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Monday, October 17, 2005


Don't you hate it when you get so depressed that your head just starts to hurt like mad. Well yeah, twas one of those days. I'm overly depressed about alot of things, one being home. I don't want year 9 to happen all again, since last year went too wrong right at the end. Though my friends seem to know what they are dealing with this time, so at least I can have their support and not get upset with them. I swear built up of tension and frustration makes you feel so bad. I was really frustrated yesterday and took that out on a few people. I thought I would wake up the next day and feel fine. But no. Sadly. Self-pity really really sucks. Got an cures? Uh oh, I have that ice cream craving! Damnit! Ice cream in winter! Unheard of!
My lessons weren't too bad today, actually this is one of my favourite days. Ditch the idea of it being a Monday and all. I had science (could be worse), Media (watch random clips), Art (well it's obvious), Science (yeah I know, AGAIN) and D.T (mmm smell of food). Though my favourite lesson, Art, became a flood of tears. I manage to hold most of it back, unless I would be their for 3 hours crying my eyes out. When I started to talk to Sumy about it in Art my eyes just filled up with tears and that was it really. I really do hate crying in school. Funny thing is though, that I can cry in school for ages but unless I feel really bad at home I can't cry at home. Peh! Awww just wanna feel ok again. Hope you guys are fine and had a good day ^^

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