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Tuesday, January 1, 2008


no.028 //01.01.2008
NEW YEAR HAD A BAD START. I STARTED BLOGGING HERE AND THEN I DID SOMETHING, FORGOT, NOW I LOST THE LONG AZZ BLOG I WROTE ABOUT CHRISTMAS, CAMP AND NEW YEAR. FAR OUT.

Okay, sulking stops, start working.
Since I'm lazy, I'll blog... Nishikido Ryo style...

*CHRISTMAS EVE
- went church, altarserved
- saw Takuya's bro and his friend
- met Raymond <3
- Christmas at his house HEHE

*CHRISTMAS DAY
- phone with Vi~
- Joseph left for Vietnam
- called me by accident instead of ***** before he left
- happy

*BOXING DAY
- shopped around for camp stuff
- packed for camp
- zzzzzzzz

*THURSDAY
- met at scout hall
- left for camp
- put up tents and stuff
- the gate of doom
- filled in contact lists
- ate
- rest

*FRIDAY
- challenge valley
- team trails
- flag pole
- blew a fuse
- interview
- quiz
- cleaned up
- tripped over tent
- food
- cubs washing dishes? <333
- tripped in front of SOMEONE
- tripped over the same stump twice
- prepared for campfire
- campfire
- snow white and the seven dwarfs
- cinderella LAWLZ
- called Vi <3
- caught up with missed calls with Martin
- zzzzzzz

*SATURDAY
- archery, sock wrestling
- scootering/mountain biking DOWNHILL <3
- some rope crap and catapult
- food
- church
- market night [nail parlour]
- MELBOURNE PWNED SYDNEHHHH
- wide game x___x
- zzz [failed all-nighter]

*SUNDAY
- packed up
- cleaned up
- Richard has same b'day as me
- signed scarves
- Martin called again
- lunch, slapping etc.
- dropped the 'ring' in the prison...
- Andrew crawled inside the prison 8D
- ...got out with the ring
- got second place for challenge valley
- tied 2nd place with group 9
- GROUP 8 FTW
- said bye... to naruto headband
- Vi's group pwned us all
- home
- net
- zzz

*YESTERDAY
- went to the city with Sydney-minions
- photopwush
- galactic circus!!!
- lanyards~
- TIME TO GO HOME.
- EVERYONE CRIED. AFTER THEY LEFT.
- WENT TO ST ALBANS TO EAT
- WENT HOME
- LOADS OF PEOPLE ON SUNSHINE PLATFORM 1
- GOT HOME
- STEVEN YOU FAG
- KIEN, TAKE CARE OK?
- NEW YEAR: ON THE PHONE WITH VI
- PHONE 'TIL 3
- ZZZ [FAILED ALL-NIGHTER]

And yeah, that's all that's happened so far. Everything's all good, life's alright, JUST NEEDS A BIT OF LONGAN IN IT m[><]m~ KIM CHI / KING CAT MISSES LONGAN FRUIT / PRINCESS JOE

<3 kaizenkaoru

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007


no.027 //19.12.2007
Well let's see, tomorrow is Phillip Tao, Yamashita Shoon and Hitsugaya Toushirou's birthday...

Since my last entry, I guess I've changed a bit...at least. I've gotten over that guy...and now it's the holidays...I changed scout groups... camp is just around the corner after Christmas...and yeah.

I received my report...but... it's not mine. I got Donna's report instead xD~ So I gotta swap it this Saturday...and collect my Wink Up magazine... and Wild Adapter manga if they have it...

Nothing much has changed in my lovelife... my troublesome lovelife was what made me open up a myotaku account anyway... Me and a close friend like the same guy, he likes another girl, I say screw guys because it's year 12... and I gotta focus on drums too... Holy... knowing myself pretty well, I know I won't last... maybe I should at least beat 'him' in staying single... another 3 years plus of single life to catch up to him...

IMHO, I think that relationships weren't for me to begin with. I felt this while reading through my MSN contacts and their corny nicknames/personal messages... I seriously can't do those kinds of things... It's too corny for me LIKE WTF. To be honest, all the corny shit makes me feel sick, whether it'd be 'I don't need anyone 'cuz I got you boo', 'You're my sweetheart and I'm glad you're mine', 'I'm into you, I need you boo' and finally 'every kiss and every hug you make me feel in love' [credits to a particular someone...]. Plus I can't say I miss someone when IMHO I DON'T. And in relationships, you have to put out time and effort for things to work out... I'm not cut out for it. I got other stuff to worry about... As long as I'm thinking within this mind frame, kids, let alone marriage is out of the question. I guess I'm the individual type inside out... I had all of this year to figure this out, from failed crushes to the Chemistry teacher telling me that I'm an individual learner, and that I'll understand things better if I read things through on my own. Aish...

I can't say too much on here because it's the INTERNET... but I hope that this Christmas, I get my drum kit [mom and I agreed on an electronic one] and take this chance to see everyone, especially my old love [not the right word?], Akimoto Takuya~ and whoever else ;D. I get the hunch this Christmas will be a great one, despite my dad being overseas and such...

Take care and Merry Christmas to you all~

<3 kaizenkaoru

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Sunday, October 7, 2007


   no.026 //07.10.2007
YOY.

About him... I may have gotten over him, but my stubborn mind might not wanna admit it. Yet. I'm getting tired of all this, so I think it's about time I start over. Question is... WHEN?

We'll I'll leave all that thinking for later.

My weekend was awesome, compared to the last one. Saturday was the moon fest for the two scout groups, Yet Kieu and my one. I went to the Yet Kieu one which honestly wasn't as fun as my one... but was much more bigger. I watched Ho do the lion dance... Kevin doing face paint... Martin... standing around >_>...

At my scout group... I got my pressies from TIEN!!! She came back from Japan... and added a $100 debt to my name. She got me a Kawaguchi supporter jersey, L keychain [LOST ATM], Bankai Hitsugaya phone decoration, 'no sleeping' mini plate, JFA phone decoration, two Bleach official animation/character books 8D~ Well after all the activities and stuff... where Sugar Honey Ice Tea vs'd Piggy Back in stuff... we went home. I went to Truong Thanh's house... and found out it was her birthday the next day. A.K.A today. ANYWAY said happy birthday, watched Ratatouille... and got emo over the fact that RICHARD, CHRIS AND LONG WERE HAVING A SLEEPOVER AT ALAN/ALBERT'S HOUSE. I MEAN... WHEN YOU GET RICHARD X ALBERT + A SLEEPOVER... YOU GET... YAOI.

But... *sigh* there's always another day...

Anyway... the highlight of the day... was watching Kevin [oh yeah I saw Ken after what... a million years >_> He hasn't changed. I didn't get to see Karolyn and Kris though...] face painting... This girl asked him... 'can you draw?' or something. He's like... 'I can't draw a lot of things xD'. Then. She wanted him to draw a dog face on her... he's like... 'What does a dog have...?' xDDDD So I showed him a picture of a dog... and I helped him make brown... It was so awkward and funny watching him. I wonder if he remembers who I am >_> BAH. I'M ON YOUR CONTACTS LIST FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.

Today... woke up early and stoned for church... GUH I swear I should have went church yesterday... Bun would've been there. Argh. He's so adorkable.

And today I just found out something pretty shocking. And to remind myself what it was... *Nina sent me something* OKAY I'M SCARRED FOR LIFE NOW.

OKAY I guess this entry sounds happy enough. Now... must get back to my studio arts homework... that was due last term... that... half of us didn't hand in... OKAY BYE

<3 kaizenkaoru

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