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Birthday 1993-03-03 Gender
Female Location The Black Parade Member Since 2007-10-08 Occupation Future Director/ Actress Real Name Melissa, but I hate being called that. I like to be called Missy
Achievements I really don't have any but i want to meet mcr and Jared Leto. Anime Fan Since 3rd Grade Favorite Anime Bleach,Naruto, Inuyasha, Fma, Yami No Matsuei Goals To become a good director and a good actress Hobbies Acting, Making films, Listening to music, Going online, talking to friends Talents Acting, Directing, Singing, and Drawing
Hey,I'm Toxic Revenge. Or you can call me by my real name, Missy. Blackparadegrl or Tragedy Revenge/Britt is my best friend and she told me about this site. I'm a huge mcr fan and I am a big Jared Leto fan. He's my idol. And Britt's friend Jared is also my idol. If you want to know anything else about me don't be afraid to ask. ^^
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Wow I'm never on here!!!! I was bored looking around online and I remembered hey haven't been on myotaku in a while. The place sure seems different! My life's just been soo effin crazy lately I haven't been able to get on much. I've been so busy with school, my friends have been spazzing on me and my boyfriend hasn't been that great lately. Idk if anyone's gonna read this scince I'm never on, but I have an update on Britt if anyone wanted to know. She's getting better. She has a new boyfriend. But its not really a spur of a moment thing. She finally realized Lance wouldn't want her to be sad anymore and to move on with her life. But she still misses him. This new guy happens to be one of our friend's brother. He's really nice. He's been there for her for a while and he helped her deal with Lance's death. For a loong time she hasn't been herself and she's been acting really different but she's been more and more like herself and a week ro 2 ago someone mentioned Lance and she didn't cry or anything. So she's doing better. If anyone wants to talk to her you can either im me on my yahoo screenname and I might be able to get her to talk. Or im my friends Gee or Frank. They're always online, I'm hardly ever on. Hey maybe I can convince Britt to come back on! I can hope... Well that's it for now. If you want my screename or my friends' screename p.m me and I can give it to you. See Im kind of wierd now about posting my screename on here... so if you want it ask me for it. I hope someone reads this. Well I hope everyone's good and maybe I can catch up with some of you.
Hey sorry I haven't been on lately and sorry I hardly ever post. I have a very important message today on my post. Britt decided that she doesn't want to come back on here. She doesn't want to deal with the stress and depression of Lance's death anymore. she's starting to get better and she just doesn't want to deal with it anymore. If anyone starts talking about it she gets all upset. If anyone has anymore questions p.m me and if you're a friend of britt's and if you are pretty close with her i might have a way you can talk to her off of here. If anyone reads this thanks for reasing and I'm sorry. I'm also sorry I havent't been on lately. My boyfriend's been having some problems lately and I've been trying to help him out. That's about it so I'll talk to you all later
Anyone ever wonder how when things start going well they end up going bad? I hate when that happens. It seems like that's happening to me lately. My life started to kind of get better. I have some new friends, The guy of my dreams that I'm truly in love with asked me out, and I've got the lead in a school play that you'd have to be a very good singer and usually a senior for it. But now it's starting to get bad. My best friend wants to kill herself, my boyfriend's really sick and i'm currently just about everyday fighting just to survive from my mom's boyfriend who's been even worse lately. and on top of that my boyfriend's brother wants me and is willing to kill me to make my boyfriend jelous. Does that make any sense whatsoever? Cuz it doesn't to me. Idk why he acts like that or suddenly went crazy against his brother who's done anything possible for him. It's like a giant slap in the face. Idk it's just been bothering me. Sorry for the ramble I just needed an opinion on some stuff. If anyone actually reads this i have some questions today:
1.Ever have the when things get good they start going bad expirience?
2.Ever deal with crazy boyfriend or girlfriend's siblings?
3.Have issues with step parents or parent's boyfriend or girlfriend?
4.Have any advice on my issues?? I'm soo lost -_-'
Ok... that's it for today so thanks for readin g if you read this and have a good day.
Things Not So Great
Things aren't that great right now. Britt's been very depressed and I just had to sop a 4th suicide attempt. Me and some friends have been trying to get through to her but nothing's working. She won't eat, sleep or talk to anyone and she shuts everyone away. I'm afraid of what'll happen if we can't stop this. I'm trying to get her to get on here so that maybe someone on here could help but she won't. She just stays in bed cries al day and she listens to the Black Parade cd non-stop. And she's been reading all of the songs lance ever wrote and she's been watching more old videos of him. She's even worse than she was when our friend Sakura (R.I.P.) died. I'm in need of some seriouse help to get her out of this. Nothing works. So if anyone has any ideas feel free to let me know. Hopefully something will work. And if you're on please p.m me. Thanks.
Very Bad News
Last night was one of the best/worst nights of my life. The good thing was some stuff with this guy i really like at my friend's halloween party. And the bad part...if you're easily upset don't read this part....
I got a call from Britt at like 1 am. She said the hospital called her and said Lance died. they made her leave at 9 last night and she said that he told her he loved her and he fell asleep. The doctors said he died in his sleep and that what he said to Britt... was his last words. T-T.
Ok, it's safe to read on now.
I don't think Britt will be on for a little while. She's very upset. And I have to keep a close eye on her because she's possibly suicidal. I don't know how many of you will actually read this. But please do. And please if you're friends with Britt try to help her out atleast a little. She loved Lance so much and she's very upset. I hope you all have a happy halloween. And have a good night.