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Monday, January 9, 2006


   4:25 pm





Mood:Image hosted by Photobucket.com I need a hug



Music: 3 doors door- superman kryptonite


I'm sorry, i should of updated sooner. I just wasn't in the mood. Once again I'm mad at my friend. I guess i really never got over it anyway.
It has to do with this stupid internet boyfriend again. She randomly asked me on Thursday what i do if she ran away, and i told her that i wouldn't let her.
she asked why and i respondered and said because you're my best friend. Then i asked her if this had anything to do with her running away to Oklahoma (where the internet dude is)
And she said no... maybe..I told her i still wouldn't let her go and she said what are you going to lock me in your room and i said no your mom can do that. She said i was a bad friend.
Am I really a bad friend for caring? Then on friday we were walking home from school and she said you know i'm still mad at you and i said well you expect me to be peachy with you. She said she didn't do anything.
I guess saying i'm a bad friend isn't anything. ::sighs:: maybe i am just a bad friend. I asked my one friend if i was a bad friend and she said no... I don't know who to believe anymore. Maybe i shouldn't care anymore if she runs away to meet
a kid she hasn't even know from a month. I shouldn't care that she might get raped or killed. It's her life and she obviously doesn't want me to care for her... Would this make me a better friend? Heh.. well today was boring I did absolutely nothing
of importance I have to go... guitar lessons... maybe Bob (my guitar teacher) can cheer me up See ya

ja ne for now


Joninfox


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