Saturday, May 13, 2006

Time: 9:54 AM
Listening: AFI- Rabbits Are Roadkill On Rt. 37
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffeh
Thinking: Da dee dee dum, da dee dum...

xXxLyricsxXx

What once did exist,
Now is meaningless.
And doesn't it seem funny,
How soon you did forget (How soon you did forget)
All the words that now lost their way
But I remember, I remember

Desperation. Devastation.
All I truly know (All that I know)
Is isolation. Self-damnation.
All life that I know
Was shed and worthless now

What I knew was wrong,
One who lived is gone.
Guess it was just an echo,
When you would sing my song (When you would sing my song).
All the notes you've forgotten now
You've left abandoned, I remember

Desperation. Devastation.
All I truly know (All that I know)
Is isolation. Self-damnation.
All life that I know
Was shed and worthless now.

I can
Hate myself
More
More than anyone (will you join me?)

I know you know that this tortures me.
Have I created the suffering?
Show me.
Or do you happily cut further in
to sever what's left inside
that binds me?

Now all I feel is:

Desperation. Devastation.
All I truly know (All that I know)
Is isolation. Self-damnation.
All life that I know
Was shed and worthless now.

Desperation. Devastation.
All I truly know (All that I know)
Is isolation. Self-damnation.
All life that I know
Was shed and worthless worthless now.

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Hot Topic

I've had this desirable urge to go to Hot Topic lately. O_o I need to but a few things from there and all that jazz. I NEED TO GO!! DX I haven't been to the mall since Christmas for God's sakes!! T_T I asked Mom once if we could go and, to bribe her, spend "quality time" with her. *shudders* Unfortunately, she saw through the act and said no. AAAUGH!!! *bangs head on the wall*

Shopping

I need to do some supply shopping. Mainly for my drawings and stuff. It's a small list, so I'd probably be able to afford everything. All I need are some pencils, dividers with pockets, those little plastic pouches you slide papers through, and some black computer ink. I used up all the black ink, so now I kept my promise as I told Mom. If I use up all the black ink again, I'LL pay for it. See? I'm honest. ^_^ O_O Sort of... I have $32, so hopefully that's enough for everything.

Haircut... AGAIN!

I gave in and told my Mom that I want a haircut. (This post is involving my Mom a lot. lol) It's just getting really hot and my hair grows fast. It's down to my shoulders, and I get headaches from it because I have A LOT of hair. So I told her that I want my hair cut short. I showed her a picture of I how I want it too. It's the same way like Jade Puget's from AFI. Here's a pic.



And another!


And one more!


Not the exact color, but the style. She said she might let me get it. Yay! X3 I AM LOVED!!

And that's about it folks! I'm off! *flies away*

Picture Of The Day



Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, May 12, 2006

Time: 2:29 PM
Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Bat Country
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Gatorade Xtreme
Thinking: Do be do be do... X3

xXxLyricsxXx

He who makes a beast out of himself
Gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.

I tried to drive all through the night,
The heart stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but more just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Lunch

Oh mean, lunch was fun for once!! XD They had a DJ playing and he played some AC/DC "You Shook Me Up All Night". Me and Luce were all, "FUCK YEAH!!!" and started headbanging. *laughs* He did play Nirvana, but then he changed it to some stupid rap crap. I just rhymed. XD lol We were all, "WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?!! PUT IT BACK!!" Then Matt comes up to us and says:

Matt: Hey, go flash that group of people over there.
Me/Luce: WHAT THE FUCK?!! NO!! *unision*
Me: Pamela would do it. *points to Pam*
Pam: WHAT?!! *covers torso*
Matt: *laughs* Then you and Luce kiss right now.
Me/Luce: *look at eachother and then at Matt, and in unision* FUCK YOU.

He's such a dumbass. He used to call Luca and me goth and emo, so we started calling him faggot. He's all whining and saying:

Matt: I'm not a fag, don't call me that!
Me: Hey, if you can call us emo and goth, then we can call you fag. X)
Luce: Yeah!
Matt: That's not fair!
Me/Luce: YES IT IS!!
Matt: O_O *scared* Okay...

Aaaah... Then Luce gave me this picture of two hot guys kissing. I'm all, "GIVE ME!!!" and she just handed it to me. It's still in my pocket. XD lol Before school was over, I told Matt to go and dance with another guy. Amazingly, he did it. O_O I'm starting to wonder if he's the one who's gay and not Adam. O_o

Fontana

I'm going to Fontana tonight (hopefully) if his bastard dad doesn't make up his mind. If I don't get to your sites, I'll make it tonight when I get home. But I will visit everyone after you're done reading this. X3

The Da Vinci Code

I'm reading the book right now and it's SO FUCKING GOOD. It's pure genius. GENIUS I TELL YOU!! I can't wait until the movie comes out. I want to see and stuff. X3 There's 105 chapters and I'm on chapter... *thinks* 79 I think. Damn, I only started reading it on Monday, and I'm almost done with it. Amazing. o_o

I'm off to read your lives!! MAWAHAHAHAHA

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Time: 1:44 PM
Listening: Backstreet Boys- Shape Of My Heart
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Red Gatorade
Thinking: Erm... O///O

xXxLyricsxXx

Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother
If every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become
Oh yeah

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful
Loneliness is tragical
So help me I can't win this war
Oh no
Touch me now don't bother
If every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart
I'm looking back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
Keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone (trying to be someone)
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart (Now let me show you the true shape of my heart)
Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Visit

I went to my friend Roxaanes's house after school. I didn't hang out long though. Just browsed around. I heard her older brother was a skater and an artist. I found that interesting. Dude!! She has SUCH a better house than I do! >.< I live in an apartment complex which is surrounded by psycho Mexicans. (Not that I have a problem with Mexicans. No offense to anyone. Our neighbors are just fucked in the head and drug-dealers.) O_O

To Be Gay, Or Not To Be Gay? That Is The Question

Matt told us that Adam, Luce's crush, is gay. I told him that I wanted proof, but he said that people don't kiss other guys until they're in high school. Bullshit. There's a girl at my fucking bus stop who's pregnant for God's sakes! Fucking desperate sluts... -_- Getting of the subject. O_O Anyway, he told me that and Luce keeps going, "He's not gay dammit!" and she likes gay guys! XD Only time will tell... *looks in the sky dramatically*

Math Testing

Today is the fourth day of the CAT6 testing, and we had to take the math part. The last part. DX I SOOO BOMBED IT!! I bet anything that I blew that test!! Well, I only took one part of it, and we're taking the second part tomorrow, so... yeah... Let's see how that goes.

I'm off to your sites! *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Time: 1:39 PM
Listening: Bad Religion- Struck A Nerve
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Water
Thinking: So... HOT!! DX

xXxLyricsxXx

There's an old man on a city bus
Holding a candy cane
And it is'nt even christmas
He see's a note in the obituary
That his last friend has died

There's an inflant clinging
To his overweight mother in the cold
As they go to shop for cigarettes
As the spends her last dollar
On a bottle of vodka for tonight

And I guess it struck a nerve
Like I had to squint my eyes
You can never get out
Of the line of sight
Like a barren winter day
Or a patch of unburned green
Like a tragic real dream
I guess it struck a nerve

Every day I wander
In negative disposition
As I'm bombarded by superlatives
That I am not alone

I look to tomorrow for salvation
But I'm thinking altruistcally
And a wave of overwhelming doubt
Turns me to stone

And I guess it struck a nerve
Sent a murmer through my heart
We just haven't got time to track down names
To crack the maze
Like a magic speeding clock
Or a cancer in our cells
A collision in the dark
I guess it strunk a nerve

I try to close my eyes
But I cannot ignore the stimuli
If theres a purpose for us all
It remains a secret to me
Don't ask me to justify my life

And I guess it struck a nerve
Sent a murmer through my heart
We just haven't got time to track down names
To crack the maze
Like a magic speeding clock
Or a cancer in our cells
A collision in the dark
I guess it strunk a nerve

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Hot Weather

Damn... It's so frickin hot. So glad we have half-days all week. For once, I thank testing. O_o But yeah, hotter than Hell over here. Who's brilliant idea was to build Riverside over a fucking desert? Jackasses... I wish terrible things upon the person who did that. =___=

Grades

Ooooh shit. O_O My grades came in and they're not good... T_T (sob)

Advanced Art: A+
Pre-Algebra: F
PE: B-
Science: B+
Language: A+
History: C+

Stupid math teacher... *stabs* She said I'm "a pleasure to have in class". Yeah right. Stupid bitch... *glares* Mom is not gonna be pleased about this... T___T (BIG sob)

Pictures

I took some pictures today. Again. I carry a disposable camera everywhere I go, because you never know what might happen. ^_~ I took a few pictures of Kieth and Donovan. They wouldn't go in a picture together though... T_T Grrr... After school, I walked home and found out I only had 1 roll of film left, so I took a picture of this dog I see everytime I walk home. Now all I need to do is get them developed. ^^

Not much happened, so I'm off to see what's up with you guys!! *flies away*

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Time: 1:36 PM
Listening: Panic! At The Disco album
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Water
Thinking: Damn, it's hot...

xXxLyricsxXx

Multiple songs are playing

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Donovan

DONOVAN REMEMBERS ME!!!!! *runs around screaming* We talked about stuff after we finished our second day of testing. Here are a few of our conversations:

Me: So how was the brainwashing class?
Don: It was boring and it sucked.
Me: So I've seen. You looked like a zombie everytime you came out for air.
Don: *grins*

Me: It was boring without you here! I missed you.
Don: I know.
Me: Kieth missed you too. He had no one to screw around with in second period.
Don: O///o (thought a different kind of 'screw' XD )

Me: I got the Avenged Sevenfold CD.
Don: O_O Which one? (LOVES Avenged Sevenfold)
Me: City Of Evil.
Don: No, you should get their first album.
Me: I do; it's burned for me.
Don: Ah.

Don: Why the fuck are you you wearing a Linkin Park sweater?
Me: Because I'm wearing a really gay shirt under this one. (covers torso) -///-''
Don: *laughs*

Aaaaaah, good times, good times. I missed him like an odler brother. X3

Walgreens

I went to Walgreens yesterday and bought some more nailpolish. I ran out, so I needed more. Not only did I buy that, but I also bought... DUN DUN DUN DUN!! HANDCUFFS!!!! WOOT!!!! *runs around screaming again* Kinky, I say. X3 lol I've always wanted them and my mom finally agreed. *dances and huggles hancuffs*

Update

Sorry for not updating yesterday. I was planning to, but my computer was being a bitch and kept freezing on me, like, 20 times. -___- UGHHH. Sorry again.

Speaking of updating, I updated 2 chapters of my story Boys Don't Cry! w00t!! I'm getting kinda pissed because everyone's all whining and bitching in the reviews how long I take to update. I HAVE A LIFE TOO YOU KNOW!! *clenches fist* Sigh... I am calm... *notices a vase* O_O *smashes it with a hammer* Oh yeah, I'm better. X3

Hug?

Today at free time, John, Pam, Matt, Luce, and some more of my friends were screwing around. When Matt Sceafer (pronounced Shay-fer), the guy who burned the CDs for me and Luce, Luce was all:

Luce: Hey, I'll give you 2 dollars if you and Sceafer hug.
Me: WHAT?! No, fuck no.
Matt: I'll do it!
Me: NO!!
Luce: Sold! *hands him money*
Me: O_O *gets hugged*
Matt: There. ^_^
Me: I am going to kill you all.
John: HUGS FOR EVERYONE!! *starts hugging everyone*

In return, I told Matt to hug Luce as revenge. X3 Ah, revenge is sweet. Ugh, I still need to take a shower... *shakes head like a wet dog*

KuroFai Smut Mood

Hehehe... I've gotten so obsessed with the KuroFai pairing, that I looked ALL OVER the internet for smut fanfictions. XD lmao I was all, "MUST... FIND... GOOD... SMUT!!" I came across a few, but they weren't as great as I thought they'd be. Except for one...
Untitled
Enjoy, you horny fangirls, you. X3

I'm off to see what everyone's been up tooo!! *floats*

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*laughing her ass off*


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

Time: 9:59 AM
Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Strength Of The World
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: *headbangs*

xXxLyricsxXx

My story starts the day they said "she can't be found"
the news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound
It's over, she's finished, mother lies with your father and sister too
Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you
Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world - is on my side
Strength of the world - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Avenge the dead killed all who crossed me in my path
Suicidal, I never planned on coming back
I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth
Need nothin', to feel power, and bring the killers to their knees
Nothin' ta lose vengeance ta gain (you know I'll never be the same)
So taste my breath I'm close behind you (so desperate on your final day)
Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world - is on my side
Strength of the world - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Sitting in silence with heaven above me I prayed every night by their graves
While I search for closure I feel it no longer
I can't turn my cheek away
I stand before you; I'll sin when I have to
But now I leave your side, to avenge my family's pride

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Strength of the world - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world - is on my side
Strength of the world - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins - for those who've died

So far forever now alone, a greater punishment on me has been imposed
A killer falling from the light, I'll miss my family, I'll never be alright

That's all she wrote...

xXxLyricsxXx

This song is like a story being told through a song. ^^

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Thank You

Thank you for approving me of my bisexuality everyone. ^_^ You don't know how happy you've made me. *smiles* Once again, thank you.

Haircut Pt. II

Grrr!! We (my Mom and I) forgot that Fantastic Sams closes at 5 on Saturdays. I GOT OFF THE HOOK!! *dances* She said that we're going to go today though after we pick up my brother from Fontana. And she sounded pretty fucking determined. -_- Hopefully she'll forget... O_o

Movies

We rented some movies again and I got Mouline Rouge and Hostel. Mouline Rouge didn't work because it was scratched really bad. We should tell the people at the video store to replace it.

As for Hostel... That was probably the sickest movie I've ever seen since House Of 1000 Corpses. *shudders* I almost didn't last through the damn thingh!! DX The beginning was boring though. All it had was three guys making out with these chicks. Well, at least they had some Yuri in it (if you can call it that). Overall, really sick but awesome. Another masterpiece by Quentin Tarantino.

ALMN

If anyone of you get a comment or guestbook signatured by ALMN, ignore him. He's being a dick and a fucking asshole. He thinks he's funny, but he's just an idiot.

I'm off to see what you guys are up to! *flies away*

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OMG!! KUROGANE AND FAI COOKIES!!


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

Time: 9:57 AM
Listening: Story Of The Year- Anthem Of Our Dying Day
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Coffee
Thinking: Meh...

xXxLyricsxXx

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!!

xXxLyricsxXx

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Haircut

My Mom wants me to get a haircut today. She's all bitching and preaching to me on how I don't do anything with it (ponytail, clips, barettes, etc.) Well, gee Mom, my hair's already too fucking short to do that! It's already past my shoulders, and I don't think anything of it. Then she goes on about how I need to start acting, talking, dress, and look like a girl. I always wear baggy shirts (like boys) instead of those tight, tiny pieces of cloth that girls wear making you gasp for air. Not to mention, the jeans they make nowadays make your ass look huge (no offense to ANYONE) and guys always look at you. Makes me sick and nervous. XP They're like a corsette to me, and I like to wear things that are comfortable thank you very much. v_v

Coming Out Of The Closet

YOU ALL MUST READ THIS

We all know what "coming out of the closet" means, and I have to say that I did. I am bisexual. Now, I don't want anyone to be freaked or flip out on me. It's not my fault. I think it's because I've had more of an attraction to girls than guys when I was little. Men would always scare me, because my mom was always talking about how they rape, steal, lie, and cheat, so I kind of grew up believing that. But I don't believe that anymore. We ALL steal, lie, and cheat, and no one can change that. I can't tell my parents because my Mom said she would kick me out even if she has to go to jail, and I think my Dad wouldn't look at me the same way ever again. I've only told my closest friends that I trust, and that's all of you and a few at school. Please don't be mad at me for my sexuality now! I hope no one hates me now and will stop visiting me. ^_^ *smiles*

And... that's about it... I'll visit you guys now. If you want me to. I understand. ^^ *smiles and walks away*

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Kuro Just Hates Fai... XD


Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Friday, May 5, 2006

Time: 1:38 PM
Listening: Nirvana- Smells Like Teen Spirit
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Cheetos and Monster Energy Drink (Green)
Thinking: SUGAR SUGAR SUGAR SUGAR!!!

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

Second Period

Whoa... Our teacher REALLY got pissed with us. She's going on about all this bullshit, like, how we're not being a good class or that our behavior sucks. It's her own fault. Maybe she should be a little more fucking nicer and start treating us like students instead of slaves. *shrugs* It was FUNNEH. X3

Drunk or Hyper?

I am sooooo tripping right now... *stares at Monster energy drink* I BLAME YOU!!! *starts drinking more* Homygod.... *trying to balance herself* Pam, Luce, Aleena and I started drinking these and started laughing for no reason. XDDDD ROFL SOOO FUN!!!!! XDDDD Haaaa...... I didn't drink mine until now though. "To cherish the moment" I said. And, OH, how I am cherishing.... *huggles can* Oh, yeah. nd if people keep saying that it has Bull sperm in it, THEY'RE LYING. IT AIN'T TRUE GOD-FUCKING-DAMMIT!!!!! DX *passes out*

Friday

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

Donovan

I laughed when I read your comments. On how I'm "glad to see my man again." XD lol Actually, we're just friends. Besides, he has a girlfriend. Luce asked him today if he still remembers me, and he's all, "Yeah, how could I forget about my emo Sami?" ROFL See? He, Keith, and Taylor are the only guys who could get away with calling me emo. XD I wonder why he said, "MY emo Sami."? Hmmm... *wanders off*

I'M OFF TO SITES!!!! WEEEEE!!! *flies away*

Lyrics

Load up on guns and
Bring your friends
It's fun to lose
And to pretend
She's over bored
And self assured
Oh no, I know
A dirty word

hello, how low? [x8]

With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

hello, how low? [x bunch of times]

With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah

And I forget
Just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard
It was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind

hello, how low? [x bunch of times]

With the lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My Libido
Yeah, a denial
A denial
A denial...

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Is Kurogane wearing Vash's glasses? O_o


Later everyone!

Naruto (the hyper) Blackmailer

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

Time: 4:14 PM
Listening: Avenged Sevenfold- Unholy Confessions
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Water
Thinking: Ow, fucking A...

Hey guys! How's it going? Good, I hope.

Dentist

MOTHERFUCKING A!!! I went to the dentist today to get my braces tightened. -__- Oh joy. I swear to GOD *points up* that lady had no FUCKING clue what the hell she was doing. She pulled out my wire from my braces to put in a new one, and instead of clipping it off, she pulled, yes PULLED, it right out of my mouth and the wire hit me in the face. DX I started to bleed a little, but she just ignored it. Bitch. I hope she gets fired. Ow... my mouth hurts...

The Adventures of Second Period!

Hehehehe... XD We pissed off our math teacher AGAIN today. It was so funny. It never gets old man!! She pisses us off and stuff. Why? Count the reasons:

*gives us tests and quizzes we aren't even prepared for because she didn't tell us
*is a bitch
*hates us

Need I say more? Our four trouble-makers that really push her buttons are:

Kieth
Roger
CJ Reed
CJ Horsely

They are the Gods of Humor in our class. They make us all laugh nonstop. XD

CAT6 Testing

Next week is our CAT6 testing. Yay. We get minimum days all week, so I'll be updating and visiting more. Besides, the tests are pretty easy.

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HOLY SHIT-FACED MOTHERFUCKER

30 COMMENTS!!!!! *runs around screaming* YES!!! THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!! I AM LOVED!!!! *dances*

I'm off to visit people. ^^

Lyrics

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

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Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

Time: 10:07 PM
Listening: The Backstreet Boys- Not For Me
Feeling:
Eating/Drinking: Water
Thinking: Yeah, I still like the Backstreet Boys. Shut up... *rolls eyes*

Hey guys! How's it going? Good I hope.

[Theme]

I said I would have the new theme up by Wednesday or Thursday, but I couldn't help myself. Out of all of my themes, I would have to say this is my most favorite. It's so... calm and pretty... X3 Do you all like it? It took me forever to look for a bg. Please tell me the background is showing... >.< There are some little icons and the coolest KuroFai video EVER. Watch it damn you!! WATCH IIIIT!! *calms down* Thank you... *bows*

[O_O]

I am so dead... I have a F in Pre-Algebra... Mom is gonna beat my ass. If you don't find me on the computer in weeks and weeks, you'll know why. -__- I so need to bring my grade up... I think it's because I fail on all of my tests because I turn in all my work! If I don't raise this up, I can't promote OR go to the dance. Fuck. I'm gonna go kill a cheerleader. *cocks her gun and walks off*

[HE'S BACK!!]

DONOVAN IS OUT OF THAT BRAINWASHING CLASS!!! *Angels start singing* PRAISE THE LORD!! IT'S A GODSEND!!!! *bows to the sky* Donovan finally got let out of that stupid Continuation class and is a free man!! The bad part is... He doesn't have any of my classes anymore... T_T NO!! *sobs some more and smiles* At least I get to see him a lot more! ^_^

[Update]

I guess you're all wondering why I'm updating at night, huh? Well, I just have a lot of work and studying to do. Plus, that F needs to go to at least a D or something close. I might not be on here on Tuesday or Wednesday. Sorry if I don't visit. A lot has been going on and I must rest. ^_^ *smiles* I'll be fine, so I shall see you all later. Gomen if I don't get to your sites.

[Lyrics]

I was looking for something
On a crime scene where you’re in too deep
I found a note with his number
It’s just another clue (that leads to you)
I got a little suspicious
I got a feeling, that you ain’t true to me
I should have known better
Than to buy your lies (your sweet disguise)
Yeah, you can fool anyone
But I’ve got eyes to see
That you’re not for me, babe

No no, uh uh
Things will never be the same again with you
No no, uh uh
Now I know what it’s coming to
No no, uh uh
‘Cause if you think that it’s the way
That love should be, let me tell you
It’s not for me

No, I don’t wanna be part of your screenplay
Just tell me did you rehearse on me
Gimme the story
Baby who’s to win (me or him)
Caught in the middle and I´m tired of
Your games of hide and seek
I’m getting the feeling
That it’s time for me to leave
You can fool anyone
But I’ve got eyes to see
That you’re not for me, baby

No no, uh uh
Things will never be the same again with you
No no, uh uh
Now I know what it’s coming to
No no, uh uh
‘Cause if you think that it’s the way
That love should be, let me tell you
It’s not for me

I said no, no
I had enough of your talk and your games
And it won’t go away
Justify my reasons to say, reasons to say

No no, uh uh
Things will never be the same again with you
No no, uh uh
Now I know what it’s coming to
No no, uh uh
‘Cause if you think that it’s the way
That love should be, let me tell you
It’s not for me

[Picture]



Later everyone!

NarutoBlackmail

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