Friday, May 6, 2005

YAY!
WHOOOOOOOOOOA! SATs are over! I'm knackered and it's only ... 6pm British time.
My Science exams were ok here and there, I found the second easier than the first. My Maths was near impossible! Though I tried really hard to understand. Since I got the highest paper which is a level 6-8. I'm only in set 2 but my teacher thought that I could do a set 1 paper and now I'm moving up into set 1 ^^. Then I had my English reading paper which was a breeze and the Macbeth paper in the same day, I don't think I answered the question all that well, but it was easier than I expected so that was an upside.
Today I had my English writting paper. I thought that we had to make up our own story like in yr 6 but we just got this report thing we had to write and a letter. It was pretty amuzing thing to write since you were in complete control so you could make up whatever and you can't be wrong! ^^! I enjoyed doing that paper the most. The sucky thing is that I won't get them back till like... June/July maybe even August if theres a delay. So then I would only be able to get them in September! By then I would be year 10, that sucks.
I am so glad it's all over though, the tension and revision! I'm hoping to sit back and be more calm and relaxed more.
Yay it's Friday! Go Friday!
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

1st Sunday
Whoooooooole day of revising for maths... well most of it. Though I did get distracted by my sister who decided she wanted to watch X movie in the same room as me revising, not to mention watch the End Of Evangelion and trying to work out equations at the same time. I got lazy and used a calculator. So I didn't do the proper revision I should of done. I might do some tomorrow as well as science. BUT! My sisters having friends over T_T! So getting on the computer to do some very much needed revision will be hard.

Guess how many cups of tea and coffee I had today!





3 teas and 1 coffees





Now guess how much coffee cake I've eatten.... 1/5. Soooooooo shameful.
Come to mention it I'm really hungry!
Anyway! I had a little identity crisis and started to think I was really ugly and short. hee hee hee, but it was nothing. As soon as lainey came online I started to feel better. I just thought of Kirsty... and how ugly she is in comparison to me, tee hee hee. I know its mean but Kirsty is a bitch, for wrecking the whole of my yr 7 and 8. Now shes scared of me and I have full control over what she says and does. Which is fine by me since if she treats me like shit ever I will seriously beat the crap outta her. I may not look partically strong but I'm stronger than I look for taking material arts. Muahhahahahaha, everytime a guy insults me I can just hit them in the side and they are stunned, it's great!
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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Holy crap! Theres a fucking thunder and lightening storm going on at like 01.05 in the fucking morning... and why the fuck am I still up?
oooooooo lightening...
How the hell did it go from being a really nice hot sunny day, to a shitty night?
Thats fucking england for you! Never move to England, the chavs infestation is bad and the weather sucks!
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30th Saturday
English time: 00.08
Not exactly tired, though I have had along day of English revision. The whole day I was revising Macbeth and trying to write short pointless stories that didn't get anyway. Tomorrow, more like today rather, I'll be revising to the whole maths and then on monday science. *groans*, why me?
I came on the computer just to print off some writing revision and I auto-matically had been signed in to msn. Stefan was on. He was being really annoying, I was trying to print stuff and he just kept trying to talk, which was pissing me off since every second the convo was flashing and there I was screaming "God Damn". He asked me what I was up to, so I told him revision and then he just kept going on about thats boring and if I did anything fun. Wtf is he on? Like hell if it's his business to what I've been doing today! Yeah revision isn't fun! But that's not my fault, why can't he just leave me alone? Since I've started talking to him again, whether I am in school he always seems to be nearby! Take Friday morning for instance, I was talking to Jenny and Elina we were all just saying good-bye to each other since the bell went for morning tutor and all. I took a glance over and saw Stefan walking. I presumed he was walking into the cartwright building, but no, he came up to me instead. He told me he was bored! o.O WTF?! BORED?! No Stefan you aren't bored you just want my attention and a hug from me! He is too obvious, or I'm too complex... either way it's pissing me off. Stefan just gets on my nerves! It was worse when he was going out with year 10 girls! This was even before he turned 14!! So technically he was going out with people 1 1/2 older than he was... makes me sick! *shivers*
Stefan... you are way too clingy and not interesting... leave me alone. HE CALLED SPIRITED AWAY WEIRD! I had a right go at him for that! He mentioned it when we had an I.T lesson in German, then Joe agreed with him that it was weird. I had a go at Joe aswell. How can you say Spirited Away is weird?!?!!?!?!!?!?!?!!!??!?!?!
It's creative, original, interesting, imaginative, artistic not to mention unique. But Never EVER weird!
He doesn't appreciate good anime when he sees it... come to think about it all he's watched is Ninjascroll -_- and the two movies of Neon Genesis Evangelion I let him borrow. He didn't understand Evangelion since he never watched the series in his entire life, but insisted on watching the movies. He should just give up on anime if he doesn't even understand it. If you can't even appreciate an Oscar winning anime what luck is there for any other kind?
Stefan.... you should be shot in the face with a rocket launcher!
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Friday, April 29, 2005

29th Friday
Today wasn't so bad, I suppose.
Not that bad lessons, English, Music, RE, German and D.T. Ok, they are all bad and I hate all of them. Apart from music, it's soooooooo funny.
The class has to design its own advert for a new chocolate bar between little groups. I'm with Laine and Sumy. Our chocolate bar is called "pyscho bar"... yeah I know corny, but thats just the gist of it. We play a dull song and look bored until Sumy asks "are you bored?" which is my que to say "why don't you try this new and improved Pyscho bar?!" also laines que to play cheesey music. Basically the whole "advert" is me and Sumy square dancing round and round then clapping and stamping our feet singing "pyscho". It's extremely corny and just retarded to watch. So the making of this retarded yet amuzing advert is hilerious and the only thing I've actually enjoyed doing in music this year.
I don't know why, but I get really hyper when I'm either in music or in P.E.
It was sooooooooo sunny today. Considering the rest of the week it has been raining, it was hot and sunny. Good weather to finish the week. Now I have to face three days of hardcore revision. (Monday is a may bank holiday, so no school).
My plan is to revise for English tomorrow, maths on Sunday and science on Monday so I'm ready for two hours science papers for Tuesday. I'm gonna try really hard not to get distracted... reeeeeeaallllllly hard, though msn is really tempting when you're revising on the computer.
Any suggestions on how I cannot get distracted? ... anything?
Yeah didn't think so...
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

28th Thursday
How can they possibly fit 4 crap lessons in the same day? Just how?!
First lesson was Science. We went on the laptops so we could revise online... I started to add post on here, BUT stupid Dr.MINGELEY! Noticed I wasn't on something boring like "bbc bitesize" or "Sam Learning". So he closed it and all my little work was ruined! No fair! After science it was Geography. I hate Geography! This time we were looking at less well off people in vietnam. Yay... looking at more depressing parts of the world, like I need that already.
Maths... jotted down some revision notes from the text book.
English, forgot my SATs practise sheet which I did for homework! 45 mins wasted man! So everyone else just read out what they got for their answers and sir commented, saying whether they would of got a mark or not for it. What a thing to miss out on.
Science yet again! In the same day! We got the laptops out again, but this time me and Catherine shared one. Which had msn on, ^^!! BUT! no one was online, that sucked and was kind of pointless anyway. Science last lesson was better than the first this morning. Lara decided to pick me up, that was amuzing... then Sarai decided she wanted to pick me up then it just got creepy. Joe tapped me on the shoulder... he noticed my existance ^^, but when he tapped me it tickled so I jumped and turned around. He just smiled friendly and was just saying no need to spaz or something on those lines, I don't think spaz was even used in the convo, meh fuck it! He decided to do it again about 40 seconds later and it still tickled making me jump like a spaz again! Damnit!

I've learnt a very important lesson... never play legendary mode on Halo when you don't know what the fuck you're doing. I went on easy mode and I was still like, wtf?! I just got bored so I started to shoot everyone and thing. Ehh ehh ehh shooting people who are "on my side", no ones on my side since no one was helping me... so destory all! I had to find this door thing, but I thought nah fuck it! I'm not gonna carry on playing a game that I don't even like and I don't know wtf I'm doing. Damn camera angles were really pissing me off! I just played on Tekken and started beating the crap outta King. I hate king he's so annoying and Nina!! After beating them a million times with Hwoarang, I decided just to play DOA, beating the crap outta Kasumi with Ayane. Ehh ehh ehh... Kasumi pisses me off!
My brother bought me the dead or alive extreme beach volley ball game, though it's a guys game and I'm a girl... the volley ball side of it and buying cool swim suits is addictive. Not to mention the little pool game and the gambling. OH and having your own music playing while you're playing volley ball. When you look at the game from that point of you it becomes quite girlie since all the characters are girls and buying different kinds of "fashionable" swim suits, plus giving gifts to the other girls on the island and all.
Well I'm gonna shut up now about video games since I'm sounding like my brother, God forbid that ever happening!
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

27th Wednesday
1st period... umm.. ART! Yeah, drawing some guy, some random guy. But there was a room change so I had to go to M1 (which is a maths room), since there was an art exam going on... which my brother is doing, ehh ehh ehh sucka! Though my day will to come to do a 10 hr art exam. Since I am taking art as one of my choices for yr10&11. Along with media studies \m/><\m/ and double science, everyone takes double science instead of single, twice the GCSE grade ^^.
Well that was period 1. Break time... had to go to the library since I didn't do my english homework. I HATE MACBETH! What a crap play, why am I studying it?! Just why?! Then I had P.E, it started to rain!! So my supposed final lesson in Tennis was canceled and we had to do P.E inside, which was gay if you asked me. P.E - pointless excerise!
Yet again had history, watched video on Nazi germany etc. Lunch, usual lunch time laughing session. Then Science, which was to complete the SATs paper we started yesterday. I swear Dr Midgley has given me the wrong paper! I've got given paper for level 4-6 which is too easy for me, so I asked him for a paper for level 5-7. He just told me that I've been entered in for a level 4-6, bastard underestimated me so now I can't even try to scrape a level 7! So yay... an hour of doing piss easy science practise SATs paper. Everyone else was just talking and doing it, but since I have no one to talk to, I just put my CD player on and listen to, Bon Jovi, Nirvana, Lost Prophets, Goo goo dolls, Oasis and Feeder. Funness!
Then came last lesson of the day, English. Yet another SATs practice paper. The gay fat retard set it for us to do it at home... to spend 45 mins of my time trying to answer every question bored outta my mind!

Not long just got of playing Halo... I hate that game! It's crap! Everyone seems to love it, I can't stand it. I like RPG games myself... along with fighting games... oh and racing games. I mainly play Tekken or dead or alive. Sometimes the bouncer, BUT! My jackass of a brother sold it! So now I have to rent it out since I don't have any money! DAMNIT!
But then my sister got off the computer... so I then decided to stop playing legendary on Halo and do some revision instead. Yet side tracked by this addictive fucker.

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

25th + 26th
Yesterday... *thinks*, not much happened I guess, I had Geography which was sooo boring! Yay problems in Ghana, funness... like there aren't enough problems in the world already! After Geo, I had English which is always dull! We were having a class discuss on Banquo's ghost and the fact Macbeth is fucked up which is making Lady Macbeth fucked up as well. I hate Shakespeare!! Can't stand it! Along with English, yucky!! I know there are many people who enjoy writing and enjoy reading Shakespeare... I'm not one of those people. I had Art after English, I always enjoy doing art. I love it so! So fun art lesson as always. Then it came to D.T,I can't stand it at all! Most of the time I just sit there and do jack all! Since I can't stand it, sit there and just reflect on everything instead. But no Mr Hatton decided to ruin my reflectful thinking to take me to his petty office to have a heart to heart. Just so he could nose into my business so then I would pluck up the courage and do some work... my ass I would do work, so boring! Afterwards I had History. We were watching the crappy version of Animal Farm... well actually I lie... the rest of the class was watching animal farm, (I've seen it already) and I was looking out the window watching the other half of my year (aka, T) playing Tennis... what made it interesting was the other half of my year was the guys half. I was watching Huw (pronounced Hugh) *sighs*, Huw has really nice legs... REALLY nice legs. Yeah 'bout it for yesterday. Today! This morning I had gay German. Miss Frenchy Hoe moved Abbie so I had to sit by Aaron instead, no complaints there. Aaron is sound so it wasn't too bad. Stefan then got moved so he had to sit at the front with me ^^, so I was just talking to Stefy for the rest of the lesson. Then while I was leaving Stefy and other peepz had to stay behind. I started to tease Stefan by poking at him and saying hee hee, then he just grabbed me and held me tight saying ... no your staying behind too, I was like ha ha ha never! Yeah well.... that was German, had R.E, boring! Then Maths... done test, funness *coughs*! History again, watched the rest of animal farm... I happened to notice that yr 10 boys were playing Tennis this time, that guy in the same house as me is fit *druels*. But Tom who was behind me kept wanting my attention by pulling my chair and stuffs. I just turned round and smiled. History ends. Science begins. I sit on my own in a little group including fat best friend lover tag along Naomi and and Alphan who likes to flirt with Vannessa. But I'm on the end of the table so I can look over and talk to Catherine. But today we had a practise SATs paper to look at and complete. Yeah two really crap days and yet the rest of the week of revision then final week for SATs!! Sucks ass...
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

24th Sunday
Listening to Good Charlotte ^^!!
I'm also having one of those lazy days where you just sit back and do fuck all. Which is good for me I suppose, WAS just a second ago talking to Joe's mate, Dave. I'm doing a Rachael thing again (thank you very much! Rach! Eva01 to you peepz). Just cause I can't be arsed to make the effort to go for Joe, why not just try one of his mates from his old school? Yeah sure, why not?
Actually Joe just found out that I know Dave now ^^ hee hee... since STEFAN told him, typical!
But thats not the point. I know Daves into me since I put my webcam on then asked if he had a cam, though he said it was "broken" he put it on half way through the convo. Ehh ehh ehh, he so wants me!
I'm one of those people that get envied for getting any guy I want, I normally get envied by popular people. Tis amazing, I'm not popular but I can still get any guy I want, ^^.
Anyway I could get Dave and all but I choose just to flirt with him until he mentions something to Joe. Then maybe Joe will start to realise... whatever there is to realise, I guess.
Lets see who could be my next possible boyfriend-
1. Dave
2. Stefan
3. Ben
4. Tom
5. Shane
6. Dan *shivers*
7. Joe... you are a maybe sonny boy.

Yeah... maybe I should do an eenie mineie mo thing? Oh just flirt with them all. Yeah lets just flirt with them all ^^
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

Jaz
Just to fill you in on Jaz, she is someone I know since nursery which would come to knowing her for 11 years now.
She started being my friend in year 4 though, so friends with her for only 6.
We've liked the samethings etc.
Since yesterday at about 2am we broke friends because I told her pussy boyfriend to "fuck off" and "slit your wrists and die!" Which he totally deserved if you ask me.
When you are feeling crap and that life is pissing you off the last thing you need is your friends boyfriend who is the same age as your brother to annoy you, right?
That's what that pussy was doing, so generally when someone tells you to fuck off you can tell they don't wanna talk and are in a piss. But no that little wank kept pushing it, till he pushed me to tell him to slit his wrists and die! How the fuck am I supposed to know that he's seriously fucked up that he does slit his wrists for real? (all the more reason for my comment to expand on). The pussy boy tells Jaz and she gets upset for me yelling at Sam. That I'm wrong for being "harsh". You know whats harsh? You try and tell your supposed best friend that you are on the edge of loosing it and all they can think about is there boyfriend being upset over a comment!! The last thing I fucking need right now in my life is for her trying to make me feel like crap by making me admit I'm wrong and it's my fault!
I'll fucking admit it's my fault!
IT'S MY FAULT THAT MY MUMS STRESSED AND WANTS TO LEAVE US!
IT'S MY FUCKNIG FAULT THAT MY NANA HAS CANCER!
IT'S MY FUCKING FAULT FOR EVERYTHING FUCKING WRONG IN THIS FUCKING WORLD!
IT'S MY FAULT I'M NOT DEAD ALREADY!

I'm hope your fucking satisfied now! Sam is not my problem so don't make him be one!
Either get off my back or just fuck off and find a new best friend since your concerned about your boyfriend to care about me! I'm obviously not that important to take into any consideration, since all I do is talk about myself... whatever!
I'd rather die......!!
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