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Birthday • 1991-12-26 Gender •
Female Location • In Yuki Eiri's arms ^_~ Member Since • 2005-02-28 Occupation • I write a lot so... a writer? Real Name • Chuchi
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Achievements • Putting up with the male gender Anime Fan Since • Can't remember anymore Favorite Anime • .hack//sign, Trinity Blood, Level-C, Loveless, GRAVITATION, Kaze to Ki no Uta, Sukisho, Black Cat, D. Gray-Man, Rurouni Kenshin, mewmew power,yuyuhakasho, Shaman King, Pretear, the list goes on and on... Goals • suicide counseler, writer, English teacher Hobbies • reading watching anime, writing, drawing Talents • singing, playing flute, acting, drawing, writing
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
Thursday, April 19 12:00 am
Mood: Let's not go there shall we? Listening to: When the Rain Falls
Things had been going too well... How could I have been fooled into thinking it just might last this time? Everything was great. We had a day of silence yesterday and no one except my onee-chan Alyssa believed that I could do it. I did it, I didn't say a word. Things were great with Nate and Heather at the library, we ran into my aniki's brother Chad *thinks* Oh snap that would make him my aniki too... Scary... and had a lot of fun at the anime fan club. I got to see the first 2 episodes of B'tX and even though the DVD wasn't on the catalogue yet, the librarians let me borrow it. I should have known it wouldn't last. Who was I kidding? As I was walking home, a girl pulled out from a side street and as she was turning, stuck her head out the car window and loudly informed me that I needed a serious makeover. I have been trying to look better, to turn myself into someone my boyfriend can me proud to point me out on a beach or somewhere and say "That's my girlfriend!" Yeah right. As if. No matter how hard I try, I can't lose weight, I can't get my hair to behave... The girl was right. I DO need a serious makeover.
And as for my boyfriend... I don't know. Lately it seems... I'm the one who has to say "I love you" first, he won't say it until I have. I'm always the one giving him a kiss on the cheek and he has flat out refused to give me one. He tells me it's okay that I do it, in fact he loves it, but he won't. It wasn't like this before... I don't know what happened... And now I find out he's moving to his mom's house... If that means he's transferring schools, I'll die. I can't lose him, I just can't. I don't know what to do anymore...
I guess I'll stop rambling on and leave you with a video. This is a tribute to Rain and Machika from Immortal Rain, a manga I just got into. The song is the one I'm listening to, When the Rain Falls.
And today's quote... I made. "If the rain came, would it cover up my sorrow? Would it hide my pain-filled tears?"
Sorry for the long post filled with my complaning... Ja...
Thursday, April 19 12:00 am