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it's important to me for you to know one thing that you will always have a piece of my heart. Your in every cup of tea i drink, movie I see, travels I take, music I listen to, stars I gaze upon, and choices I make. I truly hope for a future with us. With you I feel as though I have found a soul mate, or as close to one as you could have. If we come back to eachother someday we will truly know how strong our friendship and love is. I love you and always will, reguardless if it is in an intimate manner or in friendship. You've touched my life in ways I never thought possible. When we're together the outside world doesn't matter, we've got something most people wait a life time to find. This is honestly the hardest thing i've ever had to do. Whenever you're around my problems fade awayand my heart lifts. God- I prayed so hard for God to find a way for u to be together. All that I wanted was for you and me to be together and continue the love we had. my heart aches when i think about you. You have one of the most kindest hearts of anyone i ahve met, dont loose that. I will miss you. you will always be im my thoughts. I love you Billy and ALWAYS will.
-ashley

sexii6-crazii8-fortunatefew-burnbabes-burnboiz-love you all..thanx for everything

NikkiAmyEricaShaunaCaseyAshleyKellie--my girls*thanx 4 everyhting*

BillyJoeySeanNateMattMikie--my guys*thanx alot*

i love all my friends no matter what happens ill always be here for you

*MUAH* :-*


Sunday, December 25, 2005


OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i havent been on here in so long!!

like 1 2 3 4 5 months...thts along time...so lets see...im now 16 WHOO!! lol..im not over that dumbass Billy yet..stpid me!! and he has a new gf too...they have been gin out since like 3 staurdays ago..that too long..i heard she goes thru guys loke woah..i also heard that she cant get guys like woah too..ohh well whatever..


my and my bestest friend Nikki are married..yay lol..(for pretent)) thats darkheart13..umm...

yeah i guess thats it...lol..im such a booring person..ohh well u kno u love me!


<33

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Friday, August 12, 2005


so true
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What you need most in life is Friends.
Without friends, you wouldn't be able to go on with
life. You rely on your friends to always be
there for you when you need them, when anything
ever exciting happens, or bad happens, your
friends are the first people to know. You love
the feeling of knowing they're there for you,
with listening ears and opening arms. You need
people to talk to and depend on.


What do you need in life?
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   we are over
me and billy are over...i think my best friend hates me-or else she is rele mad at me..my heart is breaking...i just give up...
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   ...
i give up...
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005


i am
depressed girl
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


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me


You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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quotes...
i guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in the world, but he chooses to be with her..becaue life is better with her by his side.-theperfectman

if he loves you then when you turn around to walk away he try anything to gt you to stay

you cant really smaile till you've shed a couple tears

everytime i see your face
im remimded of the past
i remember how thing used to be
and how i wish they were

im goig to disapear in a cloud of black smoke...as i whisper come and get me...
youll come if you love me

sometimes in life u encounter alot of unexpected an unexplained things ppl u thought u could trust lie ppl who promised would always b there walk out on u ppl who u thought were always gonna care for u suddenly say they want nothing to do with u ppl u never thought u could love are the ones u end up thinking about at the end of the day an u realize u couldnt imagine ur life without them........some ppl think everything happens for a reason an some ppl think its jss a coincidence...maybe we will never know wat it was but it doesnt matter all that matters is it happened whether u wanted it to or not u can let it go or u can deal with it life is to short to sit an wonder wat if wat if..... what if doesnt matter u gotta live for now if ur stuck in the past u wont see all the good things in front of u all the new oppurtunities that u have NOW so if u love some1 tell them if u need some1 tell them if u cant get some1 out of ur mind tell them u need them u love them u want them in ur life u wanna spend forever with them life is wat u make if u dont put up a fight things arent gonna come easy an if u think things like love r gonna come without any problems u better not ever fall in love love makes u a strong person it makes u care more about some1 else than u do for urself it makes u see the world at a different point of veiw it makes u feel good it makes u cry it makes u sad it makes u wanna die it makes u wanna smile it makes u laugh it helps u grow some ppl arent lucky enough to find love an thats really sad some ppl wait all there life for the 1 person who knows how to make them laugh an smile an feel wanted an accepted bc everybody needs to feel that they are wanted they are needed especially girls at the end of the day some girls cry themselves to sleep cuz the man they once loved is with some1else or doesnt even kno they exist some girls pray night an day to find the man who will love them unconditionally some girls give up an dont believe in love which is the saddest thing ever love has the power to kill who u r inside an also the power to make u take ur own life so when u tell some1 u love them make sure u understand what it is that ur REALLY telling them

The day you slipped away
was the day i foud it
won't be the same

go to school get good grades go to college rule the world...my plans exactly

you never stop loving someone...you just learn to live with out them
<3

i carved your name into this bullet so everyone would know that you were the last thing to cross my mind

no matter how hard i try i always the friend never the girl

save the earth-its the only planet wiht chocolate

hes the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me

love is like war-you may get out alive-but you always ahve a scar

if you really love me then why are you leaving me

these tears are something you made and i have to leave with them in my eyes

i knew it was too good to be true

im just a girl-im only 15-how cant i want this to be over when its only just begun?

i love it when it rains...no one can tell how hard im crying

im not too crazy about waking up with a broken heart

ever since you left me heart hasnt stopped bleeding

love is like a light bulb-its bright at first-but after a while it fades..yours faded to fast

i've been afraid of changing cuz i built my life around you

i've lost the game i guess..i tried my best to win the part now im leaving here with whats left of my heart

you told me you loves me and i said it too...the only thing is i wasnt lieing when i said it

there will be no tear drops today-they have all been cried away

i walk in the door and they tell me to be happy and all i can do is ask how...how can i be happy when all i do is think about you leaving me

he took my heart threw it on the ground and stomped all over it...and doesnt even have decency enough to lay it in the trash gently

im not oky..i promise

im FINE..really
Fucked up
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
yeah-im fine...

he broke my heart if you havent noticed

yeah-i thnik we are breaking up...no call for 3 days and when i finaly saw him yeaterday he ignored me...its over isnt it??







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Friday, August 5, 2005


yay i love this song

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Thursday, August 4, 2005


stuff-nothin good
PISCES (feb. 20-march 20)
SAGITTARIUS (nov. 22-dec. 23)
CAPRICORN (dec. 22-jan. 19)
AQUARIUS (jan. 20-feb. 19)
ARIES (march 21-april 19)
TAURUS (april 20-may 20)
GEMINI (may 21-june 20)
CANCER (june21-july22)
LEO (july 23-aug. 22)
VIRGO (aug. 23-sep. 22)
LIBRA (sept. 23-oct. 22)
SCORPIO (oct. 23-nov. 21)

I am Scorpio
Nikki is Libra
Erica-i forgot her bday
Katie and Matty are Leo
Shauna is Capricorn
Casey is Gemini
Amy is Cancer
Billy is Sagittarius
...anyone else?...

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scorpio
HASH(0x8ae8c1c)
You are a Scorpio, born in the midst of fall. Your
sign is the sign of transformation. You think
very deeply, and people usualy don't know the
real "you". You are determined,
protective, focused, brilliant, self-sufficent,
magnetic, brave, unbreakable, open-minded,
loyal, strong, and sensitive!! Unlike other
signs you have three, yes three, symbols; 1) an
eagle,which soars high, is proud, and very
protective. 2) a magical phoenix, with the
ability of rebirth(through the greatest
challenges of life). 3) and finally a scorpion,
whose fierce loyalty makes a great firend and
sekks revenge when betrayed!! The scorpion also
symbolizes self-defense and self-protection!

-your lucky colors are chrimson(the color of
passion) and black(the color of power)

-your metal is platonium(<-----ah its
radioactive!!)

-your precious stone is topaz

-your day of the week is tuesday

-your element is water

-the part of the body that you rule is your
reproductive organs *giggle*

-and your best love matches are a virgo, cancer,
pices, or a tourus


What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign? (for guys and girls with incredibly detailed answers and incredible pictures+READ MEMO PLEASE)
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yea-anothr quiz
HASH(0x8cc9758)
People see you as Truly Dark. Congradulations. Your
are dark by nature and not just because it's
cool. Dark people are not always loners but
definatly not the center of attention either.
Many people are the dark are like the shadows
and can conform into any shape they need to be.
But the dark can't be hidden forever. It's
often only a matter of time untill you tire of
the charade and show your darkness. Thus how
those in the dark remian solitary. Being dark
does not always mean your gloomy, you are
probably just artistic. Whether is be in the
drawing, music,painting, or singing. If you can
find a friend who shares your twisted ideals or
is willing to brave the iceiness of your world,
hang on to them for how rare it is to find a
light in the dark.


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