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Monday, May 8, 2006


fo all those who love ed..have fun!
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interesting...yay!
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~~~!AN-NA-NA!~~~
Hey everyone? como estas? yo soy buen, so it's all good. how was ya'll's weekend? mine was okay too. not much to say, i broke up eith george afterall. i was very sad and cried, even though i was the one to break it off, but i felt like he wouldn't cry, so i cried for him i guess. but wat was dumb it that i broke it off the day before the prom, and i don't want him to think i did it cuz of that.
but it was cool! i went with my friend sean, and we had fun. i must admit, i went mostly for the sake of seeing ivan, my school crush- that-turned-into-love and all that crap. but i didn't break up with george for him either. but back to the prom! we danced i have pics if u want to see them, i used a digital camera, so i'll just ask my friend, Khrystal to down load them.yay. we danced, and i got on the dance floor and shaked my booty like crazy! this guy was grinding with me, but i didn't want him, he was cute, but i was going to go get ivan. but as i went that way, he got up and left. i know he didn't know i was coming, but that's okay. i didn't see his date though. he sat down the whole time(except when he first came to say hi to me. he gave me a hug, and asked me why i was at his prom, but he had a mocking tone.) and would get up and leave jsut to come back and sit down. he came on the dance floor once, only to talke to someone. he looked very handsome though.i kinda wish he would accept me. anyways!i got to take a pic with ivan, but he was once more searching around, and waas anxious to keep looking. i felt bad. maybe his prom date didn't show? that would be mean. but i slow danced with sean a few times, and one time he squeezed me realyy tight! it was funny, i told him "sean, ur squeezing me!" we laughed and he let go some, but he had his face on mine, and one time we were cheek to cheek! i was getting worried, but he didn't do anything bad.
we went to i hop afterwards, and i had strawberry pancakes! and a whole lot of whipped cream! i was happy! he sat around and talked til 3 am! i was sleepy, but there was a lady that was singing and she had abeautiful vioce! i think she was drunk though.oh, sean's friend mike was with us!i had fun! i can't wait for my prom! laterz~!


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Tuesday, May 2, 2006


~~~!AN-NA-NA!~~~
hey ppl! wassup? im good, nothing interesting today, umm, my weekend was interesting. on friday, we dressed up in our goth clothes, and ppl were like, "their crazy" and "weird", and "ooh, look i didn;t know we had goths in this school", it was interesting. even my friend muarice was like" ---- ur goth?"(i edited my name becuase im cool) and all i said was sort of yeah. sadly im a punk rocker,as iv'e told u before. on saturday, we crystal my bro, sis, my bf, and his brother,jamaa'l went to watkins park, we took the trail, but got lost somehow. it was cornfuzzling, and fun but a little annoying, cuz lump, george's brother was complaining, saying stupid stuff and slowing us down, and it took 3 hours to find our way out. it made me mad, really, im still pissed. but we had fun cuz it was like an adventure!
then laer on, we watched slither, which isn't even scary, it's dumb, and just a little funny. im fell asleep in george's arms, but early we had played truth or dare, and i had to lap dance on jamaa'l and it was gross! and then i had to lick mustard of of george's chest!! i hate mustard. we made bernard lick the toilet! and george had to eat an onion with mustard, syrup, ketchup and mayo! his breath was nasty, and i sleep under his nose, so it was gross.
but i think i might break up with him. george i mean. i like him, and im trying to love him, but if u have to try hard like i am, then it's not gonna work right? i don't want to lose george, but i don't love him, and i don't want to hurt him. i love someone else, but we can't be. i like being held by george, but he's not as...sexually active as i am. i mean, im not a whore, for u guys who think that is, it's just, i want to be held more, and kissed more, and just ...everything more! like for example! if i was to turn my back to him, i want him to hold me from behind, and kiss my neck! but he just walks past. it's not just that. there are other things too. i just can't say. but, emotionally, i just don't love him like that. i just don't want to lose him. im stuck...

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this is how i want to feel.
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Friday, April 28, 2006


hope u like my new bg! just remember, sometimes, darkness..can be ur light...
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~~~Full An-Na-na~~~
hey everyone! wassup? okay, let's get down to business. my sis, chibisailorstarr went on a fieldtrip today, to six flags, with the physics class. im so sad and lonely, but it's okay. umm...not much to say today, nothing much happened. i talked to my ex, jeffery vellines, last night. we became very good friends even after our break up, and i like that because i love his personality. he became a good skateboarder and stuff, and was just beating sephiroth last night on kingdom hearts 2. lol! he was shaking, cuz it was his first time. and he was boasting it alot, but it didn't bother me. he lives in chelsey,Ma. now, which is a good 45 minutes close to baltimore,Ma.oha yeah, i remember now! me and my friends are gonna dress up in all black today, to piss off the ppl on our bus. they were messing with my friend, Jamaa'l because one of his hand's nails were painted black. since i go to a dominantly black school, so goths are ridiculed. but im only a punk rocker, so im not that made fun of. but my friends have the accessories, and they draw kinda demonic. ima have fun after school! yay! i get to join in the fun! well, im still looking for a bg... it's taking awhile, cuz i don't know wat to pick.....well, laterz~

[p.s. sorry about my last post, about kingdom hearts 2, but i just had to let it out.laterz~]

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5 second ~~~An-na-na~~~
hey guys, wassup? im in here for awhile. til at least 10:10. im change my bg, since it's been awhile.fill u in laterz~
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006


~~~Full An-Na-Na~~~
hii everyone! wassup? everything's cool with me. but let me cut down to the chase.

THIS MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR KH2, IF U DARE, READ THIS!!!!!

SO MUCH DRAMA!! in hollow bastion, so much stuff happens!! i like trons place, the light cycle(motorcycle game). but when i met sephiroth, i had to pause the game. im obsessed with the games and sexy men, it doesn't matter if they are real or not) i was suprised. then when cloud and leon were fighting, that was cool. *crrrrrrieesss*** POOR GOOFY!!I knew he was knocked out for awhile, but mickey was so mad, and sora...he was so emotional. donald wasn't very helpful in the emotional area right there, his voice is kinda...blah. but anyways, when he came back, mickey jumped on him, and donald hit him, BUT SOUNDED SEVERELY CONCERN. it just made me sadder. and then sora, justs in the background watching, he had the sadest face, i was gonna cry!! i had tears in my eyes!! and then, through out the game,pirates of the caribbean, when i waas saying, "we're always passing through...i wonder when we'll see home again...riku..kairi...."it made me so sad. you can feel the emotion it that game. and the plot thickens!!!! in hollow bastion, everytime sora destroys a heartless, the captured hearts a re set free, and go wonder around in the darkness til it finds and combines with kingdom hearts. the organization takes those hearts that wonder around, so that they can become human, becuase they too, are nobodies. and maleficent doesn't like that, she wants kingdom hearts, so she saved sora so she can kill him later and get kingdom hearts for herself. hmm. umm..okay then. but sora's confused. even though she told him to leave he didn't, but he didn't kill a heartless either. he's so confuesd, so m,aleficent had to save him, she sucked him and donald and goofy into a dark hole. we they met someone in a black cloack, like the organization wears. he left them a box, which had ice cream, and a picture of hayner, pence, olette...and roxas. sora said roxas, and they asked how did he know, and all he said was, it just popped in my head. earlier in the game, we fought demyx, and it's not that he's hard, but we loswt 15 times!!!! all becuase we had to fight water clones of him, 45 under 30 seconds. that's sorta easily if u have donald's limit, comet. then u fight demyx, who says he's not very strong, but does a good amount of damage. but not enough to kill. i just used goofy's limit, knocksmash. it's funny if u keep pressing triangle. it's the next part. u have to defeat 20 water clones under 10 secends!! that's hard!! and what got us!! but we did it! we did it! we did it! yay! ummm....i forgot the spanish part. anyways! fighting the hundred heartless was fun!! u use a bem alot, though and a jumping attack, but they kill alot. we gotten far, and the little mermaid's place takes forever!! u have to get at least 4 things in order to stay there. manget, level 5 drive guage, magnara, and thundaga to beat it. sigh. it'll take awhile.
well, that's al there is interest. im going to the zoo saturday, the dc zoo that's free of charge!! laterz~~!
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