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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Picked up the first Angel Sanctuary manga today. It rocks, hard. Really really good stuff. I knew what to expect and all, but I was still impressed. Gotta wait forever for the next volume though, which is really disappointing. I need to pick up Autumn Frost, the Blade of the Immortal manga. That's excellent stuff too. Only a few more days and this whole Buddhism charade will be over...can't wait. Only five days. That is kind've a long time..but still, I've been doing it for two and a half weeks, so. Man, I don't have enough time to meditate and read the rest of Kokoro tonight..the hours kinda flew away. Man, I'm gonna stay up late on Monday night and pig out. Umpteen kinds of chocolate, meat, and chips. Bagel bites too. And ramen. ^^ Mmm..ramen. Chicken w/ fried rice. Those sex-in-a-bottle chocolate shakes. Sex. Heh, I can do that again, kinda forgot for a moment. Booze, too. Chocolate donuts..I need to see about securing some smirnoff or something, man that stuff is good.

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Monday, March 29, 2004

So yeah. I've kinda run out of things to meditate on for devotional meditation, so I'm going to do the journal now, and hopefully I can think of something. The more I think about this whole Buddhism and monastic thing, the more I think the Theravada's go about it the wrong way. You try to be mindful of yourself and all, conscious of what you're doing...when your objective is to realize that you are nothing. The more you become conscious of what you're doing, the more you recognize yourself as an individual. Not to mention the contrast between the way Theravada's reach enlightenment and the Mahayana's. They have the right idea, I think. Goddamn this screen is bright. Think I need to change my contacts. I've got a stupid commercial jingle stuck in my head. So..sosososososososososososososososososososo...they say that helps, repeating a word until you thnk of something else. It doesn't, so don't waste your time. Stupid fucks. I need to nab a memory upgrade for my computer. It's starting to get a bit low. Anyone know how to mash video files? My Buffy files are just a bit too big to fit two files on one CD-R, and I don't feel like wasting all that space and putting a single file on a CD. Stupid commercial. >< Family Guy is on. Been writing for ten minutes. Five more... . . . . . . . . ... . . . . . . . . . . ... ..... . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . ...---...SOS hahahaha. Boom shakalakalaka boom shakalakalaka boom shakalakalaka boom. ^^ That was funny. Hahaha. Lord God in Heaven help me. I've got another bloody weak of this shit. Heh, a brick wall behind a door. What will they think of next. It would be really fun to put excerpts of this in my paper.
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Sunday, March 28, 2004

First face in awhile. I'm going to try and actually write something today. Read Darkness by Byron. That poem is sweet. Really, really disturbing though. Kinda Norsey, minus all the fighting. Byron rocks either way though, being the inventor of the Byronic hero. Heh. Just remembered a guy in class who constantly makes only slightly relevant pop culture references all the time. Kiss my ultramega ass. Stop with the static, TV. *shakes fist* Damn I'm tired. Discussing the shape of things to come in my RPG. Exciting times. As exciting as they can get, anyway. Ah! Meatwad is scared. Fluids. Umm.....yeah. This whole celibacy thing is starting to get to me. Need to call up Christina as soon as it's over.
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I've been slacking pretty bad on this lately. But it's getting to be such a chore, particularly on weekends when I don't have too much time. I keep meaning to record the dreams I have, but by the time I get on here I forget them. I fell asleep meditating again last night. I'm guessing I made it about 1/4 of the way through it all before I zonked out. Is that really a word? Zonked? Or Zonk..I dunno, doesn't seem like it. I need to get working on my papers. Why the fuck am I up? I want to go back to bed.
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Not too shabby, at least on the explanation. I'm a bigger fan of angel wings though..
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
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You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure. "And The Angel rose as holy protector for
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end to purity."
Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
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Any quiz that pops me up as Spike is spot-frickin'-on!^^ I actually am a good deal like him, to be honest. Minus the whole bounty hunter thing.
Spike Speigel
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