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• 2005-04-06
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• Rachel/Rachi-chan(to best friends)
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• hitting a Tennis ball over a fence boucing it on a car and flying into the river. Tripping over a video tape box
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• fake crying and getting out of trouble with this method mwahaha!
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Feeling of the moment: Crap
I felt- suppose you could say normal- this morning. A little hyper in P.E considering we had a supply teacher. Me and Brittany were acting a tad drunk since we burst into song alot and danced randomly.
Still feeling fine in English though mood gradually tipped as lesson started to end. Left Sumy and Jenny for their prefect duty in the cartwright building.
Walked on with Laine to meet up with the rest of the group.
Wavered around and finally sat down in the middle of Liz and Laine. Spent most of the time on Liz's shoulder observing everyone but lack of eye contact with Huw.
I really can't deal with him at the moment.
Eventually, sometime during lunch I sat on Huw but it didn't feel right, so I sat on my own chair and reflected how my current situation and feeling was. As Huw decided he wanted to be part of what Liz, Laine and Sarai were doing I was abandoned to my own thoughts where it consumed me until Sumy and Jenny came along, (about 15 mins later). Sumy bought me some chips, which was nice of her. Good timing too, I really needed to stuff my face with something greasy at that point. Chips being chips did only what they could do, filling my stomach, didn't really shift my mood from extreme sadness.
The bell went and we started moving into the corridors, Huw held my hand but not feeling like I needed him there I latched on faintly. It really left like I was holding nothing, might as well not of being holding his hand at all.
As for when it came for the time that we departed to go to tutor. Basically gave him a ghostly hug and I was off. Brittany was there so she lighted my mood a little, which I'm glad. Though when it came to science my mood managed to find it's way to the ground and stay there. People had asked me what was wrong though I couldn't find the words to apply a sentence. I nodded and gave out a "mmm" and people seemed to understand they were not gonna achieve much by keeping at me. I just wanted to go home.
Though now I'm home... I don't really have any emotions, my mind is made up on something and it'll probably change by tomorrow. But right now, I'm pretty set on it. I just have to find a way to do this...
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