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Monday, January 8, 2007


T^T

Ok so today i had an alergic reaction to sumthing...no big surprise since sum sort of skin disease runs on my dads side of the family. Most everyone in my family has it...i hav the worst case...it's not fair...I'm so nice to everyone and i get this horrible watever u call it, and my cousins hav almost perfect skin and they're so mean and judgmental...for once in my life i'd like just all of my skin probs go away...and it sux cuz i go to a school where almost everyone judges on appearance. Y'd this have to happen to me...I sumtimes wish i was never born cuz of this. my dad married my mom, had me, wen i was 12 he divorced my mom, and now im wondering Y the hell was i even born in the first place if only to suffer from insecurities...I have a boyfriend who loves me anyways and thts the only thing tht keeps me going...the fact tht he still loves me dispite my insufficiencies. heh it's kinda silly to think tht the only reason im here right now is because of his love...but none the less true that i wouldnt be here without him...so sweetie if your reading this...thank you so much...for everything^^

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