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Wednesday, March 15, 2006


SORRY!

Kinda abandoned this site... again! ahh sorry.
I know I suck, greatly.

Well then... where do I start?

Starters I'm single! Again. Yeah go me. Finally managed to do it *pats self on back*

(oh and note for Huw if reading, don't read the rest and talk to me after. Not gonna listen)

Can't take life. Not for much longer anyway. I never fail to mention something exciting or new entering my life. I got caught for cheating in my exam, supposedly. Oh well have to write a statement appealing against, I failed both my exams automatically. Go me aren't I clever? Not really. Currently suffering from insomnia which ain't so great. Kinda hence I'm typing this up at like exactly 2.40am British GMT time. But I don't care. Don't plan to sleep tonight, don't really care. I wanna run away to be honest, though it ain't possible. No where to go and I'm not >that< stupid.

I've gone on like a marathon of watching tonnes of random music videos, god bless launch.com.

I'm hungry, *stomach rumbles* T.T aww man! The suckyness of it all.

Also another thing I gotta get outta my system is.. WHY DON'T PEOPLE LET ME BE!!!???
examples, mum, Huw
yeah.. just leave me alone ffs! But nooooooo just bug me why don't you. Bug me enough so I eventually end up never sleeping again. Wouldn't that be just great.. ha!

Don't really wanna go into school tomorrow.. thank you Huw *rolls eyes* I don't care anymore to be honest. Past the stage of actually giving a shit and just in a daze of nothingness watching things like dust balls float by. Yeah I'm also very depressed, oh the funness of it all.

Bored now.. thought this would last but all my emotions drained earlier, sucha shame really. They all went to waste.. and not in tears either. Can't cry.
Trying to cry but can't. Not many people are worth my tears anyway, so no point in getting upset over bullshit that's my fault but I don't care.

Insomnia sucks!!
I wanna sleep man! But no.. can't. I blame society and Huw because I feel like it.
I just get more and more cynical and depressing in this posts, sorry folks. Got no happy clappy things to tell ya because I suck that much.

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