Monday, April 10, 2006

Weird Days Are Here
Well, sry I didn't post over the weekend, nothing came up that...inspired me to post anything, lol. But I've fianlly discovered the joys of youtube, yay!
Today, was such a nice day, well...Matt was back to his old self, always teasing me every chance he got. But I'm all like whatever man.
But, it was such a nice day today that I decided to take a walk after school cuz we got out 20 minutes earlier. I was going to the park to just look at the trees, humming the tune to Penny Lane. Then I see this old lady and she sees me and she exclaims "SISTER!!!" And comes over and hugs me. So I'm standing there, in my school uniform, with some micro mini granny latched onto my neck...and she's not just old, she's like shouldn't you be dead old. And she had red eyes. So she's like in tears, and I'm like...um? And she looks up and says sorry and that i looked like her dead sister, Rita. So I quickly give a small bow and apologize. She said that her sister looked exactly like me before she was tried for being a witch during the witch trials...and in my mind i was like...wait, weren't the witch trials in the 1600's? I turned around and there was nothing there but a white cat and a peice of paper. It was soo weird, it gave all the information about this Rita person, she was said to be one of the most grousome witches in the world known as "The Dark Sister of Satan". That she was pure evil, and there was a picture of her, and she exactly like me!!! So I was all like.....woah O.o imma go home now kitty, but it wasn't there anymore and i was talking to myself.
So I go home and decide to take a shower...just to be calmer, and I took off my glasses (yes the punk/goth/emo/rebeller wears glasses. jeez, just get used to it) and all i could see were her red eyes, and everytime I take them off...it's so scary, cuz all I can see are her eyes and red, like i've gone colorbind. I just hope it doesn't happen when i have my glasses on....gods, that would be so weird.
Any adive....oh, please! I'm freaked!
TTYGL, I've got 5 tests tomorrow, and a pudding that's got my name on it!
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Friday, April 7, 2006

I Woke Up In A Morgue
Well, I don't know how to explain this...but it's Lauren. Yea...i know wht your saying "Didn't she go down the hole?!?" Well, as i said I woke up in a morgue.
I was terrified, I heard every word everyone said about me. Eveything. "We're loosing her!" And I couldn't protest. "I'm sorry ma'am but your daughter is dead." And i was like I'm not dead, i can hear and see you. Aren't I alive? And they rolled me away.
It seemed forever since they left me somewhere cold. Ice cold. I head a door creak open and hear two guys talking, saying that they hate checking up on the morgue. That's when I knew where I was...one of the guys came and lifted the sheet off me and said "she looks young, too bad she's dead now, she woulda been perfect for my son." I was so sick of people telling me that I was dead. And then I was finally able to sit up, almost bumbing heads with the guy. They were so frikin scared, like they saw a ghost or something. They got the doctor, and it turns out that I was really dead and "rose up from the dead". *twighlight zone music plays* But maybe I wasn't really dead after all?
Anyway, I'm alive and kickin now and that's all that matters. And I was really touched on how many people wished me well. Thank you so much! I guess your prayers are answered. Hope this doesn't change how you think of me....cuz all the kids at school thought i was an even bigger freak. And get this, you know Matt? yea, that bastard...he was actually almost in tears when he saw me...he told me how sry he was and gave me a HUG! And no matter what he did in the past, it just made me wanna go awwwwww
Well, I've got a lot of catching up to do. Seriously, ttyl~~!
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

(i'm not good at this stuff am i?)
This is still Lauren's brother, Mike, if you guys are still wondering. And I'm just here to say that my sister died this afternoon.
My father will probably be tried for murder, and then file a divorce with my mother. But the doctors told me not to be sad. For my sister had awaken right before she died...and with her dying breathe she said for no one to be sad for her. So I will try and do as she wishes.
This will not be the last post I will make for her. I will update with things after the wake and funeral.
So when she said for no one to be sad for her....it applies to you guys, too, because I know how into theotaku she was and how she loved to check other ppl's sites and leave comments and draw.
I'll talk to you soon. Bye.
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Well.....
This is still Lauren's brother, Mike, if you remember from the last post. We had some weird weather today!! But my sister couldn't see it, she still hasn't woken up.
The doctors say that she might die because they think we got her there too late. And she also has asthma, which complicates things. They say that if she doesn't wake up by the end of the week that they'll take her off life support, which will kill her.
I'm sad to know that my own father might have killed my sister, but I still hope that the doctors do not have to take her off of the support. Why can't they wait a little longer? I don't know.
Thank you for all your best wishes....I told her, even if she wasn't awake to hear them.
I'll keep you guys posted.
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

I'm Sorry
Okay, how can I explain this, well...this is Lauren's little brother, Mike. Yesterday my sister was hospitalized and has been in a coma ever since yesterday afternoon. Lauren had stayed out 'till about 5:30 with some of her friends, and when she got back home our father said that she was 20 minutes late.
They had argued for some while, and I could really start to see my father's face get red with anger, and the fear in my sister's eyes. At the end he was screaming at her and she had no room to even get one word in. Then, he did something I wish I didn't see. He....stabbed her on the right side of her chest with a chef's knife.
My sister, Lauren, is now at Bayonne Hospital suffering from blood loss, brain truama, and shock.
If you have anything to say to her I'd be happy to say them as soon as she wakes up. Which will be really soon according to the doctors, since my sister is a strong person, and I know that my sister has a strong will. So if you can plz say a prayer for her quick recovery. Thank you.
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   hmmmmmm
(i have no clue why i put that as my subject) Hiya anyway~~! Well, i'm kinda sad that not that many people commented on my FMA pic, but whatever, I did it to please myself and it sucked anyway...i've got no talent.
Oh, and don't even get my started on that Matt bastard! (voice inside my head says that I already did) We were in music class and we had to sing on a stage choir....and he stands behind me. So we're in the middle of a high C and he pushes me off the stage!! It wasn't that bad, only 10 feet, but I landed on my head. And it was so embarassing cuz my friends sed I was in a daze for like 5 minutes asking where the Pilsburry Dough Boy was.... O.o? And there was about 95 peoeple there and 5 teachers, no doubt everyone's gonna be talking about it tomorrow.
Then, after school I went to the doctors. And I was happy cuz i grew an inch since last time!! So I'm like almost 5 foot 8 inches. LMAO, I'm soo special....(voice inside my head adds an -ed after my statement)
Well, exciting day right?!? lol, how was u guys' day?
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Sunday, April 2, 2006

   Excited!
Well, it's Sunday~! (voice inside my head says no der) I'm slightly happier, so that all good. Well, Friday was really fun. I finally had some rebelling to do! (voice inside my head says why didn't i post it friday) Well, there's always been polution problems on my block, so I decided to find out why. So I gathered up some people and we stood outside for about 4 hours. Then we saw the problem, almost everyone threw food out the window, and since it's getting hotter, it stunk.
So I, by myself, went out and laid in the middle of the street in a 4 way intersection. (voice inside my head says i'm a crazy bitch) Everything stopped and looked at me. After 15 minutes of lying there people started to get annoyed, and that was my time to act. My friend handed me a megaphone and I told the people (there were about 35) what I wanted them to do, and to pass it on to others. And surprisingly they listened. And it hasn't smelt bad since Friday night! YAY!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait for school tomorrow, I wanna see what Matt tries to do to me. Or his gang members. I think it's so weird though. Matt is the whitest person you'll ever see, but he pretends to be black, hangs out with black people (no offense), and then he wears a WHITE HOODED sweatshirt. LMAO. Well, I'm no longer afraid, so we'll see what happens. (voices inside my head says that he's gonna try and hurt me and i'll be a wuss about it) Shutup woices or I'll poke you with a q-tip again~~! *eveil laugh*
TTYL!
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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Sweet Revenge
Well, today in class (we don't switch rooms, the teachers come in to us, lol) we got a new seating arrangement. Guess who sits behind me now??!! MATT! And all day he kept stabbing me in the back with a pencil and the pointy end of a compass, you know the end with the needle on it. So overall it was miserable.
So at the end of the day, Matt *coughfaggotcough* was with his group of friends, and so I walked by straight throught the middle to where Matt was standing, and said bye to all the other guys. And then I looked up and shouted, "OMG! Wht's that!?!" Matt looked up, but no one else did.
The oppritunity presented itself so I took it. I kicked him right where it counts. And he went down hard. And I'm sure tomorrow everyone will be talking about how "the weird gothic rebel girl" took one of the toughest guys in the school down. I look back on it now and it seems now that it was mean, but there's nothing I can do about it now.
Well, it's hard to type today. My dad was...."playing" with me yesterday and sprained my right arm, the one I write with. And for once in my life I'm not afraid to say it....I'm fuckng sick of him~~~! There, I said it.
How're you guys?
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

   Only to be knocked back down again
Me, tough? No. lmao. I don't deserve any praise.
Yea, if you guys were wondering, it was that Matt bastard again. Well, we were all at gym, and....well everone had a gf/bf to talk to and kiss. And, well, he was totally making-out with his gf. And he came over to me and laughed at me and kept saying how lonely I am. It made me really sad.
But I got 1st honors again, and i felt really special. So as soon as I got home I showed my mom my report card....she smacked me with a purse (full of text books) over the head and sed it wasn't good enough. I was like...1st honors is the best you can get....and she was like sooo ur not worth shit, then she went out.
And well, I started to cry....yea, this is like my month of weakness or something. I was crying for like an hour, and then it just abruptly stoppped. I went to wash my face and my once normally brown eyes were green. And I was all like O.o woah.
Oh, yea, the play last night was soo gay. My friend and I were told it was about vampires...indeed it was about vampires...GAY vampires~~! I mean like I don't have a problem with gay people...but the whole theatre was full of gay guys making out...and the story line of the play was horrible. Well, I was like w/e. I still went on my first boat ride, and I loved New York, and the shiny streets!!! The sparkly lights too. So it was fun.
Well, my mom is gonna be home soon and my face is still a mess from crying....and my eyes are still green, so I gotta go fix that problem. lmao. Byeas~~~!
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Monday, March 27, 2006

   Better......
Well, today was a lot better. Wow, finally a good day right?!? Lmao, but we still had the religion class from hell.
Thank you sooo much Ace for drawing that for me. I really really like it and I really really appreciate it. ^_^
Oh, yea, another good thing about today! Matt, the guy who sed no one cared about my feelings, well, he was pissing me off, and I slapped him in the face. It felt soooo good.
And sry too, Ace, I woulda found the pic sooner but I was grounded over the weekend because my brother failed a test and my 'rents blamed me for it. I tried to reason with them, you know, and then my dad pushed me down 3 flights of stairs....yeah, another painful visit to Bayonne Hospital (everyone's an ass there). Sprained hip, doc sed I got off lucky.
That aside, I'm so excited about tomorrow. I'm going to New York with a real friend~~! Yay, we're going to see a play. I love her dearly tho, and her parents, they take me everywhere with them, if ya didn't know better you'd say I was part of their family. lol. Well, ttygl~~!
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