his face, and he grabbed my hand, with his, and ran my hand down his side, I pulled my arm away, he grabbed it, pinning me back on the bed, I wiggled trying to push him off from the top of me, "STOP IT!!" I screamed, "ED!! ED, ED! HELP ME!!!!!!", he sat on my waist, and laughed, he reached in his pocket, and pulled out some rope, and grabed my arms, tieing them together, "HELLP!" I started to scream, I was wiggling and jumping, trying to break free from him, he pulled my shirt off, and I screamed more, "Shut up!" he yelled, and smacked my face, "I thought I wouldn't have to do this.." he reached into his pocket, and pulled out some duct take, "NOOO! STOP IT!!", he ripped some tape off, and covered my mouth, "That'll keep you quiet..", he got off from atop me, and grabbed my by the waist, moving me to the corner of the wall, he lifted my arms up, taping them onto the wall, layers of tape on the wall, too much to break free of, he grabbed more rope out of his pocket and tied my feet together, 'MMM!" I tried screaming, he sat on top of me, and and pulled my pants off, until they reached my ankles, and couldn't be pulled off because of the rope, I wiggled, and started to cry, I couldn't get away, he placed his hands on my waist, and squeezed me, then let go, placing them on my cheecks, running them down until he reached my breast, he left his hands there and I tried to scream more, and I wiggled, I tried everything, it didn't work, he squeezed my breast and I didn't know what to do, all I could think was, 'Ed.. save me.", I tried screaming more, until I heard a knock on the door, "Nikki! Are you in here? It's time to leave!!" it was Ed's voice, I tried to scream, "MMMMMM! MMMMMMMMM!", "Nikki is that you?", "MMM! MMMM!" I screamed as loud as I could get past the tape, Mustang looked at my and grinned, he moved his hands onto my waist, and kissed my cheeck, the my neck, then my breast.. until I heard the door THUMP THUMP! "Let me in! Someone help!", then the door broke down, and smoked filled the area where the door rested, and I saw Ed's figure, "NIKIKI!" he ran, and saw Mustang on me, "MUSTTANG! YOU.. YOU A** HOLE!", Ed screamed at him, Mustang grinned, and got off of me, "Ed.." he smirked, and made his way out of the room, Ed ran up to him and punched him on the face, "DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING TOUCH HER! I WILL KILL YOU, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!", Mustang smirked, and just walked away, Ed ran in the hallway, and I heard him screaming, screaming his lungs out, and just screaming, he ran back into the room, and untiled me, and took the tape off, "Nikki!" he cried, I jumped into his arms, and started to cry, "Thank god.. you came.. ..." I began to cry, "I was so scared..", Ed took his jacket off, and gave covered me with it, "Nikki.. I'm sorry.. I shouldn' have left you alone.. I just never thought this would happen, exspecially here..", "It's okay.. I'm just happy you came.." I stood up, and put my clothing back on, I walked to the door, then fell to my knees and started crying, Ed ran up to me, and held me in his arms, "Nikki.. I'll never leave you alone again, as long as I live.. I swear..." I just cried, and he picked me up, and he took me outside, and we went in the back of the trunk, I layed on Ed's lap and he put his arm around me, I forgot that Kitsune and Al were here, "What happened broter?" Al said, "It's nothing.." Ed smirked, "Brother, are you sure?", "Al, I said it's nothing..", "Oh.. Okay brother..", I closed my eyes, and went to sleep the rest of the ride, and when I woke up, we just arrived there, Ed looked down at me and smiled, "Were here.", I sat up and looked at Ed, "Yea..", Ed jumped out of the car, and he picked me up, and out of the back of the truck, then sunddenly, whoooosh, and wrench flew in the air and hit Ed's head, "Argghh." Ed fell on the ground, I ran to Ed, and helped him up, "Ed! Are you okay?" I hugged him, he rubbed his head, "Yea, yea, I'm okay." I walked over to Winrey, "What the hell is your problem!", I slapped her face, "Nikki!" Ed ran up to me, and grabbed me, and put me to the side, "It's okay, happens all the time, sadly..", Winry looked at me, "Why you little!" she started running towards me with a wrench, I flinched, and Ed pushed Winrey away, "Stop. Thats enough." Ed smirked and put his arm around me, "Ed!? Why are you defending her? She slapped me!!!", "She didin't know you did it all the time to me!", "Gah whatever..", "Whats your problem Winry?", "MY PROBLEM! My problems her! Why did you have to bring her..", "Because, I want to.", "It's because you love her.", "Of course I do!" Ed yelled, "I knew I shouldn't have come... I'm sorry..", "No, don't be sorry Nikki, lets just go..", We started to walk to the train station, "W-Wait! I'm sorry.." Winry yelled, we turned around and came back, "Okay..", Finally when we entered the house, Winrey put Ed's new Auto mail on, and we got invited to dinner and to stay over, "Mmm, this dinner was wonderful!" I smiled, "Thanks.." Winry replied, "I'm gonna go take a shower now." I went to the bathroom, Ed followed and stood outside the door waiting for me, after I came out I saw Ed and smiled, "You didn't have to wait silly.", "I wanted to Ed smiled, I giggled and he picked me off my feet, and walked to our room, and put me in bed and tucked me in, I smiled, Ed walked over to the door and locked it, "This should keep Kitsune out for the night.", I giggled and Ed and I went under the covers, and ...
MEANWHILE IN KITSUNES ROOM::
Bang bang, bump bump bump, "FOR GOD SAKE! EVERY NIGHT!" Kitsune yelled, "Do they ever give up on this!!", Kitsune stood up and ran to our door, and opened it, "OH GOD!!", I looked at the door, "EEK!" I grabbed the blanket and covered myself, "OH LORD!" Ed yelled and went under the covers, "HOW DID YOU GET IN THE DOOR WAS LOCKED!", "OH MY GOSH YOU GUYS ARE NAKED!!", Kitsune slammed the door closed and ran away, Ed ran to the door, and locked it and placed a door under the handle, "How does she do it.." Ed sighed, and he came back to bed, we decided to get dressed, and Ed cuddled with me under the blanket, "I love youu, good night!" Ed giggled and kissed me on the cheek, "Good night, I love you too!" I giggled, and I closed my eyes, and Ed put his arms around me and we went to sleep, I smiled and kissed him while he was sleeping, "Thank you Ed, thank you for everything." I smiled, and went to sleep.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007


The next morning
The next morning, waking up with him near me.. holding me in his arms, so protectively while he slet, made me feel wanted, loved.. I close my eyes letting out a sigh of relief, the feeling in my stomach, I felt butterflies in my stomach, so happy yet.. nervous. He was holding me near him, my head laying on his chest, he rolled over still holding me, and I was laying atop' him, Itried not to giggle, it was so.. so adoreable. He rolled to the side again, once again my body met the bed, while beind held in his arms. I scooted up, near his face, just gazing at him, he looked so calmed.. and happy, I felt my heart warm up. I leaned over, going to kiss him and he opened his eyes, and I quickly closed mine, pretending to sleep, and I opened my eyes a little, I saw him smiling and staring at me, I saw him lean into me, and kissed me on my lips, and I tried not to blush, but I guess it just leaked out because, he sat up, and picked me up, and placed me in his lap sitting, and hugging me, he placed his head on top of mine, rubbing my arm, "Good morning, Nikki.", should I reply I thought..? "Good morning." I giggled, and I felt him hold me closer and tighter, and he let out a sigh, "Ed.. are you.. okay...?" he sighed again, "Yea.. I just.. I just hope you are..", he sighed again, "What do you mean..? Of course i'm okay...", "I feel like.. I shouldn't have done that to you last night, I just couldn't.. I don't know.." he sighed and started rocking in the bed, "Ed.. It's okay, i'm acually.. i'm acually happy.." I went silent, and him too and we just closed our eyes, and he kissed my head, it was peaceful and quiet unti.. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK, "ED? NIKKI? ARE YOU GUYS IN HERE?!", I whispered, "Ed.. Is that.. Mustang?", "Oh shit.. Err umm, YES! Were in here!", "Good morning!" Ed and I yelled, "Are you guys okay? No one knew where you guys were last night, Open the door, NOW!", "YESSIR!" Ed yelled, I jumped off of Ed, and he grabbed my arms, and pulled me to him, and quickly gave me a kiss, I blushed and I ran and threw a shirt, and some jeans on, Ed threw jeans and a shirt on too, and ran to the door and opened it, "Ed. Why didn't you guys come to the HQ last night and.. Is that .. Beer I smell?", "Umm, it was late and, no it wasn't beer.", Roy was walking around the room inspecting it, "Theres only one bed..", "Umm.. I slept on the ground" Ed replied, "Mhm.." Mustang smirked.. "I somewhat think something else went on here..", I couldn't help but giggle, and Roy Mustang looked at me, "Oh god.. You guys.. you guys DIDN'T!?", I just started at him, "AH, NO! EW, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?", "Nevermind, just get in the car, were going back to the HQ.." Ed and I gathered our things, and jumped into the trunk, "No, no! Ed, in the front with me.", "But..", "IN THE CAR.", "Yes sir.." Ed replied, when Roy walked away, Ed gave me a piece of paper folded in half, and walked into the car, I opened the paper:

Nikki.. This probably sounds corny but.. I just have fallen for you, I have since we first met, I know I don't seem all that nice sometimes but, I just really like you and, I'm happy I met you, I guess what i'm trying to say it.. I.. I love you, and I mean it.. I feel like a new person, I feel like I can do anything as long as, I have you, you might not like this but.. I was wondering if you'd be.. my girlfriend..?
-Edward
I smiled and blushed, and held the paper to my chest and smiled, I looked in the car, and tapped the window, and Ed looked at me, I smiled and nodded, Ed's eyes quickly brightened up and, he smiled so much, I just giggled, then I looked up at the sky and smiled for the rest of the ride..

FINALLY, AT THE HQ::
Ed ran out of the car, and I tried to get out but I couldn't, Ed tippy toed and lifted me out of the trunk, I giggled, and he placed me down, with his hands on my wait, looking down at me, smiling, until ROY ruined the moment, "Ed? Nikki? Are you guys.. CONNECTED!?" Ed jumped up away from me grabbing the things in the trunk and ran into the HQ, Mustang came up to me and placed his hand on my shoulder, "Nikki.. What happen last night between you guys? You guys seem, closer?", "Umm, nothing happened, we just went straight to sleep.." I took a step away from Mustang and smiled, and I ran into the HQ. I went into the Mess Hall and as soon as I got in, I sat on a table, with all my friends, "NIKKI? Where were you guys last ,night?", "Oh, at some hotel", "Oh, well I'm happy you guys are okay." Kitsune said, I smiled and went to sit at another table and I rested my head in my hands, I saw Ed in the doorway, he looked at me and smiled, and he started walking to me, eeek, hes coming! What do I do? I thought to myself, Ed came over and sat by me, I smiled and turned my direction facing him, while laying my head in my arms onto the table, Ed did the same, he lied his head in his hands on the table, and we just started at each other, he kissed his fingers, and placed them onto my lips, I blushed and giggled.

MEANWHILE ON THE OTHER TABLE::
"Hey Al.. Have you noticed Ed and Nikki have been awfully close lately?", "Yea your right.." he replied.

ED AND NIKKI::
"Nikki.. you make me so happy.." he sat up and hugged me, Ismiled, "You too.. I remember when we first met, I couldn't belive I finally met you.. I was so happy, after hearing so much of you, I finally got to meet you.. Thank you for being in my life.. I felt so alone until, I met you.. Ed, I love you too."

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Friday, June 8, 2007


Rated: R- - Well, maybe for viewers 15 and up. >..> Yes, just warning you.
AH! Darn you Kitsune! Thanks to that quiz, I HAD HAD HAD to write this. @_@
WARNING: Contents of this is NOT for young viewers...
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(I'm just going to start this off at a random part)

We were just both sitting there on the bed, he was pretty drunk, we kept looking at each other.. Just talking, like friends do. Until, he looked at me, he gave me this look, I don't know how to explain it but when he did, I just felt something, this strange feeling I couldn't explain, I felt like, I needed him.. He looked at me and crawled closer to me on the bed, and confused and afraid, I scooted back until I reached the corner and the wall, and he just moved closer, I stared at him confused, and he sat on my lap and grabbed my arms, pinning them against the walls, "Ed wh--" and he leaned in and started to kiss me, deeply kissing me for countless minutes, he pulled away from the kiss finally, us both breathing deeply, "Ed.. What are you doing. ...", "I need you.." he softly said, "Ed... Plea--" he started to kiss me again, I resisted it at first but then, I just don't know what happened, and I just started to kiss him back, so deeply, getting instense. I felt his arms lower down mine, lowering down the side of my body until they rest upon my waist, his fingers digging into my side, and we continued going on, I rested my arms over his shoulders, around his neck and he kissed my neck, and I closed my eyes tightly, the feeling I just couldn't resist it. His arms gripped my shirt, and he slowly took it off, tossing it randomly to the side and I pushed him onto his back, and sat on his waist and leaned foreward kissing his lips lightly, pulling away my arms lower down his chest slowly until reaching the bottom of his shirt, slowly taking it off, the shirt lifting over his head and our lips meet again, my body leaning close to his lightly kissing his lips, his neck, then his chest and stomach, he wrapped his arms around my waist while I kissed him and he pulled me close onto his body, I felt the warmth, I felt so loved and he just held me so tightly, running his fingers through my hair, kissing my cheek and neck lightly, running his arm down my waist, both meeting the seams of my pants, I felt his thumbs reach into my pants getting a grip, he slowly lowered them, to my knees and I kicked my pants off and unbuttoned his, he pulled his pants off and again, held me against his body, and rolled over, until he was on top of me and he grabbed my arms, raising them over my head and kissed my lips, down to my neck, my chest, my stomach and I couldn't help but to giggle, "Oh Nikki.." he said under his exhausted breath, I just ran my arms through his hair, and sat up, sitting on me, pulling his arms under me, lifting me up to his head level, and kissed my again, I wrapped my arms around his head, holding his face tightly against mine and kissed him back, harder and deep each time, I felt the sweat in his hair, on my arms, and his neck, he probably felt mine too, but oh god, it felt so.. romantic, the night continued like this, and we continued kissing and he reached his arms to the back of my bra and unhooked it, and I held my hands on his sides, and I sat up while he sat on my lap, and I pushed his against the bed's head, kissing his lips, my heart beat got faster, and we took off our underwear, throwing a blanket into the air, and it lightly landed on top of us as we explored each others body, oh the feelings I got from that night, to waking up the next morning seeing his by me, holding me so closely, oh thank lord.. It wasn't a dream.



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Was it meant to be?
Well, I thought this would give a like, romantic tradegy, so it's just a random fanfic, happening a few months after the one I posted below! ^.^
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I was just writing in my journal one day, while waiting for Ed to finish buying new tools at the automail shop: 'I just sit in the corner everyday, watching them have fun. I'm always just the backup, just the follwer, just a friend.. or perhaps less? You treat me like you don't remember that day.. Like, it was just a horrid, dream, and foolish mistake. I can't live on, I can't go on like this.. Just thinking of you, and that day, the tension between us, I can't live knowing it wasn't real.. If only.. He could feel how I really feel about him, When he told me those sweet words, and held me in his arms so tight, I believed that he meant it.. That maybe he acually, really did lo--' the door suddenly swang opens, "Nikki, lets go!", SLAM, I quickly shut my journal closed and let out a sign, quickly mumbling under my breath, "Boooy, that was close", "Coming Ed!" quickly gathered my things and ran up to Ed and we headed back to the HQ, while we were walking, I felt so.. Empty and weird, the way he acts like it never happened, I looked at him, and he quickly turned his head and caught my eyes, I stood there shocked, and in silence, "Yes?" he said, "Oh! Nothing, nothing, just thought I.. Nevermind.", "Okay then." he replied, thats all he said.. Why doesn't he see.. how misreable I am, when he treats me like this.. Is he doing this to me because i'm vulnerable, just taking advantage of me? I just sighed and continued to walk, and at that brief seccond of time, Ed placed his right arm around my waist and grabbed my right arm with his left, pulling me closer to him, I slightly resisted but my weak self, so vulnerable, I gave into him, as he pulled he closer to his warm body, he just held me so tight, holding me against him and we stood there for awhile, I just stood there stunned and so confused.. Does he understand how I feel? "Nikki.. I'm.. ..." he whispered into my ear, "Ed.. Are you okay..?", "Nikki.. I really do care about you..", those words, just pierced my heart, and broke me up on the inside, I couldn't help but burst into tears, thinking of how he did care about me.. Or did he really care about me.. "Nikki..", I stopped holding onto him, and just dropped my arms, and he still stood here, holding me, "Nikki, I.." I just stood there and fell to my knees, and he fell with me, still holding me, he grabbed my face and started into my eyes for a long moment, and kissed me for the first time in a long time, and my heart just fluttered, overwhealming, and he pulled away from the kiss, "I really love you but.. We can't be together.. I don't want you to get hurt because, were together.." after he said that, I just died on the inside, rotted away, and I just stood up and he grabbed my arms, eagerly I tried to pull away from him but, I couldn't.. I couldn't leave him here, and he continued and pulled me into his lap, and just held me for countless hours..

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