Thursday, November 11, 2004

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Monday, November 8, 2004

   not a lot

--Her of the 10-- She wears no crown of the land that she commands Her kingdom lies tattered thrown lifeless to the sands Her wisdom knows no bounds brimming with new knowledge Many see her beauty and so they do acknowledge No queen of theirs posseses her true boundless strength Her endless understanding can surely have no length Her mercy is of legend told far across the sea The foundation of her love recognised for it shall be Her splendor is plain to see no need for second checks And she will have her victory in this world or the next ---------------------------------------- another one for y'all, and those of you who have an interest in etymology, you may get the ff7 reference and on that note, i depart

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Saturday, November 6, 2004

   surreality

today was a weird day, not overall, just because of a single event just a few hours ago. i had been walking around with my friends and having a good time. it came to about 12 o'clock and we started to walk people home y'know kile taking a strange route home so we could drop people off on the way so nobody walked home alone except for the last person, nice. and so we dropped people off and the group got smaller and smaller til it was this girl that i like and another female friend of mine. we dropped off my friend and so it was the girl i like and me. nothing happened if thats what you wanted to know, just idle chat about college and work etc... i left her at her door and began to walk back to my house (in the next town) and for no reason at all, i broke down crying. just a total release of emotion, it was like a few years worth of tears in a few minutes. this went on for a while until i got it under control. i got off my knees and shuffled home and got in the door. i have a few ideas about why i started to cry, at the few funerals and terribly despairing events that ive witnessed first hand in the last few years ive been probably the only person not crying or showing emotion, and maybe my affection for the girl just made me relax to allow this release. im still not totally sure, well im going to have a cup of tea and go to bed cos its 02:35 GMT, very late , or early depending on how you look at it. bye for now

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Friday, November 5, 2004

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