myOtaku.com: Master Marik
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Not much going on today either. I'm a little depressed though. I have been lately. *sigh* good things finals are finally over, maybe I can pick myself up and cheer up. I really have been thinking about calling one of those teen help hotlines since I really don't have anyone to talk to about all my personal feelings. The truth is though, I'm kinda afraid. I have a very hard time talking to people. Writing is so much easier but it isn't going anywere fast. I still can't seem to get all my feelings out. Maybe it's because I really don't have someone there that I truely trust to listen. I'm hoping when I get a job and go to work in january, I will finally have someone I can talk to. At least I will be around people...and that's what I really want right now. Not to be alone all the time. Maybe have a friend.