Friday, May 19, 2006

   Ever Want to Learn About Hamlet?

-*-The following advertisement is completely designed by Botan, it will teach you about the story line behind Hamlet, however, there is not actually a video game of Hamlet. How sad-*- Prolouge This is the story of Hamlet, a young Danish Prince. His father has just died and his father's brother has married the Queen. Hamlet is extremely depressed and seeks an escape in college, but is told by his mother and uncle-father to stay home. Theme Song (sung to the tune of the Legend of Zelda Theme song) Hamlet He stays in town stays to avenge his father's murder the new king killed for the crown and for the queen's blessed hand so now he rules all the land... of Denmark! Hamlet poison your blade so you can kill your wicked uncle and while your mind's spinning around your boyhood friends come to town to figure out what the hell's the matter *instrumental break* Now Horatio must tell the story of Hamlet and his glory oh, and while he explains Fortinbras will reign and tribute shall be done in Hamlet's name. Ending of Prolouge You shall play as Horatio, Hamlet's closest and most trusted friend. Guide him on his journey to avenge his father by killing his uncle and proclaim his story to the world! So, there's the prolouge. And I didn't even talk about Ophelia, though I alluded to Laertes. TT_TT hehe, I love Shakespeare. Tomorrow is the diabetes walk!!!! whoot!!! Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Well, I had a long day

First I couldn't get to sleep until midnight. Then I got up at like 6:30 or so. Then I got ready for school. Then I went to homeroom. Then I went to talk to my choir teacher. Then I went to English. Then I skipped Physics to work on learning a song for 90 minutes. Then I had chior. Then I had yearbook and stayed late, bought some food and brought it to the chior room with me to practice the song some more. The lesson went late and I ended up missing half of my last class. Then I had an Improv party with food and soda and comedy games. Then I read my letter from Tora and cryed. Then I had some dinner (thank god for refreshing tea from starbucks!!!!) Then I practiced a special song from the seniors to our choir teacher. Then I practiced songs for the choir concert. Then we had the choir concert and I had a solo ^//^ Then my choir teacher and I hugged to death. I LOVE YOU MR. VSIC!!!!! Then I came home, ate some food cause my blood sugar was low, and came on here to type out my really long day. Yeah. Now I have to take my night time meds and try to get rid of my splitting headache. I won't really be on here for awhile. Tomorrow I'm missing a bunch more of physics, cause it's the special senior mass and I'm singing a song with my friend Julie-Chan (the one I was working on all day today). I also have a meeting tomorrow night about a new juice that is supposed to help regulate blood glucose levels in diabetics. On top of that, I have a huge presentation to give on Friday. *phew* tomorrow is the power breakfast in AP English though and that will be fun. Just in case I don't come on for awhile--this is why... Saturday: THE WALK TO CURE DIABETES! Sunday: Graduation Mass and Senior Awards. Monday: last monday of high school!!! Tuesday: last tuesday of high school!!! Wednesday: last wednesday of high school!!! Thursday: Finals Friday: Finals and Graduation Practice. Saturday: Cottage Sunday: Cottage Monday: Cottage Tuesday: ?? Wednesday: FREAKIN GRADUATION, Y'ALL!!! Thursday: PARTIES! Friday: PARTIES! Saturday: PARTIES! Sunday: PARTIES! So yeah, the next few weeks are crazy. After all that, I start my job and register for classes next fall at school orientation. Since the next few weeks are so hectic, I won't be on and apologize in advance for not making it to sites, etc. I'll try to still check my PMs once in awhile. Love you all!!! ~Botan-*-Chan~ Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Well

Thanks to Damion, I have joined myspace. My username is MinamotoBotan. Once again, happy mother's day. Hope it went well for everyone. Right now I am a little sick with the flu, but I'll probably be forced to go to school anyway TToTT Well, gotta go take my night-time meds and get some shut-eye. Night, y'all Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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First of all, happy mother's day to y'all. Thank your mothers! Second of all, I just made two amvs. Here are the links: My 1st real vid My 2nd real vid Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Friday, May 12, 2006

zzz...ick

I've been sick and what-not, but I still have some good news. I got an A on my Government project and an AB on the government paper. My grad invites are done and my government story book is shaping up. I'm working on a music video tonight...it's actually pretty good...a mix set to "addicted" by simple plan. Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Tired

I am very tired, but I feel accomplished. I have found the man of my life, and simply wish to stay near him my whole life long. In less serious issues...I spoke with my psychiatrist and my therapist today and am feeling great. I also finished my paper for government and I think it's pretty good. I still have to write a children's story on the three branches of government though ;-; Tomorrow my physics class is visiting six flags great america (excitement!!!) It is a 3 hour drive and we want to be there the whole time it is open, so that means leaving school at 6:30 in the morning. woooooooooooooooooooow So Tora is letting me borrow her DS (people are bringing movies, but they're all R-rated movies and those freak me out too much) Wells,,,now I'm excited and won't be able to sleep at first >//< but I'm still pretty zonked, so I'm gonna sign out for the night. ciao oh wait, song of the day, huh? I sent this one to J-Kun (that man I was talking about) earlier today: "You Raise Me Up" When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up... To more than I can be. Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Monday, May 8, 2006

   Heaven's Light

So many times out here I've watched a happy pair Of lovers walking in the night They had a kind of glow around them It almost looked like heaven's light I knew I'd never know That warm and loving glow Though I might wish with all my might No face as hideous as my face Was ever meant for heaven's light But suddenly an angel has smiled at me And kissed my cheek without a trace of fright I dare to dream that she Might even care for me And as I ring these bells tonight My cold dark tower seems so bright I swear it must be heaven's light ******************************** For those of you who haven't noticed, I use song lyrics to express how I am feeling. sometimes words on my events don't do them justice and I break into song. Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

My Perfect Kyo Theme

LINKIN PARK LYRICS "Somewhere I Belong" (When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Repeat Chorus] I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today [Repeat Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

feeling depressed and lonely

Nobody Knows I pretend that I'm glad you went away but these four walls close in more every day and I'm dying inside and nobody knows it but me like a clown I put on a show the pain is real even if nobody knows and I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say how could I let my angel get away now my world is just a-tumblin down I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around the nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had and I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart a million words couldn't say just how I feel a million years from now, you know, i'll be loving you still the nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had and I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me the nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had nobody knows it but me Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

WALK TO CURE DIABETES

I've had juvenile diabetes for thirteen years, almost 3/4 of my life thus far. Diabetes has many complications outside of a broken-down pancreas. It is a chemical disorder and messes with the brain. Diabetes and depression are closely linked, and since I have forms of both, I can tell you the mix is quite deadly. For some time I was depressed and overdosing on my diabetic meds, passing out every night for a week or two. I know this case is extreme, but there are others much worse off than I. Diabetes also causes kidney, liver, eye, and thyroid failure/complications. It is a source of harassment--being called “sickie” or druggie is never fun. Right now I am starting to get my diabetes on track, but in order for this to happen I must test my blood glucose level about 4 times a day and take injections 5-6 times a day, depending on the day of the week. That means that I have to prick myself with needles 9-10 times every day. That's 63-70 times a week, so at a bare minimum-- 22995 to 25550 needle pricks a year. And did I mention that I've had diabetes for thirteen years? That's about 332,153 pricks in my lifetime. Almost half of a million. And I'm only eighteen. On top of that, diabetics need to have blood drawn at least 3 times a year in order to check for kidney, liver, thyroid, and cholesterol problems. We also have to have countless urine tests and yearly eye exams. Adding the pricks for the blood draws, I've been pricked with needles about half a million times in my eighteen years of living. So why did I give you this sob story? Simply because I'm not the only one dealing with this. I'm not the only "kid" who has to refrain from candy and treats. I'm not the only "kid" who has to count every single carbohydrate consumed and take shots for each snack, no matter how hungry I am in the middle of the day. In fact, I'm not even one of few. Diabetes is the most common chronic disease in the entire world. That's right, it even rivals chicken pox in commonality. Please, if not for me, do this for all the other diabetics out there—continue to donate. Every single dollar counts. If all you can give is five dollars a year, I will still ask for God to bless you every night because you have brought me and every other diabetic closer to a cure. Thank you, merci, arigato, danka, and God Bless You! Together we can make the cure a reality! Please help me and everyone else with juvenile diabetes...click on the link to donate. Click on me to Donate Blog Layout and Design by me in paint

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