new inspiration
yup... im finally inspired to do something xD
idk why or how i got it... it just came to me why i should try to do stuff better and work harder at stuff... i want to say it was cause of jade and what she did yesterday and how she did it but im not you usually impressed by that kinda stuff...
i dont know why but when i got it it kinda felt good like i could feel my heart for awhile... really weird cuz i was depressed but feeling good for awhile.... i really dont know what im talking about right now since theres alot on my mind from it and it happened like 3 hours ago but i felt alot better... ive found that the deeper depression im in the better i feel and the more motivated i become... that might not make since but thats kinda what its like...
lol... il shut up now... i just wanted to you all because i will probably be acting different soon... hopefully for the better
