myOtaku.com: Lady Shadowfox
Friday, March 9, 2007
Another I'm Alive post...
Sorry it has been a very long time indeed. I have quiet much alive at the moment, university course is getting quiet on top of me at the moment and i don't even seem o have time to talk to my friends as well. I have just completed my third project and passed successfully.. woot! Even though i was 2% away from getting a higher mark, which i have kinda made myself do. Only if i had handed in work at that time i would have got it higher mark!
Well, i dont know where to start neither do i have strength to write at the moment, i have been here, there, pretty much everywhere at the moment. Apart from myself. Meh, i don't know what to do sometimes, i just feel really down and depressed. I have been home for the passed week or so and well i thought it would have done me good, but i guess it hasn't.
But it has finally made me see what the source of my problems have been.
And this is the question which i ask myself:
"How do you let go of something, when it so hard to let go off?"
Sometimes i just think i drag myself down, when i should move on, but it is really hard to at some point and i just get really fed up. But its something that is constantly in my face... urgh.
Apart from all that crap, things are going ok... out partying, getting work done and attempting to sort my life out as it comes and goes.
It has pretty much come to my attention that AnimeYume has come to a stop. It's still there but seeing that i haven had time to keep it up and running i was hoping that if i said hat we need memebers to participate i may and the rest of the staff add more things to it.
I hope all of you are ok... it will be nice to hear from you too!