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Monday, June 20, 2005


  There is seriously something wrong with me!
I haven't been to school properly since last wednesday! I just can't face school anymore!!
I think I'm suffering from anxiety! I tried sooo hard this morning to get up and go downstairs... I couldn't do it! I just can't face school! Everytime it gets brought up that I should go in, my body just sinks back into itself and I feel like my whole body is sooo relaxed that I can't move! Everything just feels like it has caved in and won't let me do it unless it will all completely collapse! The thought makes everything more and more unbarable!! I can't do it! I can't face school!
I was on the edge of breaking down at school, what with my Nana being in hospital, her not knowing who I am and my mum and dad shouting then having my mum cry in front of me. That pushed me sooo far and I slowly started to recover when my mum's stress had partly been disappearing and my nana now back to her normal self and recovered. But then... my friends just did it! I was slowly getting better and then they just had to go there! They just had to push me far from gone! I hate it! I hate them! I hate life!

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