Sunday, March 28, 2010

Where to start?
Life is going good, I have never been so emotionally happy before... I think I have found my 'One'. I love her with all my heart, and I didnt think it was possible, but its true. I would give my life for her and I want us to last forever, despite what anyone else might think.

However, everything else is going bad... My computer is no longer in my room due to a C+ on my progress report, my cell phone was taken for 4 months and is in constant threat of being taken again, I have taken 5 more hours worth of daily chores, and my hair has been butchered 3 times in the past 6 months... thats 3 times as many haircuts I get in 2 years most of the time...
Due to all this 'Rehabilitation' my dad has done to me to try to get me to better in school, has made it worse... I got all C's and a D last semester and so far I have 4 F's a D and an A, half way into this quarter, because of it... My dad now thinks I'm doing drugs on the side in secret, EXCEPT I'm on the computer ALL day, or doing his stupid chores......
I am entirely substance free....

Anyways... I was also signed up for karate last year again... I quit before because they were cheating us out of money, not advancing me... I've been back a year, prices are up again, and I advanced once and they're back to the same crap! But! Get this - my friend had quit too, and we started back at the same time, except she goes FOR FREE! Not only that, but she is also a rank higher than me, and is still learning more, while I learn NOTHING when I go in to my private lessons... If only that was it though, she once came in during my private lesson, and helped me train on her alittle, and then 5 minutes in, she asked ONE question and she ended up taking the last 25minutes learning new stuff and practicing, in MY private lesson... She isn't even there as often as me too... She has spent 3 months doing stuff for choir that she hasnt been able to attend...

So... 2 weeks ago, I was at karate with her, I was showing tons of effort, since I guess what I was putting out wasn't enough? And I tried so hard, I ended up popping my knee out, falling as it popped back in... That motion chipped the bone in my knee so I have to have it surgically removed, and the bone over this whole time has torn some of my cartiledge since my dad has made me walk on it since then, even though I can't fully straighten or bend it...
I got the MRI today, no results yet, but it was the worst expirience of my life... I was in so much pain because I didnt have the support to keep my leg still, I was trembling the whole time and it made him have to redo it acouple of times... I was there, laying, with my leg almost straight, and pushed to the top, of the MRI machine just to try to keep it still, which over the 40minutes that it took, HURT LIKE HELL!

Not sure if they will be able to read it, but I do not want to do it again...
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