Tuesday, January 20, 2009

   Oh, Dearest Otaku.
Here I am, being a whore to myspace and forgetting about you. How rude of me. I have been a role playing fiend and forgotten to jot down my thoughts here! Shameful, is it not? Well, anyhow.

Yes, my lovable jew is still away in his hospital. I'm okay now. I spent three days with him at christmas and we had a wonderful time. Oh yes, you know it. He's supposed to be getting out in two months or so. I'm being strong still. How many of you can say that? Hm? -Quirks brow- If your significant was gone for ten months, would you still be waiting? No, didn't think so. Bastards. Gah, I love this place.

Well, I will try to be more faithful to you, dearest Otaku.
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Friday, August 15, 2008

   Btw
Add my fucking myspace.

www.myspace.com/cindertits
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   The Memory Remains
Sunday will be one year.

One fucking year.

And I can't talk to him.
Or see him.

And his mother is mad, so she's no help.
Why is life a cruel and unforgiving bitch?

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Monday, August 11, 2008

   The Infection Runs Through My Veins
I'm sick.

And I hate it.

Who on this wide earth enjoys being sick, aside from the common hypocondriact. I hate being sick.

And I'm very sick.

Some god has forsaken me. I don't know which, but one of them has.

Bastards.
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Friday, August 8, 2008

   We Don't Need No Education
So, the school situation. Well, this is 08-09 school year. I should be graduating. However, do to my ongoing laziness, I won't be. The school counselors pulled me out of class today, asking if I would like to just get my G.E.D. They say as long as you're still seventeen, it isn't considered dropping out. What the hell. Why not?

"The Dark Sarcasm In The Classroom."
I guess I will be dropping high school and getting my G.E.D afterall. I get sick and tired of the cluster-fuck they label as school. We have eight new classrooms. No, they're double-wide trailers cut in half because our school cannot accomidate anymore students. How stupid is that? And, to beat it all, everyone is so stuck up. They're noses are higher than they're face can reach. I suppose I'm glad to be getting out so soon. I'll be out before my classmates graduate. Not to mention I'll still be able to attend community college, and once out go to any college of my choice (if my grades are tended to.)

Go Me.
<3
-Sin
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   The One Who's Stole My Heart
Well, I've yet to post anything more than what you read in April abou this amazing guy. Yes, I am still with him. The seventeenth day of the month eight will make one year. For those of you who are challenged, that means August 17th, 2008 will make one year. Further challenged: 2008-2007=1. Aha. My sense of humor is still insanely corrupt. Anyhow, what more could I possibly state about him other than I am absolutely head-over-heels in love? Sadly, he has been sent away from me for anywhere from 6-10 months. He's been gone three.

"Ah, sir. Times Is Hard.
Bleh. I do miss him with my every fiber. He won't be out for our one year, he won't be out for halloween (our favorite holiday), he won't be out for his birthday/chirstmas/my birthday. The legal system in TN is absolutely unjust. He has done nothing wrong (unlike most who say this, he really hasn't done anything). I know this for a fact, and yet he is away from me for close to a year? Justice. Ha, don't make me laugh. Un-just.

"Are You Ok When I'm Not Around."
I don't even get to talk to him. I've talked to him twice in the three months he's been gone. For ten minutes each time. I can't see him. I can't write him. I'm not ok without him. Is he ok without me? I hope....

This Happy Ending Was Brought To You By:
-Sin
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   My Dear Otaku.....
I have undoubtedly neglected you. I have knowingly let you rot like the carcass of an unloved pet, strewn across the highway. I am sorry. Life has it's ups and downs, and I forget I can come here to discuss these matters with you. I feel like a parent who has beaten her child to the point of cranial deformation. Do forgive me, my dear pet. I will no longer neglect you. Mother is here. She will love you, unlike the others. If you will bare with me, I will have this site running smoothly again. Never forget who cares.

<3
-Sin
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