myOtaku.com: Maxwell Demon
Friday, April 8, 2005
damn! and I thout that I got fucking mad
|this is todays post from my best friend Ichiro, plz go to his site and talk to him hes been on there for 1 year and has had no vsits and life has got him down so plz vist him......here gust read|
What the Hell? If there is anything that I want to ask Jesus right now, it is why the hell I am I not getting what I want out of life. I hate this piss pooe excuse for a world and I would not hesitate to end it at a moments notice. Nothing would pleasure me greater than to line up all of the preppy stuck up people of this world and shoot them into a pit. I would just be happier than hell to see their mangled bodies hurled skyward via a granade blast. Then after that, I would just leave them to the vultures to rot in the sun. I hate this world and it's standards so much that I prey to what ever god there is to end it. Just kill everyone including me so I dont have to keep living in the s@#thole anymore! Hell, When I go to heaven, I am going to look saint peter in the face and say "Holy dog s@#t!, It looks to me like the best part of you slid down your mama's crack and wound up as a brown stain on the matress!" I have already served my time in hell, don't send me back or I will drag you down with me! Oh, and by the way, I am canceling my service with Yahoo personals. They are a bunch of stuck up asses who build up hopes for a relationship and smash it in front of my face! I want to make them wish that they were dead for wasting my valuable time! So, If there is anything that Jesus needs to be afraid about, above all the pestilece, famine, war,and hate in this world, it is me right now, and as I see it, he is a COWARD who will not help me. I have FAILED! I have FAILED, because God has FAILED to help me. So, whenever my life F%@cks up. I am not going to blame myself. I am going to blame HIM. And the way I see it, HE owes me for one relationship! I am sick of failing, people. I will achieve my objective if it f@#$ing KILLS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!