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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
I just want to leave...
I can't stand being here anymore, all everyone does is fight anymore. Last night my mom and Dad got into a huge fight, and I don't even know what started it no one will tell me. But any way it got bad (I won't go into details) and my sister ended up getting involved, which didn't go well either. I stayed in the basement and cried because I was so scared, I wasn't sure what was going to happen, I thought my mom was going to leave. My parents still arn't talking to each other, and my sister has pretty much stayed in her room when ever she is home. It's almost like we have to sneek past eachother and try not to upset someone. I just don't know anymore, everyday just makes me want to leave more, I can't wait to move out. I think that once I do move out, our family will fall apart even more. Don't ask me to explain it, but that's just how it feels.
And now Chris is going back to Arizona in the middle of July. I don't know how I'm going to make it with out him here. I know that watching him leave is going to be one of the hardest things I will ever do. He is my life and I can't imagine being apart from him. I'm so scared of losing him, the thought just makes me sick. I hate to even think about him leaving, anytime I do, it's almost a guarentee that I'll start crying. I mean I know it's hard on him too, He is just as scared of losing me. I Love him so much and I don't ever want to be with anyone but him and I mean that with all of my heart and soul.
I don't even know what else to talk about right now, I'm way too emotional to do this... sorry...
~Adios
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