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I LIVE IN MY OWN LITTLE WORLD....BUT IT'S OK....EVERYONE KNOWS ME THERE....

IF YOU CAN'T EXCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM.....THEN YOU'RE NOT MY TRUE FRIEND.....FOR THAT I GRIEVE....




Wednesday, November 21, 2007


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im not sure what i feel at this given point.......its kinda empty......blank......u know.......there really is no word that i know of to describe it.........kinda sucks not knowing what ur feeling.......but sometimes u wish u never knew.........at this time im glad i don't know what im feeling.......it could be bad......or hurt........i don't want to feel that at the moment.......so im soaking up the dark and saving it for another time and place..........not knowing how u feel helps u deal with things ur either not use to or know how to deal with..........but its hard to tell someone something u don't even know about........worse thing is.......its in ur head.......and u don't even know its there half the time.......it lurks in that dark corner in the back of ur mind.......waiting for the right moment to leap out at u........blinding u when u least exspect it.......kinda scary don't u think......and it's fustrateing as hell.......sometimes it makes u want to bring a gun to ur head and pull the trigger......just to get them out......it urks me......my emotions.....they never give up and never give in........all i can do is embrace it......
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