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Friday, September 16, 2005
reason i'm not smiling?
or reason i can't? life is changing again...and i'm tired of it... i don't like it anymore, cause i can't keep up. i feel like crying but i can't. ppl come up to me and ask, "y didn't u join art club?" and i just say, "i didn't fill out the stuff." i've been in the same artist block for almost a year it seems. my mom thinks i have depression, and u know what? i've said before hand that i think i have depression, and all they could say was, "ur looking for something that's not there." well if i am, then how come others can see it too? i feel lost and isolated... confused and misled....well i guess my life is reaching it's hight point.... the other day someone asked if i was trying to be gothic. i said no. another person got me pissed off. one of my closes friends ditched me. another one is defending a person that acts like a slut, my other friend i rarely see anymore, another one is shattered on the inside, and life will never be the same. as i type this i'm holding back tears, but they're still breaking free. i'm making stupid decisions and trying to make them right, i don't know how to deal with this, and ya know what? i'm not sure how long i can.....there's more, but y waist ur time reading all the crap in my life?
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