myOtaku.com: Master Marik
Thursday, January 5, 2006
The Summery of the past issues and of my absence.
Alrighty here as whatís been going on. A few weeks ago (about Dec. 22) me and my mom got into a big fight. I mean the mother of all fights, yeah, we had it. One thing happened after another. First I lost my computer because I didnít want to get off at the new earlier time she had set for my computer curfew. So then she took away my computer. She then went down to my room and not seeing that it was clean, she took my cable away so I had no TV. Then I lost my bathroom too. My mom said that I was being a selfish little brat and didnít need to have all the nice things I had until I could learn to be a nicer person to the family and help out around the house without complain.
Alright, so things where looking bad then, but they get worse. Later that night I wrote my mom a note saying that I wanted to see a counselor. This made her shoot though the roof. That night she came into my room and said that if I was going to act like a troubled teen then I could just sleep with her on the couch until we handled things out myself (I would have to cough up all the money to see counselor if I wanted to go.)
I started striating up after that. Within the week, I got everything but my computer back but now after another week of well behavior, I got that back too but only in the afternoons from 1:00 to 4:00. I still have to sleep with my door open though and I can only close it when I get dressed.
The funny part is that my mom said if I start feeling extremely depressed not to tell her about it and just call a teen help hotline. ^^íí
I have still been feeling rather depressed lately though even though things have been worked out so far. Iím working hard to fix that though and try to meet someone in my life and makes some new friends. Itís really hard but right now only time can tell. My mom did get me some nice ďDating guideĒ books and a journal for new years that also has a lot of Self-Esteem exercises that Iím sure will help me out as well. ^_^
P.S. Thanks for all the new years and holiday greetings you sent me! *huggles* Thanks!