Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Lazy....



ok hi....im gonna stay here for a bit longer but, just incase I do delete the site, heres my addresses to like...everything i have....

AOL/AIM=PLpunkdiva89(@aol.com)
MSN messenger=my_only_choice@hotmail.com
yahoo=my_only_choice89(@yahoo.com)

there ya go if ya ever wanna contact me out of otaku...anyhoo, for all you yaoi fans out there, I FOUND AN AWESOME SITE WITH AWESOME INUYASHA YAOI!! ok, there are like 10 stories and its all in a series and i printed out almost all of them last night and man...are they good. (not only for the sex part) lol, but there is an awesome story line behind it...heres a link for the inuy yaoi fans ^_^

Great Inuyasha Yaoi.

yeah, hope you guys enjoy that^_^ anyhoo, well, since im here i might as well tell you guys whats been going on...travis is coming over on thursday(hes not gonna wrk on friday) and hes gonna help me paint and redecorate and rearrange my room and stuff. I'm gonna paint my room and cieling black and have red stripe thingys(youd have to see my room to know what im talkin about)every so often around the walls. and also, my lil cousin is coming over. its cool that shes coming over but i kinda dont want her to bcuz then me and trav cant do nothin....(dont think nasty, i dont mean sex) but yeah. and today when my mom gets home, were gonna run up to walmart to get my glasses readjusted and then go over to the paint department thingy and get the paint and the rollers and stuff. I CANT WAIT!! ^_^ anyhoo, im gonna go now...ttyl ppl! Toodles! ^_^


and btw, i will be visiting your guys' sites more often.^_^
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

   bye bye everyone
I'm gonna delete my site...unless you guys can think of some really good reason to stay here...then im gonna delete it. I'm just so bored with otaku and i never go here anymore...I never update or visit you guys anymore...and its just so...boring. so, if you guys cant think of some good reason to not delete kogalover05, then im gonna delete it.
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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

About Gizmo...sorry I didnt post it earlier
ok, Ive got a lot of people asking about this and im sorry that i didnt tell you how Gizmo's visit to the vet went earlier but....I kinda just forgot...lol. SORRY!!!

Anyway, he's fine, the vets said that he probably just hit his head on something and lost his balance for awhile which is why he was limpin and/or shaking. And the thing with the food....that he couldnt explain but the vet checked out Giz and said that he was perfectly fine so...I guess it was no big deal! YAY!
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   sorry the long post but...lots has been happening.....
I hate my mom....she's a fuckin whore and i hate her and i can never forgive her for what she has done, and continues to do.

My mother(the whore) is having an affair with a married man.....a fucking MARRIED MAN PEOPLE!!! yes yes yes...shes a whore...anyhoo, ill tell you how i found out this joyful information.

I was lookin for the 3 hole paper punch in my moms room(bcuz thats where she told me she put it) and i couldnt find it anywhere so i looked in a drawer and i saw a binder. And me being the snoop that I am, I opened it and saw that there were about 100 pages of Im convos between my mom and her "friend" james. I had the pleasure...the fuckin PLEASURE, people...to open up to a page where my mother and her "friend" were cybering...CYBERING!!!!

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Yeah, and I turned the page bcuz i didnt wanna read that nasty ass shit, and this is a snippet of the convo...
james: "we have to keep the convo clean, my wifes still up"
mom: "ok baby"
james: "i love you"
mom: "i love you too j"

THE DIRTY WHORE!!! And neither of them have any fuckin remorse for what they are doing...i hate them both...and I DONT EVEN KNOW THE GUY!!!I fuckin stood up for this woman when her ex bf was callin her a slut and a lying cheating whore...I STOOD UP FOR HER!!! And this is how she repays me...by proving that he was right in callin her those names...bitch i hate her. I will never be able to forgive her for this...When I get married...I;m not even sure if ill invite her to the wedding...

And to make matters worse...travis could be dead or in juvi or in jail...i dont fuckin know. He hasnt called practically all fuckin day(and he always ALWAYS calls me)and he said that he would be online at 7....and hes not. I called his house and hes not home and i asked where he was and they dont know. I called over to his friends house where he always hangs out and they said that hes not there and they dont know where he is either....So he could be dead in the road right now for all i know....

Ive been crying practically all day and im still crying...right now as i type this up, im crying my eyes out...and i cant stop...

Sorry to dump all this shit on you guys and im sorry that whenever i post its always about shitty stuff but...yeah anyhoo..ill talk to you guys later....bye
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   omg...cry cry cry
Hey guys....Well, my comp is finally working again but...now isn't a good time to start posting again for me...You see, we got a tiny lil baby kitten last weekend, and hes SO cute! He's grey all over with lil white parts on his feet and nose/mouth. We decided to name him Gizmo. He's so cute, I love him to pieces...but...yes...there is a great big BAD!!! but. When I got home today and brought him out of my room and gave him food to eat, I noticed that he was shaking really bad and it looked like he was limping. I was worried so I started to watch him more closely and I noticed that when he was eating(soft food, mind you) I would hear a loud crunching noise which doesn't make sense since we give him soft food since he's a baby. So I started geting really worried about him and I called my mom and told her what was happening with him. I started crying uncontrolably when I was tellin her this. Although we've only had him for a few days, I love him to death. Well, anyway, I gave my mom the number to a local vet and she's making an appointment for him to go in today.

He better be ok because I would fucking kill someone if he was sick or seriously ill. I've already lost a kitten that I loved very dearly within a month of having him...and I don't wanna lose another one. Especially one as cute and adorable and friendly as Gizmo.....

I told Travis about Gizmo and what I think is wrong with him, and Travis started crying I think. His voice became all shaky and all he would say was "Poor Gizmo." travis has only seen Gizmo once, I think, and already Travis is in love with this cat. That shows you how lovable and adorable giz is....so if anything were to happen to him...omfg...I would so kill someone...most likely my english teacher because she is a fat whore who needs to be shot but anyway....

Sorry this post was so long, and I won't be to your guys's sites often, and I also won't post often either...sorry but...I'm just losing interest with Otaku. And also...I lost the Bush stuff, and I'm in the process of retreiving all the links and such so...next time I post there will be a Bush thing and a Bushism for you guys....

Plz Pray for Gizmo and wish him luck at the vet...I really hope that he's ok...Talk to you guys later..toodles
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Hey guys. Sorry I haven'tbeen to your guys' sites lately but...for some reason, my comp or Otaku or w/e if screwin up and wont let me log on and visit you guys. I can't even post on my own site! I'm at my friend's house doing this right now....so...I'm sorry but...I won't be visiting until OTaku starts goin normal again...sorry!
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Monday, May 23, 2005

PLZ RATE THIS SONG!!!!!!!
My Current Mood


Daily Bash


Daily Bushism
"Our nation must come together to unite." - 6/4/01

OK....I'm so bored right now, and pissed off...but I STILL CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY!!! anyhoo...Travis wanted me to put up a song that he wrote about his pervert friend Terry up here and have you guys rate this so...

A little background info first about Terry. Terry is a perv. He never lets go, if you know what I mean. "he makes best friends with mini-terry" ya get it yet? O.o anyhoo...here's the song...now plz rate it from a scale of 1-10, 10 being the best. 1 being the worst.
**Disclaimer** This song is graphic(I think) so you may not want to read it...but still...plz do! lol

Terry's Paradise
By:Travis

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my nuts and realize there's nothing left
Cause I've been whackin and jackin so long that
Even my mama thinks that my nuts is gone
But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't do it
he be jackin like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how your wackin, and where you jackin
Or you and your homies might be lined in white
I really hate to jack, but I gotta yo
As I Joke I see myself in the Sticky smoke, fool
I'm the kinda T the little Terry's wanna be like
On my Carpet in the night
jackin prayers in my nite-lite

He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise

Look at the situation, they got me facin
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by hornballs
So I gotta be down with the J team
Too much television watchin' got me Jackin dreams
I'm a horny-ass fool wit women on my mind
Got my dick in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a whacked out jacka, set-wacking banger
And my dick is down, so don't arouse my anger, fool
Sex ain't nuthin but a heart beat away
I'm livin life screw-or-die ah, what can I say?
I'm fifteen now, but will I live to screw sixteen'?
The way things is jackin I don't know

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and mini-terry

He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise

jackin and the whackin, Whackin and the jackin
slapin after slapin, rubbin after rubbin
Everybody's runnin, but half of them ain't lookin
It's goin on in the kitchen, but I dont know who's cookin
They say I got ta learn, but nobody's here to teach me
If they cant understand it, how can they reach me?
I guess they can't -- I guess they won't
I guess they jackin; that's why I know my life is all whackin, fool

He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
jackin off in Terry's Paradise
He's been spending most his live
whackin off in Terry's Paradise

Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and mini-terry
Tell me why are we -- so blind to see
That the ones we hurt -- are you and mini-terry

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Hey. I won't be posting today...this is the only post and it has nothin relevant. I'll post Sunday night or Monday night. bye bye
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Friday, May 20, 2005

Something new to my site...
As some of you may know...well, none of you know...I am a Democrat, and STRONGLY against Bush and the war in Iraq. Recently, I stumbled upon an awesome link to all sorts of Anti-Bush pics and articles. Everyday from now on(starting tomorrow) I will post a new anti-bush pic. If you are for bush and the war, or you disagree with the pics and my opinion, then tough. This is my site, and I can do whatever the hell I wanna so, yeah. If you're Republican, just know that I don't hate you...I just hate Bush. So, don't take anything posted here personally! Toodles! ^_^
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   Good News!!! FINALLY!!!!!
Hey guys. I FINALLY have some good news!!!! YAYAYAYAY!!!!! Well, #1 on the list, my back is feelin much better so the pills are working and doing their job! YAY! #2 on the list TRAVIS IS COMING OVER TO DAY!!!!! Yep, and he's gonna stay until Sunday night and YAY! But we won't be having as much fun as we usually do because I still am going to have to take my pills and they put me to sleep. So I'm going to be groggy all weekendT_T But that's ok as long as he's here! And #3 on the list.....is definately the best thing.....NEXT WEEKEND..........ME AND TRAVIS............ARE GOIN TO VALLEY FAIR!!!!!!!! YAYAY!!! Now, I DO realize that some of you don't know what Valleyfair is but...that's ok. Let me tell you what it is. It is THE BEST PLACE IN THE WORLD!!!! Screw that Disney shit...Valleyfair is better! lol. It's and amusement park and it's THE BEST EVER!!! It is so fun, and it's only an hour away! ^_^ Yeah, so me and Trav are like...psyched about that. Anyhoo...

Now on to some bad news...well, I guess it's good news as well. My mom told me to stay home from school today and so...here I am..home from school....lol. I asked her if I was going to school today and she's like "No. You need to stay home so you can take your medicine and get better quickly." And I'm like...ok. But yeah.

Now, here's a tiny bit of bad news. I found out a side effect of the meds that I'm taking. I'm not sure which 1 but...I don't like it. One of the side effects is uncontrolable shaking. Like, it started last night, and it is still going. My hands won't stop shaking, so it's taking me like, forever to type up this post because I keep hitting the wrong keys. And last night, I tried to knit because the scarf HAS to be done. Well, it HAD to be done a week ago and that's why I'm working so hard at it. Anyhoo, and I couldn't do barely anything on it because my hands kept shaking.....>_<

Anyhoo, sorry the long post but, they won't be this long in a lil while tho. Everything will calm down and there will be nothing to talk about so just...calm down..I SAID CALM DOWN!!!!! lol anyhoo.

Toodles
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