Sunday, June 4, 2006

   YAAAYYY!!!
Yipppeeeee!!!! BANZAI! The BG finally works! Muhahahahaha!!! My Final Fantasy X-2 theme is FINALY ALMOST COMPLETE! LOL Anywayz yea even thou it's HOT as HECK over here in California, I'm happy. Well Cause it's like me and my friend Mikiland just got finished doing this one part of this MAJOR assignment for skool. We only neeed to add a few more things and we'll be done. LOL ^-^ YYAAYYY GO TEAM LIL HOLE IN DA WALL!!! LOL ^-^ Yea but then I'm sorta stressing out over this other assignment that we recieved. We're supposed to write some letter to Romeo telling him about Juliet drinking the potion and blah blah blah blah blah. It's due THIS Tuesday! I completely forgot about it....so yea that's y I'm stressed out...sorta. Wellz there goes this weekend wasted to devoation to skool and HW. T-t Boy wish it was Summer already. T-t
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   LOL
LOL hope u guyz liked wut I did to my site. LOl I still need to put in a new BG thou. The other one something happened to it, and it doesn't work. So yea. LOL Already thinking about wut I should change the theme to for next time. LOL^-^ It's like 12:10 PM over here. So yeaaaa...LOLIT'S BEEN SOOOOO HOT LATELY! I swear my hair's gonna fall out from da heat! T-t Soooooo HOT!!!!! Anywayz yea. I'd betta go to sleep now. LOL ^-^ Peace!
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

   Okies....
MMMaaannnn my head hurtz soooo much and we gotta do that Rover crap project for skool! urgh1 at lest I'm happy that 2-marrow I don't have ta go to skool, cause I got an appointment with da doctor! Oh yea! LOL ^-^ mmmaaann dis sucks. *sigh* yea, my life's pretty crappy in a way rite now. I've got such MAJOR self-esteem issues. Thanx to the ppl back in elementary skool and all the past crushes I've had. *sigh* yea....my head hurts sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. The badest/funniest time to talk to me or even be around with me is when I'm bored, hyper, and in pain. Which is werid I know, but that resluts in me getting very WERID. LOl I think I almost have like a drunk/hang over experience. LOl except the thing is that I've never drinken any type of alcholic beverage in my life. lol wellz yea, I just feel groggy today.
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Monday, May 29, 2006

   About Yesterday...
LOL I had so much fun at Knottz yestderday! LOL I kept getting wet at Big Foot Rapids, so LOL everytime we got on that ride I kept cussing cause I would get DRENCHED! LOL ^^ Wut I didn't like thou was the LONG lines! LOL I remember I went one sunday with my uncles and oh my squallness! IT WAS HEAVEN! NO LINES AT ALL! lol anywayz yea. And there's one ride at Knottz that I used to get really scared on and didn't like going on, Supreme Scream. LOL but when I went on this time IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN! The one ride I still don't like thou is Boomerang. I don't like it, it makes my head hurt. Let's see we went on (in chronological order) Ghost Rider, Big Foot Rapids, Bumper Cars, Perlious Plunge, Supreme Scream, La Revolution, Log Ride, Silver Bullet, and then Big Foot Rapids again. LOL ^^ My weekend was fun. LOl I hope all ur guyz's weekends was funnier then mine. ^^
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   LOL okies
LOL okies ppl I'm STILL VERY Hyper! LOL And wellz as u can already see I changed my layout after all. This time I chose Final Fantasy X-2 for no reason. I was just trying to think of wut should my next layout be and all of a sudden that popped in my brain, so I was like "eh wut the heck" So yea there u have it. lol ^^ Hope u guyz like it!
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

   I AM HYPER IN DA MORNING!!!
LOL yep yep I'm hyper in da morning! lol and I'm loving it! LOL I get to go to knottz today, and I have ta leave @ 8:30 AM. But that's okay cause we're going until the park closes I think. LOL THIS IS GONNA BE SOOO MUCH FUN! lOL I'm gonna take a WHOLE bunch of funnies pictures. lol ^-^ Oh and I'm srry I'm not on as I used to be. I hope u guyz can fogive me. I try to be on as often as i can. hmmm...maybe I'll change my layout the next time I sign in. lol ^-^ I miss u guyz so much! lol *starts to remember when Loki was still a new member* ahhh yes I remember it all, T-t u guyz are such nice ppl! I wanna thank Myotaku for introducing me to one of my BEST friends Syida! ^-^ I'll luv u 4-eva!!! ^^ and of course there are my other friends Mikilane, and Kingdomheartsgirl. lol AND EVERYONE ELSE of course! lol ^-^ LUV U GUYZ ALL!! I'M SOOOO HYPER RITE NOW!!! *jumps around, flies off bed, lands smack into the door* -_- ^-^ DO NOT FEAR! I AM OKAY! I WILL NOT DIE THAT EASILY!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! ^^
OKies this is LokiRagnarok FLYING OFF FOR NOW!
*files out window, hits brick wall, flies, hits billboard, files, hit pigeon, FINALLY lands on top of tree* LOL ^-^ Told u guyz I don't die that EASILY. lol ^^
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

   LOL
HIiii there everyone! So howz u pplz doing? LOL I'm so bored and hyper rite now! LOL just sitting here listening to music, w/nothing ta do which is driving me INSANE!! LOL ^-^ I'm so addicted to Myspace rite now lol. let's see....condiering anime wise...there isn't any new anime that intrest me. I'm more into K-Drama, J-Drama, and T-Drama now. LOL oh and MUSIC! yea! LOL I wish KH3 would come out sooner! T-T The ending was sooooo not kool! T-T Man making us wait freaken 2 or 3 more years. I'LL PROBABLY BE A JUNIOR OR SENIOR BY THEN! LOL But hopefully I'll get a car! ^-^ lol okies pplz peace!
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Monday, May 15, 2006

About that guy....
hmmm...I'm gonna give up on that guy. First of all, If it's not gonna work out...then why make things more miserable for me? and Second I think he likes someone else. *sigh* I'd glady give up my happiness for his. The thing I'm worried about is that me confessing to him, might mess up his chances w/the girl he probably likes. *sigh* Then I would feel REALLY bad. Man dis sux. Oh wellz, wut'z done is done. I can't pull back the hands of time. Just seeing him everyday will make me happy enough. Plus it's just to stressing to have a relationship near the end of the skool year like this. Plus boyfriends will probably just give me a headache. I'll eventually let go of these feelings. But for now, even seeing him or even the back side of his head will make me happy. (I'M SERIOUS!) Happiness for me doesn't mean that I HAVE to be with that certain special someone. So I'll just be happy as long as he's happy. Heck if he and that girl (only presuming he likes someone) gets together, I'll smile and be happy for him. Although I know on the inside I'll be crying. I'm okay with that. Happiness for me doesn't mean that I HAVE to have that certain someone's feelings in return, just seeing them happy will make them happy. LOL ALTHOUGH having his feelings in return would make me happier. LOL but I can live with it. It seems that my fairytale hasn't ended yet, and I must continue searching for my prince who's been lost in the forest. LOL ^-^
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

   Guyz are so confusing!
OKies it's like 8:13 rite now. My head hurtz so much. MAN! GUYZ R SO CONFUSING! One moment he says he doesn't like me, then he's not sure?!?! His friends say he does like me, only that I'm too young! TOO YOUNG BY BOOTY!!! HE'S ONLY TWO YEARS OLDER THAN ME!! Urgh. I don't mind. *sigh* Guyz are so confusing. I don't know how he feels anymore. I don't know if he likes me or not. So I'm having a major headache. But that might also be lack of sleep and hunger. Hmmmm...better go find something to eat then. LOL ^-^
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

*sigh* things didn't go so well.
wellz as the subject for this post reads, things didn't go so wellz. I'm happy that I told him thou. *sigh* He says that I'm "too young". MY ASS!!! I'm only two years younger than him! *sigh* I guess he said that to make me feel better, but it didn't I feel like a total fool. From now on I'm not gonna care for guyz, my carrer is my prime goal rite now. Oh and making ALL OF THEM REGRET that they broke my heart. It's already been three strikes for my heart,a nd I think it needs to get off the game. *sigh* I still think about him thou, I can't get over it just yet. *sigh* oh wellz I hope time will help me heal these scars. SO basicallt this is my plan from here until next year.
1) Lose A LOT OF WEIGHT! MUST BE 112!!!!
2) Care ONLY for things and PEOPLE worth caring and worring about.
3) I MUST focus on my carrer. Life's too distracting as it is.

So yea. Those are my three goals. But *sigh* I hope destiny doesn't interfere with it. *sigh* I don't think I could handle antoher heart break. Other wise this happy, hyper, nice, kind LokiRagnarok, I'm afraid won't be here anymore. i'll be too sad and depressed. Plus I've already lost ENOUGH self-confendence in the past, now adding this, wellz there's barely anything left now. BUT! I will strive and live on for tomarrow, and the bright future that I know lies ahead for me. ^-^ So yea *sigh*. Thanx for those who prayed for me. I guess things where never ment to be. Wut stora makes me REALLY sad thou. is that I think my crush might like a really good friend of mine. So yea. *sigh* oh wellz, wutz gone is gone. Even if I want to hold it in my hands and make time stay still, I can't. I just need to move on and forget about him. Hopefully time will be kind and help heal these scars that are still fresh in my heart and mind. *sigh*
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