Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   YAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HEY GUYS ITS TUESDAY AND GUESS WHEN I CAN START SWEARING AGAIN? TOMORROW!!!!! YAYAYAYA!! and i havent sworn yet!! as long as i dun swear 2nite at all...then im good, lol, anyhoo...I TOLD U I COULD DO IT KIBA!! HAHAHAHA!! IN UR FACE LMAO!! haha, this is fun!! lol, anyhoo, u know tat guy i was talkin bout b4?? that lonsdale london guy?? ok...u guys know im online like...all the time rite?? well hes on more than me...he literally NEVER SIGNS OFF!! it funny...hes so lame...lmao...::points and laffs at lonsdale:: HAHAHA!! LOSER!! LMAO...haha this is fun 2!! im in a laffin mood rite now...omg..i should paste the convo i had wit narat on here...its so sweet...hes so nice 2 me...ok...im gonna paste it....h/o...here it comes!! lol

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG omg omg omg omg omg omg....U MUST READ THIS!! HE IS THE SWEETEST GUY I HAVE EVA MET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

Asian Bomber [7:42 PM]: my heart yarin 4 ur luv
Asian Bomber [7:42 PM]: my armz want ur comfort
Asian Bomber [7:43 PM]: my earz want ur laugh
Asian Bomber [7:43 PM]: my eyez want c ur face smile
Asian Bomber [7:43 PM]: my soul want u
Asian Bomber [7:43 PM]: 4eva luv ill b 4 u
PLpunkdiva89 [7:43 PM]: awwwwwwwwwwww
PLpunkdiva89 [7:43 PM]: omg...y u g2 say stuff like that??
PLpunkdiva89 [7:44 PM]: u makin me blush
Asian Bomber [7:44 PM]: i juz waz thinkin of u lotz
Asian Bomber [7:44 PM]: mizin u n stuff
Asian Bomber [7:44 PM]: so i juz cam up wit tat
PLpunkdiva89 [7:44 PM]: its so sweet

AINT HE SOOOO SWEET?? omg...hes so adorable...and hes so nice 2 me...anyhoo, well, ive written enuff and leywin is gonna get mad at me again...id betta go now...o yea...and ley?? im gonna take ur advice and change the size of my font...hope it makes u happy!?!?!? lmao...but im gonna do this post in this font...then the next post is gonna b in the new size, so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA u have 2 suffer through the tiny writing again!! hahaha...but i swear...im changin it 4 next time...k?? ok...bye byezeez guyzeez!! later days!!
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   hiya!!
hey...so sry i didnt put up a relevant post yesterday...but yea..i didnt swear yet!! GO ME!! im so proud of myself!! lol anyhoo yea... last nite i got really mad cuz this guy was sayin crap about how he was HAPPY that the WTC was like...bombed or w/e...and that made me really sad and really mad..i mean...how could some1 say that?? its just so mean and cruel...i mean...i understand if u dont like america or w/e but...2 say that ur HAPPY that so many ppl were killed in a single act of violence and hatred...that just...omg...he was also sayin that he has pix of the ppl jumpin out of the buildisand he laffs at them everyday and he says how pathetic they were...omg...that guy made me so mad. i just left the chat and imed ppl...but...i got offline afta a while cuz i was just so like...u know, so i got offline and wrote a 4 page poem about that guy and what he said..and about the hateful and shameful things he was sayin...and he was sayi p about america in general...and u know what just really ticks me off about that guy and what he was sayin?? hes actually from the USA...HE LIVES IN FREAKIN OHIO!!! AND HE WAS THE GALL 2 SAY THAT CRAP ABOUT THE US AND ITS CITIZENS...BUT EVERYTHING HE SAYS IS REFLECTED OFF HIMSELF ALSO!! CUZ HES AN AMERICAN CITIZEN!! omg...ok...gettin mad again...**wooshaa wooshaa** ok...but ok...where was i know?? o yea...anyhoo, if u c his sn dont talk 2 him...hes a freakin idiot, hypocrite, and a hater of like...all ppl and hes a racist pig...here it is...Lonsdale London...and if ur eva bored or sumtin...then im him or e-mail him and yell at him...i know i did...lol...anyhoo, ive written enuff and leywin is gonna yell at me again bcuz ive written a long post...so id betta stop now...lol and i just keep typein and typin and typin...LEYWIN!! R U GETTIN MAD YET?? lol, but seiously, im done now...bye bye!! later dayz
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   ok...this is 4 u ley...
no swearing 2day...flaming ball of death...explosions in science class...the end...happy now?? lol
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   teeheehee!!!!
well...i didnt swear at all!!! yay!! and i didnt even come close 2 swearing at all 2 day!! yay 4 me!!! im learnin now...lol, well, yea....anyhoo, 2day in sci class our teacher blew up 1 of those huge water jugs....IT WAS SO FREAKIN AWESOME!!! it like...exploded!! it flew up and hit the ceiling, and it broke the light...but...more importantly...it turned into a big flaming ball of death when it exploded!! well...i guess im exagerating just a lil bit but...w/e...it was a fire ball tho....then it burned out...i was sad when that heppened...**little tear** lol, but yea..it was weird, cuz when it exploded, every 1 jumped back, but i jumped FORWARD!! TOWARDS THE FLAMING BALL OF DEATH!! lol, well, me bein the pyro that i am, i guess it aint a suprise huh?? lol, but the teacher said that that wasnt supposed 2 happen...it was just supposed 2 get set on fire...it wasnt supposed 2 explode like that...BUT IM SURE GLAD IT DID!! cuz that thing was awesome!! it was the koolest thing i heva eva seen next 2 a motoliv cocktail...and motoliv cocktails r wicked awesome!! if u dunno what a motoliv cocktail is...its basically a HUGE fireball!! and u can make it at home!! my friend travis is tryin 2 teach me how 2 make 1...yay!! lol, anyhoo, thats all that really happened!! and btw...this is directed at kibatoka....ahem...IMA ROBOT ROX!!!! i finally checked them out, and they rock!! not really my style...but they do rock...u were so rite kiba!! lol, anyhoo, ive written enuff 4 2nite...cy'all L8a!! later days ppls!! bye bye bye bye
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   ahhhhhhhh
ok....this is harder than i thought...this morning, i stubbed my toe...again....and i didnt yell, but in my head i was sayin...literally.."PROFANITY PROFANITY!!"...and when i spoke...out yelled "PROFANITY!!" really loud...i actually yelled the word profanity...i think thats my new word...yup yup yup...ok...well...movin on from the edge dare...2 day in algebra...it sucked...my teacher gave us 58 problems 2 do 4 hw...58!!! numbas 14-72....lots of problems...afta i finished...i had lil numbas and equations and addition, subtraction and all those things, flyin round my head...it was so trippy!! lol, well anyhoo, i burnt my finger real bad yesterday...i was bored, so i took out my lighter and a safety pin, and i started 2 burn the safety pin (im a TOTAL pyromaniac btw) and i was burnin it and im like...hmmm i wonder how hot it is...so i pressed my finger against it real hard...and now the pad of my finger is all burndid...and it hurts real bad...yea...word of advice...dun do that!! lol, well, anyhoo, im gonna get back 2 teen rave! c y'all later!! bye bye!!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   ok...straighedge 4 a day...
ok guys...i havent sworn 4 a day...it was hard 2...i almost said the effinheimer this mornin...i stubbed my toe and im like.."O MY GOD!! HOLY FFFFFUDGE!!" i caught myself...yay!! well...im drained and tired and i cant feel my toes and i am really hungry but we gots no food so...im gonna go now...buh bye!!
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   OK GUYS...STRAIGHEDGE 4 A WEEK....AHHHH!!
ok guys...i have made a deal with kibatoka....that i will go straightedge 4 a week, which means no swearing, sex, drugs, or drinking...which...the only thing i do is swear...so...thats iall i g2 not do...ahhhh om so worried....and scared!! ok...leywin knows how much i like 2 swear...i do ita ll the time...she knows...ask her! thats how i communicate...so im gonna die not swearing...ahhh!! ok...well, 4 the next week, i will post every day...every single day...and maybe more than once a day....2 tell u how im doin with this whole straightedge thing...**sigh** this is gonna b tuff, well, leywin will also post and tell u what she has observed throught the day, and report 2 u if i swore at least once...and just so u know...the words considered "swear" are as follows......ahem.....F***, BITCH, DAMN, HELL, SHIT, ASS, BASTARD, AND OBSENITIES SUCH AS COCK, DICK, AND OTHERS SUCH AS THAT (I HOPE NONE OF U R OFFENDED BY THE PREVIOUS WORDS, IF U WERE, IM DEEPLY SRY) ok...now that thats straightened up...whoooo**deep breath out** ok...that was all basically, i hope i can do this...and i hope 4 ur guys' support...lol...anyhoo, im gonna try my hardest, but...its gonna b hard not swearing...ahhhh!! ok...im god, well, ill talk 2 u guys 2morrow and report on my progress...and ley will comment...i hope...she betta, or i gots no proof...!!anyhoo, ive talked enuff...cya 2morrow!! wish me luck guys!! (and leywin...i know ur reading this...u betta not tempt me...or im gonna break ur face got it?? lol, jk...but plz...dun tempt me...im serious bout this) ok...later dayz
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   OMG!! IM SOOOOO SRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING HERE!!! I GUESS ITS JUST CUZ...WELL, I GUESS ITS CUZ I HATE U ALL!! LOL, JK!! HEY...WTF IS UP WIT THE CAPS LOCK BEIN ON?? ahhh thats much betta!! teeheehee, well, ive been up 2 nuttin...i met a new friend...hes real kool and he lives real close 2 me 2...so its kool, anyhoo, im bored...american idol is comin on...but i dun wanna watch it...cuz im on the comp!! teeheehee, well, if any of u guys have AOL, and actual AOL, u should come into this chat room...if ur into chat rooms...which i am...i love them...xcept 4 the guides...i hate them...if u look at my post from b4...ull know y...anyhoo, come into AOL canada-teen rave...its awesome!! if u c the sn PLpunkdiva89...thats me!! say hi!! im always open 2 talkin 2 ppl...mostly cuz i have no life...lol!! well its tru!! well, 2day was the 1st day of new classes...quarter change...it sux...my math teacher..i hate him...he seems real strict...so i dun think were gonna get along very well, and my englics teacher...OMG SUM1 PLZ SHOOT HER OR SHOOT ME!! JUST SHOOT SUM1 CUZ I CANT STAND IT NEMORE!! AND ALL THIS AFTA 1 DAY!! and my science teacher?? omg...have u eva seen the movie Ferris Buell;ers Day Off?? yea...u know the teacher at the beginning?? (Ben Stein plays him) yea...u know when hes takin roll cal...and hes all like "Bueller?? Bueller? Bueller?" and its all in a monotone voice?? and real borin...a voice that could put u 2 sleep?? yea...thats how my sci teach talks...i almost fell asleep 2day...omg...this quarter is gonna suck soo much!! i just cant wait 4 2morrow...**so sarcastic!!** omg...well, im gonna get back 2 talkin 2 my buddies in teen rave...and remeber...if u can, stop by sumtime and c if im in there...talk 2 me!! im o so lonely!! lol, im not but...im always in da mood 2 talk...anyhoo, ill cy'all L8a!! bye bye
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   GRRRRRRRRRRR
well, i was in this chat room rite...and i was talkin buot how the guide hadnt come in in a long time, and i said sumtin bout how i cussed out a guide 1 time ::i told her 2 f*** off:: and afta i said that, i got suspended 4 an hour but...im fine wit that...this is the part that pisses me off...other ppl said the word f***, and they only got suspneded for 30 min...NOT AN HOUR LIKE ME!!! now tell me...THAT JUST ISNT FAIR!!! DONT U AGREE??!! anyhoo, it probably didnt help that the guide that suspended me 2day was the guide that i cussed out like a week ago..teeheehee...im a lil trouble maker!! lol, anyhoo, so for the last, i dun even know how long...i have been usin my new buddy (who actually offered...i didnt force him) to talk in the chats. i would im him 2 paste sumtin in the chat room that i said, and he would paste it in there 4 m...aint he nice??? yea..anyhoo, boy...ive written a lot, its probably cuz i cant go into teen rave....god i love that room...::dreamy sigh:: anyhoo...later dayz
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   Well, they were kinda right....
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :)

What do u guys think bout this 1?? It kinda turned out right.i like bein alone in my room, in a solitary space where i can sit and think 2 myself, but...i dont sit there all depressed and wonder y im still on this earth, cuz i like my, i mean, it could b betta, but...no1 has the perfect life so...anyhoo, comment on this...tell me whatcha think
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