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hey this is nellie! normally people think i'm crazy within five minutes of meeting me but i'll leave you 2 dicide, eh? i have neices and nephews so life's hectic! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! sorry 'bout my site not being interesting. please comment some of my posts! i'd like you to but you don't have to if you don't have the time ok? siyonara!!!heehee


Monday, January 30, 2006


I DON'T KNOW WHY I BOTHER COZ NO1 NOTICES LIL' OL' ME!! ANYWAY QUIZ OF THE DAY!
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Who Is Your Fushigi Yugi Mystery Date?


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Wednesday, January 18, 2006


   poem no.2
HEY MY 2ND POEM............PLZ COMMENT IF U'D LYK!

LOVES HATE

The man I love has walked away,
We cannot share another day,
Pent up anger, boiling inside,
Afraid to show it I have to hide,
He walked away and left me alone,
To face the world all on my own

This man is the one I love to hate,
These feelings inside I cannot face,
I have a mask to show you,
Though what you see is quite untrue

Wasn’t I good enough? What was wrong?
Guess it’s not by your side that I belong,
Why do I hate him? I thought it was love,
Obviously it really wasn’t enough,
Why weren’t you happy?
Why couldn’t you see?
All I wanted was for you and me

Love has lost,
Depression seeps in,
My face a mask that everyone can see,
No one knows there’s a hole in my heart,
A stolen piece of me

Trapped in mounting anger,
Afraid to let it out,
Afraid of sorrow sinking in,
Afraid of being alone,
The sun of joy has set,
The moon of suffering has risen,
To prey on my emotions

What is the colour of love?
Pure white like a soaring dove?
Midnight black like the star-filled sky?

What are the colours of a lover?
Blood red?
Ocean blue?
Tree green?
These are colours I have seen,
But are they true, or masks like mine?

Why do I feel this loves hate?
Why do I love this Devils Saint?

Written by nellie

With the help of sandy

16/10/2005

**names changed to protect ppl**

***NELLIE***

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   poem no.2
HEY MY 2ND POEM............PLZ COMMENT IF U'D LYK!

LOVES HATE

The man I love has walked away,
We cannot share another day,
Pent up anger, boiling inside,
Afraid to show it I have to hide,
He walked away and left me alone,
To face the world all on my own

This man is the one I love to hate,
These feelings inside I cannot face,
I have a mask to show you,
Though what you see is quite untrue

Wasn’t I good enough? What was wrong?
Guess it’s not by your side that I belong,
Why do I hate him? I thought it was love,
Obviously it really wasn’t enough,
Why weren’t you happy?
Why couldn’t you see?
All I wanted was for you and me

Love has lost,
Depression seeps in,
My face a mask that everyone can see,
No one knows there’s a hole in my heart,
A stolen piece of me

Trapped in mounting anger,
Afraid to let it out,
Afraid of sorrow sinking in,
Afraid of being alone,
The sun of joy has set,
The moon of suffering has risen,
To prey on my emotions

What is the colour of love?
Pure white like a soaring dove?
Midnight black like the star-filled sky?

What are the colours of a lover?
Blood red?
Ocean blue?
Tree green?
These are colours I have seen,
But are they true, or masks like mine?

Why do I feel this loves hate?
Why do I love this Devils Saint?

Written by nellie

With the help of sandy

16/10/2005

**names changed to protect ppl**

***NELLIE***

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   poem no.2
HEY MY 2ND POEM............PLZ COMMENT IF U'D LYK!

LOVES HATE

The man I love has walked away,
We cannot share another day,
Pent up anger, boiling inside,
Afraid to show it I have to hide,
He walked away and left me alone,
To face the world all on my own

This man is the one I love to hate,
These feelings inside I cannot face,
I have a mask to show you,
Though what you see is quite untrue

Wasn’t I good enough? What was wrong?
Guess it’s not by your side that I belong,
Why do I hate him? I thought it was love,
Obviously it really wasn’t enough,
Why weren’t you happy?
Why couldn’t you see?
All I wanted was for you and me

Love has lost,
Depression seeps in,
My face a mask that everyone can see,
No one knows there’s a hole in my heart,
A stolen piece of me

Trapped in mounting anger,
Afraid to let it out,
Afraid of sorrow sinking in,
Afraid of being alone,
The sun of joy has set,
The moon of suffering has risen,
To prey on my emotions

What is the colour of love?
Pure white like a soaring dove?
Midnight black like the star-filled sky?

What are the colours of a lover?
Blood red?
Ocean blue?
Tree green?
These are colours I have seen,
But are they true, or masks like mine?

Why do I feel this loves hate?
Why do I love this Devils Saint?

Written by nellie

With the help of sandy

16/10/2005

**names changed to protect ppl**

***NELLIE***

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006


mwuahahahahahaha!!!
Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.nn
nWhat Demon Class Are You?n
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   quiz of the day!!!!
haha ima b-class demon bow down b4 me.............nah just kidding....hee hee!!

**nellie**

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Monday, December 12, 2005


   stress!!!!
hi i'm stressed out at the moment coz i lyk this guy and there's a possibility that he lyks me n i'm too shy to ask him out AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS STRESSFUL!!

neway...........how is every1???

**nellie**

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Monday, December 5, 2005


   AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well folks i have my VERY 1ST OFFICIAL GIG today!!! at college.........'cuse me a moment........AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *TAKES A DEEP BREATH* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

nehu how is every1 at the mo!!!

**nellie**

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