Sunday, September 25, 2005

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Thank you guys for the pictures! I didn't have time to look at them all, but thank you!!! That was so nice of you, Shizuka-chan!

Anyway... I seem to have caught the cold, and I still have a bunch of physics to do. *groan* But, I may be getting help today from my friend in my Japanese class. So... it should be okay.

Hmm... nothing else has happened. I cleaned my room yesterday... ^^;;

And on Friday I went to the universtiy library and checked out some books. About alchemy... ^^;; Not that I know when I'll ever have any time to read them. But they seem very interesting.

Hopefully, as soon as I can understand my physics, I'll be back alive on here....

I miss you guys!

To all who visit, arigatou gozaimashita!




~Kanau
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

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I have a little time to update. I wish that I had more time, but my physics class is quite difficult.

I'm really glad that I have a friend in my Japanese class that's good at it. It makes me feel better that I know someone that can help me... ^^;;

Ah, Kana-chan and I watched the movie. There were no subtitles, but I understood the main points. It was good.

I cried a little at the end of that too. If you didn't already know, when we finished watching the series we both cried.

A lot.

I liked how the movie ended better than how the series ended. But I supposed that it wouldn't quite be HagaRen if something sad didn't happen.

And I found out that on the 3rd song on Winry's songfile, she's singing about Ed's watch. ^^;;;(Not exclusively. She just mentions the watch. And the song's called "Gindokei" --- 'gin'=silver, 'tokei'=watch;but when the word 'tokei' is connected to another it becomes 'dokei') So... yeah.

I have way too much work. This cannot be healthy fot a person.

And.... I think... dare I say it... I may be getting sick...


Ugh. I don't need this now.

Anyway. If anyone knows where to get any HagaRen pictures, I'd appreciate it. (although I won't get a chance to look for any for quite sometime...)
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

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I'm sorry that I haven't been on. I really miss you guys a lot.

Kana made me a new layout. I love it! ^^ Arigatou Kana-chan!

I might be able to get on a little more often later this week. I hope I can.

Kana-chan and I have finished watching the series of HagaRen. I cried... And we've watched part of the movie. The 2nd part won't download for some reason. It should be done tommorrow.... I may get to finish it. With Kana-chan, of course.

And, Kana-chan, I hope that you are getting better!

And I really really would like to visit your sites, but I have to sleep now... I'll try and get to them later.... I'm sorry. I wish I wasn't so busy.

(my physics class is attempting to bury me in assingments)

I hope that after I catch up/see how to manage my time then I'll have more time to live on the computer.

So... I hope to see you all then!

Thank you for visiting!!!


~Kanau
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Zettai nakatta mo...


I'm sorry that I haven't been on here much... I really miss it, but I have so much work now... I guess it can't be helped.

I really really wish I had more time to be on here, but right now my classes are really really hard, and the teachers are giving a lot of homework assignments.

I may ask Kana-chan to update for me once in a while, to tell you about what's going on.

I joined Kana-chan's club... =^^=

And Mew-san, I'm so sorry about the lessons!! ;_;
I'd really like to get back to teaching you, but... apparently my schooling won't allow it... ^^;;;

And I'm sorry that I haven't gotten to anyone's site in so long! I'm sorry guys... Hopefully I'll get a litte bit ahead on my work in a while, and then I'll have some time. Okay? Sorry, again...

Thank you for understanding, (if you do)reading and commenting.


~Kanau
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

Watashi wa... nakatta nda yo ne.... gomen ne.
(I... wasn't here.... sorry.)

I'm sorry that I haven't been on here that much lately.

School is a lot of work.... --__--

I have to read 1 1/2 chapters for my physics class, finish a workbook and a packet, and read the next lesson for my Japanese class, do math homework, and read a book for my honors class.

And I have to do all of it this weekend.

So... I was planning on hanging around here this weekend, but it looks like I won't be getting around to it. I'm sorry. I really miss you guys!

And I haven't been able to visit your sites... ;_; Sorry!

And Mew-san, I was planning on getting you the next lesson, but I'm not sure if I can do it this weekend... I'm really sorry. I'll try, but I'm a little overwhelmed with work right now. ;_;

By next week, it should be better. I have an idea of how much work I'll be getting, so I think I'll be able to pace myself better. And I also'll be used to school, after a week. The first week, I was using up all of my energy getting used to going to school, and I had none left to do my work with...

By next weekend, things should definately be better. I should have time then. And if not.... then I'm sorry in advance!

Umm... that's all I really have to say, I think.

Oh! My manga came today! Now I have my Hagaren manga! =^.^=
Not that I can actually understand it, but... hey, it's manga, it's Hagaren, and I'm happy. (even though I have a ton of work to do) I also got some artbook-type things. 'Material Collections', I think they're called. But anyway... it all cost me a lot of money and as a result of ordering it about 3 weeks ago, I am still broke. XD

Oh well. I'm not complaining. I just wanted people to know that I'm not rich or anything... I saved my money for a good long time before I bought that!

Anyway, I think that's all.

I'll try and get on next weekend, and before then, I may try and update, just so that you know that I'm alive. ^^;;;

Thank you so much for reading and commenting~!


~~Kanau
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Yo~shi!
(all right!)

Hmm... today was better. I didn't have math XD

I did have fun today though. I got completely confused in physics, and we got our first homework assignment. It's only 13 problems or so, but each one takes so long!!

And I wanted to say to Kya the Battousai, I'm really sorry that I haven't replied to your guestbook signing!! I haven't checked it in a long while, and I haven't been able to get back to you yet! I'll do it in the next couple of days, okay?

Hmm... I'm not sure what else to talk about, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to make it to your sites... I'll do as best I can though.

Ah, Japanese class was the best! (and just for some random info, my high school didn't have Japanese either, so I taught myself until I could get into college. XD )
It was fun, and I'm glad that I already know all the hiragana and katakana. My brain couldn't memorize all of them as quickly as we're studying in class. ^^;;

Hmm... nothing else, much. I think I found the cure to my super long posts....

School. XD

That's all for now, I guess.


Thank you so much for reading!


~Kanau
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Yokatta, yokatta
(it was fine x2)

Well, everything basically went okay. ^^ I like my classes and my teachers. Which is good.^^ I was late to Japanese, because our math teacher didn't let us out on time... so that upset me a little. But other than that, and I have a heck of a lot of work, it's going good.

And I'm sorry that I didn't get to your guys' sites, I really wanted to, but I have a bunch of work to do already. XD And it's just the first day....

I'll get to 'em on the weekends though, I promise.

And on days that I don't have to do much, I'll make sure to visit.

And, Mew-san, I'm sorry that I didn't get back to you yesterday. I'll give you the next lesson as soon as I can, okay? ^^

Thanks again everyone~!

Sorry I have to rush off like this...



~Kanau
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Monday, August 29, 2005

Hajimari no Hi
(Starting day)

I'm really sorry that I didn't get to anyone's sites today. I should have, but I didn't. I'm sorry you guys...

Well, we watched up to episode 24 of BLEACH. I must watch more! But I don't think that I'll have the time to do it much more.

Ack! Classes start tomorrow. I have to leave the house a little after 7 so I can find my class by 8 ... And, I'm walking. XD Our house isn't that far from the univerisity. It only takes about 20 minutes to walk there. I think that I'll enjoy it.

Then I'll probabaly have to study for a while... Then I may have to clean up the downstairs, depending on how messy it is. (our house is an upstairs/downstairs duplex. Kana-chan and I are downstairs, and SakuraYume and our mom are upstairs.) Then I may try to draw or write or something. I'll see how it goes. ^^

We just got some good news.=^^= Our mom doesn't have to go over to Washington tomorrow. She talked to him on the phone. And he agreed to her offer. So they have unofficially settled. So my mom doesn't have to go now.

We're so glad...

So now I'm sure that tomorrow will be fine =^_^=

~Kanau
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Saigo no hi
(last day)

Okay, I think I'm feeling a little better today. I'll try not to loose hope. Thanks a lot you guys. I really appreciate it.

Alright, this last day, before I start classes, I'm going to enjoy myself. By doing what, I'm not to sure. Maybe I'll have a BLEACH downloading marathon. Or something. I have to look for Black Cat. That shall be my mission tomorrow.

Hmm... what else? Nothing worth mentioning really.... I don't think.

Ugh. I really don't mind school, actually. I just always seem to get overflowed with a massive amount of ideas for random things (stories/drawings/etc.) in the middle of class! Grr... Oh well. I plan on adjusting my supremely abnormal sleep schedule, so that I may sleep at odd hours, and then work as much as possible on other things when I'm not studying... It seems as though, even though I have time, I have no motivation in the summer... Which is... frustrating to say the least.

That's all I can think of.

I shall enjoy my last day of freedom~!

~Kanau


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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Nanimo.
(nothing.)

Okay then. Thank you everyone for your words of kindness. They really mean a lot to me right now. Everything should be okay. Eventually. I hope.

And about my life… nothing worthy on mention has been going on. I actually am not sure why I’m updating lately. You guys come here to read something that’s at least halfway interesting, right? Sorry. ^^;;

Anyway I wasn’t productive at all, because my mom was supposed to have a phone conference, but my “father’s” (I use that word very lightly) lawyer didn’t have the courtesy to call my mom’s lawyer to tell him that she would be gone. So we have to wait through the whole weekend, on pins and needles wondering what in the world is going to happen. *sigh*

So… yeah, this is how I have to spend the last two days I have before classes start. Worrying myself sick. It’s not so much the thought of the trial, just that overhanging cloud of sickness and depression that comes with any thought whatsoever of our “father”.

So yeah. Hopefully I can distract myself from my life for the next two days. And while after that, because if we have to follow that parenting plan… v_v


But I’ve decided that because I’ve been left out of it, and the court isn’t going to do anything with a minor that’s in college, I’m finally going to do it.

I’m done. I’m cutting off all contact with him.

~~ And Kana-chan, I really, really want to be there with you and SakuraYume, but I think that it may be better for you to have a sister that’s mentally sane… If I go there, I don’t know what’s going to happen. I would go to give you support, but if I went, I don’t think that I’d be in the mental state to give you that support. I hope that you can understand. The last thing that I’m doing is abandoning you. I really think that I can do more for you if I take care of my mental health. I can’t help you if I completely break down. But if you need me to come with you, I don’t know how I could say no……… ~~~

~ Kanau

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