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Sometimes, it's good to forget, to unleash the horrors inside. Yet, I do not know the true pleasure of such feelings......Death awaits everyone, so I might as well try to have some fun while I can.


Sunday, June 25, 2006

Let's begin, shall we......
Well, seeing as how this is my first post, I would standardly introduce myself, but those things on the side took care of what I would've said. -_-; I'll be using this to put my writings, some spritings, drawings (If I ever scan them that is.), and generally anything else that fits. So, in leau of a "proper" introduction, I'll put my first piece of work.


Concave
By: Kogoshii/Zack

Waiting,
Trying to escape.
The sharp claws slash me,
Killing me from within.

It's strength is growing,
While I grow tired;
Every inch of ground lost,
Is one step closer.

What is this?
I'm starting to slip.
It hurts too much,
I can't give up.

If It wins,
I'll be eternally tormented;
Bleeding forever,
Even after life.

Someday, I fear I'll lose.
What happens then?
Will I fade away,
While It takes the reins?

Not an enemy,
Yet not an ally,
Without It,
Could I survive?

Senseless chaos,
Living today for tomorrow,
With no barriers,
Would It die?

Can't have one without the other.
Sometimes I wonder,
Have I chosen the right path?
I'm able to go on but not for myself.

Keeping each other in check,
Too much of one is life-threatening,
Too little of one means death,
The struggle goes on.

I can't let It win,
For the protection of everyone else.
But I can't win,
For the protection of myself.

How could I choose?
Does it even matter?
No matter what,
I have to stand strong.

Locking everything inside,
Where the only one who can get hurt is me.
I can't take the chance,
Of letting this rend anyone else.

One day this'll end,
That I know.
But will it have worked?
Will those around me have been kept alive?

This can't be wrong,
It must be right.
The only thing to do is to keep moving,
And hope my efforts aren't in vain.

I fall to the ground,
Release the sorrows and howl.
My eyes bleed,
And somewhere deep inside......a laugh.
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