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Saturday, April 8, 2006


ive got a major headache and it hurts so much i tryied like asprin and tynol and stuff but it just aint working i cant go back to sleep because im to awaske and my headache hurts to much......besides my headache there is nothing good on or anything to do! im bored like hell here....im bored of my ps2 ive beaten all of my games.....i need new games.....so bored.........im just walking up and down the stairs all day....thats really how bored i am....there is nothing to do outside because my friends r gone to like the uncles and stuff so im just here bored rite now......imma see wat i can do on my computer ok seeya
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Thursday, April 6, 2006


yesterday i fell asleep on my computer ive done it before many times but never when i was writing sumthing! lol when my mom came to see were i was she same me in my room on my computer and she doesnt even bother to wake me up and tell me to lie in my bed.....all that she did was put a blanket over me.....and when i woke up all that i saw was my computer im thinking crap i left it on....i couldnt believe that i fell asleep while on myotaku.....i dont no y now but my parents r scared of me .....they think i sleep walk at night.....i dont no if i do but my parents said i almost slept walked out of my house! im like SERIOUSLY! they said ya....im thinking i need to be chained down! next u no it im sleep walking to tim hortons LOL! i still cant believe i fell asleep and she just left me there....well imma go lie down now before she thinks i did exactly wat i did yesterday.....o crap i can hear foot steps.....if my mom catches me awake now im so dead its like 1am and i got to wake up 5 to go to school at 6 because of basketball.....ok ill just finish this by saying imma fake it that im sleeping it always WORKS YAY! ok crap my dad is coming up stairs.....shh....im pretending now ok seeya (fake sleeping) Zzzzzzzz......one eye opens.......uh oh.....Zzzzzzzz.......he left he nearly caught me! wow i better go to bed now k talk to u guys soon!
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006


o god im so tired! i cant sleep and i am so sleepy too but i still cant sleep!! -_-~zzzz~ i just want to sleep but i cant....i dont no y i got to go to bed cuz i got to go to school like at 6 cuz there basketball.....ughh! im so sleepy maybe i should just try and lay down for and hour or less to see if i can sleep....its not only that im sleepy i have a huge headache it feels like sum one is shooting me in the head.....i took and asprin and other stuff earlier but it never worked.....imma so miss basketball! i.....think......i......sho.......sho.......should....go...go...go.....to.....to...be.....be...bed......n.....n....now....... -_-....zzzzzzzzzz
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006


hey srry i was so depressed and all just thinking of the things that i lost....i got to get more games for my gbasp and ps2.....i have to buy the gbasp games but i rent the ps2 games because i got a mod chip in my ps2 i got it like since last year! but i kinda hate it too cuz it doesnt let u play and ps1 games anymore....i really liked sum of the ps1 games i had now even if i burned them they still wouldnt play cuz they r ps1 games....ive played final fantasy X but i could never burn it....like the disc was bad or sumthing well imma go rent it again and see.....in a month and like 10-15 days or so its my b-day thank god its on a saterday i would have got beats! they hurt! OW! well i already made a list of wat i want its like its chrismas again for me lol!......o ya and just to let u no during the summer im busy im in baseball and other stuff like that! well until then seeya!
.......o and heres a little poll i made! like i said its a SMALL POLL!!!



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Sunday, April 2, 2006


everyone in my house is asleep...im downstairs watching tv....nothing is good on and i have a strage feeling.....that feeling is that i feel....so alone......that i can trust no1.....the only friends i can think of rite now r all my anime friends on tv....i just feel like i have no 1 to talk to that i am being left out of things.....at school im never alone got lots of friends......but im here at my house no 1 is awake and im just downstairs....in the dark with only the tv on......i feel left out so i hide in the darkness of my mind....sumtimes when u want to just be alone u relize that u need sum1 to always be there for u...u cant always be by ur self u need sum1 in ur life to make u feel things.....but rite now i have no1 so i hide in the darkness of my mind and keeping all other things out of my mind until i find wat i am looking for....mainly ur never alone....me if i ever wanted to be alone the things i would sleep so i can imagin mainly me and other things that i like and the other place were i am alone is my room....so i will leave u all and enter pure darkness and leave...i will go back into the dark were i came from and not come back till i find wat im looking for.....i hide in the dark away from my enemy the light....i feel left out and alone so the only place i will ever be happy will be with the one i luv the most....until then i hide in the dark waiting waiting till that day comes.....so i leave crying in the darkness of my mind....goodbye for now

(just to let u no im not a goth or anything like that im just lonely rite now....and i will probably be back on in like a week or two....i dont no maybe sonner....i leave u and enter the darkness goodbye)

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Saturday, April 1, 2006


its april fools! but i dont feel into it this year just lazy as usual....probably go and play my final fantasy games....i dunno wat to do rite now just bored like hell!
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006


YESTERDAY WAS THE WORST DAY EVER!!!my gf is moving! she said she was going like futher that Toronto i think...and she said he parents got a new job there so they would probably live there now on! i asked he that she could call my cell and give me her new phone number so that we could keep talking to each other at least! but then she said but i dont want to get in trouble for long distance calling (i didnt care cuz after 6pm it was free on my cell!)so then she just told me she cant keep long distance relationships so she just said srry and then just left..... she is probably going there now! she never told me until the day she moved!....and the thing is that she just said srry she never said goobye nothing like that so me im feeling really really down right now....she was moving and never cared how i felt....probably in one way she did but not the way im felling rite now....i fell like im missing sumthing in my life....like and empty space in u that u just cant find to fit in its place.......she took like a part of me with her and now that part is missing i feel like im not whole....ill see if i can ever get over this in a month or two maybe even a year i dont no how deep my wound is for her love but all i no is ill get over it sum day............
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Monday, March 27, 2006


u no sumthing i decided to come back....lol u will never feel y i was so sad it so funny i went to my aunts house like in scarbrough and we slept over and i was missing my ps2 and other gaming stuff and me being an idiot i left my gamboyadvancedsp at home so all that i was sad for was that i just missed my games....that wasnt even my computer i was on it was my aunts and their was nothing there no games nothin it was SO SLOW!!! i mean it like took an hour just for me to get on the internet GOD!!! well that all i wanted to tell u if u thought i was really sad lol just lack of video games....HMMM i should go see if any new naruto or inuyasha games r in? ill see into that tomorow...ok so seeya later!
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Saturday, March 25, 2006


pain sorrow depression is wat i am feeling for no reason just rite now at my home i feel so....ALONE i feel like to hide in my room and never come out.....i dont feel like i want to come on myotaku anymore i just feel weird rite now so im leaving myotaku just for the rest of the week....i dunno i just feel weird so seeya around sumtime next week in april....
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Thursday, March 23, 2006


hey guys this is just a question tell me do u like that poll? i think it was to big im srry bout that so tell me wat ones u want to keep and how many shows u want me to keep on...ok like 10,20, or sumthing ok so just tell me i dont care make any kind of comment u want k seeya
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