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Monday, January 21, 2008


   Everything Is Worked Out
Well, I am glad that I finally
got my schedule worked out! Ok,
so on Mondays I have Conversations
(Spanish class), Biology Concepts,
and Intensive Intermediate Spanish.
On Tuesdays I have Survey of
Management, Intensive Intermediate
Spanish, and Comp II. I have the same
classes for Thursday as I do for
Tuesdays. Wednesdays and Fridays are
just like my Mondays, except I have
lab for my biology class on Wednesdays.
Yeah, complicated.

I thought I would have a good weekend,
but it was just the opposite. Last
night i went to the welcome back dance.
I actually went with a two friends
(one of them was one of the guys that
I like... that I went to Winter Formal
with). Well, the two people I went
with left early, but the other guy
that I liked was there. But that guy
was dancing all over this other
chick... but it is cool because that
is just her personality. =S I have been
sad all weekend for some strange reason. Obviously my friends have noticed
because they have told me that I
have been acting really weird, and
not like the usual weird that I always
act. I kinda got mad at them, and
when they brought it up it kinda felt
like an insult... so when they said
that I immediately got up and said
"I gotta go". I think they got the
notation that I was mad.

I looked up a quote on the internet
that really helped me today. I have
been in my room pretty much all day
just meditating of where my life is
going... and what to do with my future.
I put the quote on the whiteboard on my
dorm room door. Here it is:

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream
of the future, concentrate the mind on
the present moment." -Buddha

I guess life goes on... obviously I am
not meant to be with that guy. Maybe I
am just looking for love way to hard.
I just wish I could have that feeling
of intimate love, that I have never
felt before EVER in my life. I have
been on a diet since being back on
campus. I haven't drank one single
soft drink yet! Just water and (every
once in a while) 2% milk... yeah,
it is hard.

Well that is just about all I have
for now. I will keep everyone posted!

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