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Sunday, September 25, 2005
Please... Laugh at me and ridicule me, this I ask of you
Please... Laugh at me and ridicule me, this I ask of you..
Maybe it will make me feel better.
Or shouldnt I feel better, because I could be being lied to by every one... Every thing i believed in and trusted, that one person, was another!
One of my friends (casum)...
They made me cry today.
And cry I did.
Because today, I found out that another one of my friends (damien), was being acted out by the first (casum.
I did not know this, so I confided heavily in damien. I thought since, he was not in PA, and did not know any of my friends, I thought I could trust him not to tell any of my friends.. he didnt know them. He talked to me and gave me advice he helped me. And I tried to help him. He was kind to me, and I repayed. I thought I knew him. Not just as my other friends, but as some one else.
Little did I know, I was going to be betrayed and lied to.
I feel like I was shot down... I cannot stand lies, I hate lies, I DONT LIKE BEING LIED TO *Cries again*... Thats alll, then damien comes out and tells me it was casum... all along. She just wanted me to ---trust--- her as herself, and she felt I didnt know her know her. Well now I dont know her at all. I dont know who she is. She was my best friend. MY BEST friend.... some one I trusted so much... I listened to.. just like damien, but I told damien things that no one should ever know about... And I told him because he didnt know any one of my friends or parents personally. I told him just things about my family.
Well now its gone.
I cant trust her... I dont feel trust.
I mean she did that to trust me, but now I dont trust her at all..
I need a hug...
Please say something to me please.
laugh at me ridicule me...
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