Lonely
I feel lonely these days. I'm on AIM, MSN, and Yahoo and there are people online, but they don't or never talk to me. Isn't that weird that people add me, but never talk to me? Why do they even add me if they aren't going to talk to me? It's a strange world. I think my chatting buddies are getting tired of me and I'm sure you guys are tired of me too. Something is telling me that I should leave myotaku again and never come back.
I tried this before with my previous account you know, to be famous, but I already gave that up because there is no way that stupid dream will come true because there is always someone is better than me and I'm on the ground when the others are flying on the sky. Isn't that weird how everyone around me has the life I want and I never get to that level? It's so weird how the thing I desire the most never comes and only the worse comes to get me.
Anyhow, just letting you all know that I'm down again not as bad as cutting myself, but I should do something about this cause I won't feel any better unless I do somethig. Now what should I do??? *goes to the secret basement and never comes back up*
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Lonely
