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Saturday, February 18, 2012

I love being able to pop, back into my old account and read old messages, I really missed some of the people I talked to on here, especially Nick...it's been a while, I wish I'd hear a little more for him, he's such a sweetheart...and even Gem, even though she isn't as untouchable. I also miss ed aha if he evens remembers me, oh well, now in college, no job though keep trying. Well idk what else to say xD
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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Something my friend wrote
I cant believe the drama that im in, the flood is getting closer
but i dont think they know i know how to swim
your feelin numb, from all that has become
it leaves your gums,slips down your toungue and travels fast down towards your lungs
and now i feel better, all because i left it behind

i feel the pressure, its turning me black and blue
your nothing but a pack of lies, liars
your just a snake, left me on the side of the road, left me there with no place to go
i cant believe, the troubles that youve caused
the pain is getting stronger, like an open wound without the gauze
its on my brain, its drivin me insane
its on my mind all of the time and if it left, hell that'd be fine.

and now i feel better all because i left it behind

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Monday, September 1, 2008

Like idk i am now supposivly living with my mom...weird and confusing....
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

   Guess WHT!!!
I am super happy!.....I am loving life and also i talked to my guy friend who i'd do anything for...yeah we got in a huge fight were he ignored me but now i am kinda happy he talked to me....only like three words but to me that's sumthing and better than nothing....i love my friends and i hate fighting wth them....they r super important to me!
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   I am having so many problems lately!
God i am hating soooo much! Like me and my best guy friend were i live, aren't friends anymore. I would die for him. But whatever, then my grandma is trying to kick me out of my house for having attitude when i didn't! She's such a witch!!! So my mom is disappointed in me so that makes me feel like crap. And my computer was working just fine till today! Now all my 1323 songs are gone off of itunes! God I hate today....no i am hating my sophmore....ended sophmore year....it has been hell. And it's still not done. I decided i would rebel by peircing my own ears so i have two peircings in each ear...one i got when i was three. the other one i did last night so i am in soo much pain because my ears hurt and i have had f*ing headaches for months. Day after day! Meds don't work they suck. It's because i am majorly stressed. I am so not liking my family right now!....Sorry bout the ranting I just had to get it out....
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Congratulations, I Hate You By Alesana
No one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise
but don't expect me to be happy for you
and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don't want your pity...I hate your pity

taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness
as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
...you took them all...
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

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